Loosing him

Raavi's pov

I was working in the kitchen but I don't know why I was not at all able to focus on anything , I was feeling rest less...
I guess anita di saw my state which made her say

Anita - raavi tu thak gai ha ja jake aram kar le..
Main dekh lungi kitchen ka kaam..

I nodded at her and moved out when I heard the door bell.
Walking there I opened the door only to see krish there , he looked completely disturbed..

Before I could even ask him what happened he said

Krish - bhabhi jaldi chalo mere saath , please..

Raavi- kya hua ha krish , aur tu aise kyu dekh rha ha kaha janaa ha

Krish - aap chalo main batata hu please chalo..
He started dragging me when we heard mausi's voice

Mausi - ye kaha le jaa rha ha usse tu aise ?

Krish - mami abhi nhi please jane do aabhi hume...

But masi held my hand not letting me go and said

Mausi - pehle bata kaha le jaa rha ha isse tu bol..

Krish ( shouting) - shiva ka accident ho gaya ha wo icu main ha please bhabhi ko jane do please...

I looked at Krish shocked , did he said shiva met with an accident ?
Shiva ka accident ho gaya ha isne ye kaha ?
Kaise ,? Kab ? Kaha

I looked at krish and said

Raavi- Krish mazak kar rha ha kya ,
Kya bol rha ha ? Shiva ka accident kaise ho skta ha..

Krish looked at me told me everything..

I was in complete shock , i felt as if i will faint listening to all these..
How can my Shiva met with an accident , he was never the one to drive carelessly...
Without saying anything i ran outside followed by krish..

Krish started his bike and we went off..

Though we did reached the hospital in 10 minutes only but these 10 minutes felt the longest 10 mintues of my life..

Once krish stopped the bike in front of the gate I literally ran inside krish following me...
But were do I have to go , I was about to ask Krish when he pulled me guiding me towards my shiva..

I saw dhara di gaumbi and dev there, and the look on their face did told me a lot of things which I wont like...

Authors pov..

Raavi and krish ran towards the rest of the family who looked up at, them and again looked towards the icu ward..

Raavi- ga.gau..gaumbi shhishiva kaaisa h
(Raavi shuttered while even asking gaumbi about Shiva's state)

Gautam - doctors ne kaha ha ki uske sir pe jo chot ha usse bleeding nhi hui ha jiske karan wo coma main jaa skta ha..

Raavi felt like her world was collapsing..
She didn't know how to even react..
Her Shiva, he was fighting inside for his life..

She fell on the ground but gaumbi was quick enough to hold her on ground..

Gautam- raavi tu theek ha ?
Tension mat le baache shiva ko kuch nhi hoga ...
Wo theek ho jaiyega..

Though gautam was trying to console raavi but his words and his voice were betraying him...

Raavi started crying , not at all liking the fact that her shiva was in this state..
She felt like going inside and holding his hand.. She wished she was there with him..

Raavi again looked at gaumbi asking him
Raavi- gaumbi kaise hua ye ?

Gautam - hume kuch nhi pata ha raavi bas ye pata ha ki kisi truck se uska accident hua ha ( saying this gautam showed her the picture of shiva's bike)

Raavi's whole body shivered looking at that picture..
She felt her tears rolling from her eyes looking at the bike which was injured badly and raavi did realised that making out from such kind of accident will be a miracle but she also knew that the man fighting inside was her husband, he was her shiva he could fight the strongest battle that too alone , so he will fight this as well because his family was there with him in this battle..
Raavi moved forward toward the door and looked inside she wished she had not denied her feelings that day , she wish she could be next to him right now...
Raavi's heart feared thinking that she might just loose Shiva forever for which she was not ready...

And suddenly a nurse came with a bag in her hand and said

Nurse - ye unka kuch saman ha , ye aap le lijiyea..
And because raavi was standing close to the door she handed the bag directly to raavi..

Raavi looked at the bag , while the nurse walked away...

Raavi moved forward and opened the bag..
There was Shiva's shirt , his wallet , watch and few papers and his phone..
Because of his injury on his body parts his shirt was covered with blood..
Tears streamed down Raavi's face looking at the shirt , she cluched the shirt close to her and picked his phone which was damaged badly..
Raavi unknowingly pressed the button which opened the phone , showing raavi his lock screen picture...

Raavi's heart ached looking at the picture. she could not understand why did he had this photo as his wallpaper but this surely made her heart cried more...
She remembered every thing that happened that day , their marriage , and how SHIVA saved her that day... Everything flashed infront of her eyes making her cry even more...



It's been 5 hours and there has been not an update about shiva..

Everyone of them were getting rethless..

Dev - Gaumbi kuch karo naa itna time ho gay ha kuch pata hi nhi chal rha ha

Before gautam can say anything the doctor walked out of the icu..
Everyone gathered him krish was the first one to ask the question

Krish - doctor shiva kaisa ha ?

Doctor looked at him and said

Doctor - unki body main injuries bht ha pr zyada serious nhi ha.
Left hand main fracture ha, humne body ke injuries ko treat kar diya ha aur fracture bhi plaster kr diya ha..
Pr problem unke sir ke chot ha..kyuki bleeding nhi hui ha uske wajah se blood clots form ho gai ha.. Jisse inki jaan bhi jaa skti ha, agar humne operation time pe nhi kiya toh

Everyone gasped at the information..
Raavi stumbled on the seat , holding dhara's hand...

Gautam , dhara dev Krish everyone started loosing their hope..
But still composing himself gautam asked

Gautam- doctor toh aap operation kyu nhi kr rhe ha?

Doctor nodded his head and said

Doctor- operation toh main kr du , pr us main risk ha blood clots nikalne ke baad bhi possibility ha ki patient ko paralysis maar de..
(Everyone gasped at that , while the doctor continued )
Pr iske chances bht kaam ha par ha..
Is liye main treatment krne se pehle aapko bata dena chatha tha.. Hum 1 ghante main inka operation start karenge...

Even before the pandya's could recover from the shock the doctor again said

Doctor - and mr pandya ye accident bilkul bhi Nhi ha, ye saaf saaf attempt to murder ha..jis hisab se inspector sahab ne mujhe bike ki tasveer dekhai thi aur jis hisab se inhe chot lagi ha dono bht alag ha..agar bike ke hisab se dekhe toh ye accident main bachna toh dur inki lash ki pehchan krna mushkil ho jata..
Pr aisa ha Nhi inhe maara gaya ha..kyuki inki chod accident wali bilkul nhi ha..

Saying this the doctor went away while they all stood there rooted to their place..
What all information have the received..
First Shiva's accident , then his injury and now this..
Gautam didnt know what to do or say..
His shiva was fighting inside for his life, a battle which he might loose.. And more over he was in this state because of someone's evil plan.....
He turned to look at everyone to find dhara , dev and Krish crying silently while raavi stood there next to the icu door looking at the life less Shiva..
Tears were streaming down form her eyes as well...

Can this day get anymore worse..

Raavi kept looking at shiva who's almost all the body parts were covered with bandage..
She just wanted to kill the person who did this to her shiva ..
Yes she heard what doctor said to.gaumbi but she didn't react as she knows that was not important at this point..the fact that Shiva's life was in danger was much more serious and heart breaking to them..
But raavi promised herself that the Day she finds out who was behind this she is going to make his life hell ,for hurting her shiva like this..

Raavi slide down on the floor next to the door silently crying, she so wished she could just remove the pain , she could hold shiva in her arms, she could tell him about her feelings...
Raavi closed her eyes remembering all the moments that shiva and she had shared till now , their fights ,their eye locks ,their marriage ,their pain everything ....
She just wished she could talk to him tell him everything express all her feelings...

Dhara looked at raavi and her heart ached looking at her , isn't she the same raavi who denied about having any feelings for shiva...
And today she was here next to the icu ward crying her eyes out for shiva..

Soon the doctor's came and the surgery started..

No one moved , no one said anything , they just prayed shiva to be health again...

Prafulla and anita were also here , though jagat wanted to come but gautam didn't let him..
The surgery was still going on when an inspector came there..

Inspector - mr pandya , mujhe pta ha ki ye sahi mauka nhi ha par hume hamara kaam krna ha is liye kuch sawal puch rhe ha...
Gautam nodded his head still turned towards the ot..

Inspector- apke bhai kaha jaa rhe the?
Gautam- wo mandi jaa rha tha, hamare store ke saman ka order dene

Inspector- jis hisab se ye accident hua ha doctor sahi khe rhe ha ye attempt to murder ha..
Toh aap log ko kisi pe shak koi dushman wagara..

Though gautam did wanted to say janardhan's name but yet again they didn't knew if he was actually behind this or not and gautam didn't wanted to accuse anyone like this..
So gautam nodded his head in a no..

The inspector then left from there but , as soon as the inspector was out of site dhara shouted at gautam

Dhara - jhooth kyu bola tumne gaumbi , koi dushman nhi ha hamara toh janardhan kya ha .?

Dev and krish were looking at gautam with the same anger where as raavi , anita and prafulla were completely clueless about it..
Raavi got up from the seat and asked her

Raavi- kya janardhan seth ka ki kya baat kre rhe ho aap di ? Uski wajha se mera shiva aaj is halat main ha..?

Dhara turned to look at raavi and before she could reply to raavi gautam said

Gautam- dhara hume pta thodi ha ki ye janardhan seth ne hi kiya ha...?

Dhara - gaumbi sara sar dhamki deke gaya tha wo jaan se marne ki aur dekho kr bhi di , aisi halat kar di ha hamare shiva ki agar baach bhi gaya toh bhi marne barabar hi hoga wo..
Suna nhi tumne doctors ne kya kaha ha ki agar operation successful nhi rha toh shiva ko paralysis bhi maar skta ha..
Uski bike ki halat dekhi thi na tumne..phir bhi khe rhe ho ki hume pta nhi ha..

Dhara literally shouted and her every words sent goosebumps toh raavi, she felt her body loosing its sanity..

Gautam looked at dhara and shouted with the same tone

Gautam- is waqt mere liye mere bhai ki jaan se zyada zaroori kuch nhi ha..
Mujhe nhi krna aabhi koi police case , theek ho jane de dhara shiva ko maim khud janardhan seth ki lanka jalaunga.. Par aabhi ke liye mere liye sirf shiva matter krta ha...

Saying this gautam moved towards the ot , while dhara stood at the same place fresh tears streaming down her face...

Raavi just kept looking at the wall infront of her.. Her shiva , was inside fighting and she can't do anything about it..

Is it possible that you can go in the past and rectify some mistakes..
Because raavi wanted to do that ,
She wanted to go to their last day at haveli and deny everything she said that day.. She wanted to just remove that day ,because if that wouldn't have happened they all would have not came to somnath in a hurry, they all would have still be in the haveli , she could have been with shiva ,maybe fighting like always or maybe just looking into his eyes , felling the warmth that his eyes gives her everytime she looks at them...
Raavi wanted to go to shiva n confess all her felling ,telling him everything asking him to wake up but can she do that..
Can she ?

And suddenly as if some thing strike her raavi walked towards the ot gate an said

Main aab aur apni feelings ko ignore nhi kr skti hu , I LOVE YOU SHIVA , please please please theek ho jaa , mai bht pyaar krti hu tujhse please theek ho jaa..





The end....
I wont be able to make any update for the next 3-4 days.. Because of my exams..
So that's why I am giving a double update today...

Enjoy
And hope you liked the story...

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