Okay so this chapter is specially dedicated to Aryan. Yes Aryan. None of you guys know but Aryan is my real brother and every time I write about the Aryan in our story I think about my brother. Though he is the younger one he still never misses a chance to slap some brains in me when needed. And he is always there with me even when he knows I am wrong.

So here is the update.

...Preet...
I was in my own thought when Aryan barged in my room.
"Preet let's go!" Aryan said as I looked up at him.

"Where?" I asked confused.

"Home, if you have decided to push him behind so its fair enough we give him his space right?" He asked.

"But..!" I tried objecting but he cut me off.

"But what? Its your decision right? 
It is always you ain't it? You want him to leave you, you asked for this. In all of this Preet Tune apne dil ke darwaje itni zor se band kar diye ki na toh tum usse pyaar de saki aur nahi hi uska pyaar tumtak pahuch saka. Kabir tujhe dewano ki tarah pyaar karta hai Preet, aaj se hi nahi bachpan se jab shayad hame pyaar ka matlab bhi na pata ho. Waise pyaar karta hai jaisa tu hamesha se chahti thi. Woh itne time se tera intezar kar raha hai. Kaunse aadmi mai itni patience hogi? Pyaar pana jitna mushkil hota hai na Princess utni hi aasani se kho bhi jata hai.
Apne dard mai tu inta doob gayi Preet ki tu yeh bhi bhul gayi ki yeh baccha Kabir ka bhi tha. Tujh se jyada manga tha usne uss bacche ko apni dua mai."
(Preet you've shut the doors to your heart so tight that neither you could love him nor his love could reach you. Kabir loves you like crazy not from now but from our childhood when we didn't even know the meaning of love. The love you always wanted. He has been waiting for so long who has so much of patience? Preet it is difficult to find your ideal love but it only takes minutes before it runs out of your grip. You were so drowned in your sorrow that you forgot that this kid was of Kabir too. He was more desperate for it. He had practically prayed for it.)

"Yeh sab mai bhi usne kabhi apni himmat nahi hari, haara toh woh tab jab tune use apne se durr kiya."
(Apart from all this he still stood strong but he lost his battle the moment you distanced yourself from him.)

"Anyway, its all in  the past Get up let's go." Aryan said holding my hand and placing me on my feet. I stood up. I guess this was it. If there was nothing I could give him then I guess he at least deserved the space. The ability to live his life rather than crying for me. I had already given up on myself and I think so did he. Just for once I turned around to look at our bedroom, the place we have shared everything where we shared ourselves. With Aryan ahead I descended downstairs only to find him sitting in the living area with his head in his hand. This was all I could ever give him, Sadness. Aryan announced that we were leaving and that he would pick my stuffs in a day or two and he did not respond just nodded. He walked us to the door. All of us silent. I have no idea but all I wanted at that moment was him to stop me. I know I didn't deserve his love but some part of me wasn't just ready to give up. I followed Aryan towards where the guard had his car ready. Aryan opened the passenger door for me moving towards the driver seat and taking his place. Kabir didn't accompany us he was still standing at the entrance with his hands in his pockets leaning against the door frame, I looked back at the house and a view of how Kabir brought me here flashed, our moment, our laughs, our cries. I was leaving everything behind. I was leaving my life behind but most importantly I was leaving the one person for whom I was alive. Who had every right on my life, more than I did.
Willing myself all I could I took the seat next to Aryan as he roared his car to life, he had just started the car when I received a text.

"Tune jab mere hath ko thama toh mujhe mere apne wajood ka ehsaas hua. Aur jab tune mujhe apne ahgosh mai liya toh Maine pure kainaat ko mehsoos kiya. Mera pyaar ache bure haalat ka mohtaj nahi hai Jaan kyuki tera aur mera janamo janam ka sath hai."
Tumhara Monster.

(The day you held my hand I felt my existence and the day you accepted me I felt the whole world on my side. My love won't change with the ups and downs of life Jaan because we are meant to be together.
      Yours Monster.)

as soon as I completed reading the text all of a sudden I screamed. "Stop!" Aryan looked at me with a knowing smirk.
"I can't do this. I can't live without him." I stated and he reacted as if he already knew this would be my response.
"I know." He replied and with that I opened the door stepping out and shutting it behind me I looked at him again as he stood straight this time opening his arms. That was it. I knew nothing anymore. I just turned around completely and ran back to him and jumped in his embrace, as expected he held me tightly with one of his hand on my back and the other caressing my hair as he lifted me a little upwards twirling around as I encircled my arms around him.

"I am not Perfect. I'll annoy you. Piss you off, say stupid things and then take it all back. But please put it all aside, you'll never find a person who cares for you or loves you more than me. Don't ever give up on me Kabir please. Because then I'll give up on my life. I am sorry for everything. I love you Kabir. I love you my baby." I cried still in his embrace.
He broke the hug still having a grip on my waist.
"Tune socha bhi kaise mai tujhe Jane dunga? Preet Malhotra apne dimaag se yeh baat nikal do ki tum mujhe chodh ke jaa sakti ho. Koi tujhe mujhse alag nahi kar sakta khud Bhagwan bhi nahi." (How did you even think I would let you go away? Preet Malhotra remove every such thought from your mind that separates us. No body can separate us not even God himself.) He said before hurriedly kissing me straight on my lips. Between the kiss he picked me up bridal style making me smile. He moved upstairs back to our room.
Breaking apart he placed me on the bed hovering me and kissed my forehead.

"Make me yours Please."

"Be Mine Preet."
Both of us said simultaneously making him chuckle. I just looked in his eyes. For once I saw the glint that seemed lost.

***Mature Content***
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..3rd Person POV...

"Ek baar phir apni Preet ko apna bana lo Kabir!" (Make me yours once again Kabir!) She asked earnestly.

"Sirf meri." (Only Mine.) He replied instantly claiming her lips thereafter.
Parting away he kissed her forehead first and said.
"I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms. Now and Forever."
Following to which he kissed both her eyes.
" I promise to never forget that this is one in a lifetime Love."
He left feather light kisses on her cheeks and said.
"I vow to love you."
Lastly he kissed her nose and hugged her tightly whispering "And no matter what challenges might carry us apart we will always find a way back to each other." Near her ear making her moan. He was about to kiss her when suddenly he stood up taking her along with him and made them stand in front of the mirror. He freed her hair from the messy bun letting it cascade down till my hip bone all the time looking at her face in the mirror while she returned his stare back. He slithered one of his hand Around her waist pulling her even closer while sliding her hair to her right shoulder with the other hand. He then caressed her back opening the halter of her top.
Somehow conquering the shiver she spoke. "Kabir." He started placing feather lite kisses on her shoulder. "You are as pure as my love Preet. Never doubt yourself for me it is as equal as doubting my love for you." He whispered.

"I am sorry!" She apologized as tear escaped her eyes. He instantly turned her around wiping the tear away coming closer he kissed the mole above her lips passionately.

"Shhs Preet don't spoil it jaan. Remember one thing you are all mine. So let me finish what you have started."
He turned her again kissing her cheek from behind. "I love you for all you are. And I am glad you are all mine." He commented and her breath hitched. She turned around again hugging him tightly.
"Thank you for staying even when you had every reason to leave. Thank you for making it easier when everything got so hard." He placed a protective kiss on the crown of her head. He pulled apart and moved towards the door locking it and returning back eyeing her amorously. Preet moved back in sync with his advancing steps. And ended up in colliding with the wall.
He increased the connectivity between their bodies and pushed her hair behind. He opened her arms and pinned them to the wall above her head tangling their fingers. He leaned closer nuzzling her neck and muttered. "I am your death Mrs. Malhotra." And started sucking and nibbling her neck  and shoulders passionately as she moaned. Freeing her hands she encircled them around his neck slowly placing her lips on his  kissing him passionately and he responded with equal fervor. They broke apart and he lifted her in his arms and carried her to the bed. He undressed themselves and covered them with the duvet. He kissed her delicately this time wanting I to last. She surrendered herself to him once again, drowning her in their sheer passion and love. They captured each others souls and bodies. His eyes worshipping his beauty and her senses feeling his virility with their bodies engaged into a connected existence. They made love and her moans and the crumpled bedsheets were a testimony to their grace. He marked the end by kissing away her tears and dropping protective kiss on her forehead.
He gathered her in his arms entwining their fingers and aid kissing the back of her hand. "I love you jaan, I am sorry." She just pecked his lips in response and shook her head negatively. Since it was late midnight he started caressing her hair and asked her to sleep. She stuck closer to him hugging him tightly as his fingers massaged her hair lulling her to sleep.

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...Preet...

I woke up sensing his absence next to me. It was still dark outside so I looked around but couldn't find him. Wrapping the duvet around myself I got off the bed, the door was still bolted lock which meant he was in the room itself. I peeped in the washroom but it was vacant next I heard whispers, following to which I reached the open terrace connected to our room. There he stood holding the railings and talking to someone looking up. I moved closer in order to hear him. And his words proved to be another alarm about how selfish I had been.
"Hey baby! finally we got your mumma back. You know I missed her so much. I wish I could bring you back too Princess. You know your daddy loves you right?"
By the end of it he was already sobbing. I moved behind him swiftly placing a hand on his shoulder. He grew stiff immediately and tried rubbing his eyes off tears before turning around and taking me in a side hug trying to change his demeanor for my sake.

I held the duvet tightly with one hand while with the other I caressed his cheeks and the area beneath his eyes.

"Jaan, why did you wake up so early. You need rest. Let's go sleep." He said walking ahead. I stood still and caught hold if his wrist pulling him back.

"Break down Kabir. Let it all out." I whispered.

"I am fine shortcake." He said still not looking at me. I moved in front of him and said.
"Mere same nahi ko kiss ke same Kabir?" (If not in front of me then who Kabir?) And that was all it took for him to break down. His hands reached up to my waist and pulled me towards him hugging me tightly.
He Nuzzled his face closer in the crook of my neck. I could feel my shoulders wet which meant he was crying.

"Why Preet? Why us? Our baby Preet. Our first child. I wasn't there to save our princess Preet." He sobbed. I held the back of his neck letting him break down. Since it was needed.
"Then I almost lost you Jaan, you. I don't know the moment I picked you in my arms with blood flowing from your wrists and the time you fainted and and the time you broke down in the hospital I died every moment Preet. It killed me to see you in such condition. To see you so lost. I so wanted the smile on your face that said. 'Kabir, everything will be fine.' Then you said you wanted to move apart. I I could just not understand anything Preet. Nothing. I've never been so scared of losing something in my life, then again nothing in my life ever meant as much as you did." He cried.

"Sab theek ho jayega na Preet?" He asked breaking away and I nodded. He thereafter kissed my forehead.
He wiped away his tears followed by mine. He placed his fingers on the corners of my lips and stretched them making me smile.

He then turned around moving back towards the bedroom but I stood pinned to my position. Sensing my absence he turned around.

"Preet what happened?" He asked with worry coated in his tone.

"Agar mai aapko woh Khushi wapis nahi de payi toh?" (What if I can't give you that happiness again?) I asked finally the question that has always been bothering me since the accident.

Within a stride of two steps he was standing in front of me. He placed the loose tresses of my hair behind my ear and cupped my cheeks stroking the mole above my lips which he seems to be obsessed with.

"Tune mujhe aaj tak har khushi di hai Preet and I know tu mujhe woh har Khushi degi Jo shayad mai deserve bhi nahi karta." (You have given me every happiness till date Preet and i know you will keep on giving me every happiness even the one's I don't actually deserve.) He said picking me up suddenly making me squeal in surprise.
He walked back to our bedroom and placed me on the bed following himself embracing me tightly tunning the two of us in a peaceful sleep.

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