Authors pov

It was around 2 in the night  when the pandya's reached their haveli..
The journey after the antakshari was a quite One for Shiva And raavi as only they were Not talking ,rest were enjoying in them self...

Once Shiva parked the car he turned around to wake everyone up as all of them were sleeping..

Shiva turned towards raavi And Said

Shiva - raavi uth , punch gai ha ut jaa Raavi
( patting her cheeks lightly)
But raavi didn't bugged at all infact that woke up dhara And dev...

Dhara - punch gai?

Shiva - jee bhabhi

Dev - rishita utho..rishita

Rishita woke up because she was Not into a Deep sleep, here dhara too woke up gautam And krish...

Gauatm- raavi uth jaa..

Shiva - rhne do gaumbi main usse kamre main kr dunga , aur saman subha nikalenge abhi SB sone jao..

With that everyone retired to their room..
Shiva lifted raavi in his arms in a bridel style And walked towards their room..

Placing her on the bed , he carefully removed her sleepers and covered her with a blanket...

Shiva looked around to see any couch Or something for him to sleep ,but didn't find anything...

Shiva - kya kro bed pe sao ya nhi, neend aa rhi ha aur kuch couch ya Kuch ha bhi nhi , agar bed pe sounga toh subha uth ke Ye chillaiyegi.. Kya karu...

Shiva walked out to see any other room which is opne , but no all the rooms were closed , the servent had opened only their rooms...

Not finding any thing And his body being extremely tired because of all the driving, shiva too stumbled on the bed...

Next morning..
Raavi's pov

I groaned because of the sun rays that was falling on my face..
I was too tired to wake up now , so I turned my face other side when I felt a weight on me..

I opened my eyes my face still turned in other direction to come face to face with Shiva who was sleeping on his stomach with his head dugged in the pillow and his left arm around my waist..
Shouldn't I be panicking because of the position in which we are sleeping , but i didn't ,infact a smile creeped on my face seeing Shiva sleeping peace full..

He looks to adorable when he sleep...
I turned complete towards him, And looked at him , his forehead was covered with his hair falling on them, I didn't even know when but my hand moved towards his face moving his hair slightly , I moved my fingers towards his face tracing it smoothly..

Is his skin actually this soft or its just my thought...
Can I just keep looking at him all my lif....
Raavi what is wrong with you? Ho kya gaya ha tujhe..?
Tu Shiva ke baare main aise kaise soch skti ha?

Raavi shook her head at that And carefully untangled herself from him...
She looked at shiva again And walked towards the washroom...

(Authors note - The heart And brain conversation are going to be here as well )

Raavi stood under the shower thinking about the question that was continuously going in her head since yesterday..

Raavi- hua kya ha mujhe kal se dimag main sirf Shiva hi kyu chal rha ha , pehle uski aankhe phir uski awaz aur aab wo pura ka pura , aur Upper se uska wo gana ho kya rha ha.. Kyu gaya usne wo gana aur kiske liye..

Raavi's ❤️(sarcastically)-Katrina kaif ke liye gaya ha Hume kya apna kaam se kaam rakhte ha

Raavi's 🧠- par mujhe Ye batao tum dono ko itna kya bura lg rha ha..

Raavi's ❤️- kyu nhi lagna chaiyea 😒

Raavi's🧠 - haa nhi lagna chaiyea kyuki tum dono bhi toh wahi krte ha naa , iski bhi toh shaadi shiva se hui ha par jb dekho tb khethe rhti ha ki dev ke alawa aur kisi se pyaar nhi hoga wagara wagara...
Kal gana bhi gaaya tha isne uske liye..

Raavi nodded her head in a no

Raavi's ❤️- dekh usne wo gana intenally nhi gaya tha , bas gaa diya Jo dimag main aaya tha , pr.Shiva jaise ga rha tha sach main lg rha tha ki wo kisi ke liye gaa rha ha..

Raavi's🧠 - agar gaa bhi rha ha toh kya , tum dono ko kya , Ye toh Pyaar nhi krti ha usse toh phir itna kya bura lg rha ha...

Raavi's ❤️-haa par ...

Raavi's🧠 - par war Kuch nhi, Shiva ke liye iske dil main jb feelings nhi ha toh itna kya sochna , aur agar ha toh bata do

Raavi's ❤️-pagal ha kya ,zyada dimag mat laga koi feelings nhi ha Shiva ke liye mere andar..

Raavi - haa koi feelings nhi ha mere andar Shiva ke liye.. Main kyu itna soch rhi hu naam ki.shaadi ha naam ki shaadi hi rahegi..

I closed my eyes ,took a Deep breath and started wearing my clothes...

Once I was done I walked out, to see Shiva still sleeping..
I knew he was tired because of continuous driving so I let him be and walked out of the room once I was ready completely...

Authors pov

It was around 10 am when Shiva woke up feeling thirst...
He Walked towards the table And saw the time

Shiva - hey somnath , 10 baj gai ,kisi ne uthaya kyu nhi...
Aur Ye mami ki behen ki beti kaha ha..

He looked around to see any traces of her And Not finding One Shiva walked into the washroom to freshnup..

Once he was completely ready he walked out of his room only to bump into krish who was looking into his phone and  walking..

Shiva - gadhere , dekh ke chal liya kar , dekh phone mai rha ha aur chal zameen pe rha ha..

Krish - sorry sorry , wo game khel rha tha..

Shiva - padhai chod ke SB kar tu..gadhere
(Shiva said and smacked krish's head lightly)

Krish- aab chutti pe aaya hu toh kaise padhu. Paap chadhega toh tu bachayega mujhe 😅

Shiva- marunga tujhe main ek faltu baat krta ha din bhar thakta nhi ha tu , 😑  aur baaki SB kaha ha..

krish - dev aur rishita bhabhi soye ha.
Gaumbi aur dhara bhabhi mandir gai ha  aur raavi bhabhi jheel ke pass ha..

Shiva - jhel ke pass ? Kyu

Krish- wo pta nhi.. Aab main chlta hu game chut rha ha..

With that krish Ran form there while
Shiva too walked towards the jhel that was just beside their haveli..

Raavi was sitting on the ground looking at the water , lost in thought..

She wasn't even aware of her surrounding , she was just lost in thought thinking about the events that was happening in her life from the past 3-4 days..
But she did know that she needs to keep herself away from shiva , she was finding her self getting effected with him , specially after the song, she didn't know why but the picture of Shiva crying And singing the song was Not going out of her mind..

Raavi was lost in her thoughts when she heard Shiva's voice

Shiva - yaha kya kar rhi ha akele

Raavi - tujhe kya ha , tu kyu aaya ha yaha

Shiva - kyu Ye jagha pe mami ne tera naam likh rakha ha kya Jo nhi aa skta hu main yaha.. Gadheri

Raavi - haa toh gadhere ki biwi gadheri hi hogi naa..

Raavi Said without thinking, but bit her toung when Shiva looked at her amazed..

Raavi- mera mtlb ha ki tu hoga gadhera..

Shiva - aacha...

They both Sat there in silence, just enjoying the nature...

After a while shiva's phone Rang , he looked at the caller id And then got up and left from there as there was not a good network..

But raavi thought at otherwise..

Raavi- aisa kiska phone aa gaya ha isse ki Ye mere samne nhi utna skta ha..
Kahi koi ladki toh nhi ha..
Tujhe kya ha raavi wo kaun sa tera apna lgta ha , kyu bhool jati ha ki naam ki shaadi ha teri..

Not wanting to be there anymore raavi left from there..
Shiva came back after attending the call only to see the place empty..
He wanted to spend some time with her , with everyone around them he never get to spend some time with her..
He just wanted to sit with her without fighting...

He walked back into the haveli And directly went towards their room..
He opened his suitcase And took out the box that he was secretly kept in it , yesterday when no One was around..

Taking the box he walked towards the Terrace And thanked god seeing it completely empty..

He went to his favourite spot , that he discovered when he was small , it was away from the view of Terrace and no One could see anything..

Sitting there Shiva opened the box looking at the photos of raavi that he had clicked And the gift that he had bought for her on her birthday every year.. Some gifts were very special which he had brought occasionally...

He pulled out the earings form the box And remembered how  much raavi loves earings..
Shiva has bought it when he first got his kind of hard earn money...
It was special.

There were earings , bracelet , payal , and a ring..

The ring
Shiva had bought this ring to propose raavi but on the Same day he heard raavi talking to her friends And confessing her Love for dev...

Heartbroken he went away from there And its been so many years yet he was never able to throw this ring away...

He looked at her pictures that he has clicked.. Secretly...
Shiva knew that invading someone's privacy was a bad thing but he couldn't help it...
He had clicked this pictures so that at least he would keep her close to him atleast in photos...

He was never able to give all these to raavi and even now he will never be able to give it to her..
He was planning to throw this box away after her marriage got fixed  with dev , he even tried once but was Not able to do so And now he realise why was he Not able to throw it away...

Shiva looked at the letter he had written for raavi.. After her marriage was fixed  and the Day he was going to throw these things away. He thought to write everything And just throw it away so that his feelings could go as well.. Along with the letter...

He opened the letter Reading it again..

To someone I love a lot, who could never be mine..

Aye mami ki behen ki beti.

Main kabhi tujhse khe nhi paya aur aab toh khe bhi nhi sakta
Is liye aaj akhiri baar likh rha hoo

Janti ha raavi jis din tujhe pehli baar dekha tha naa ussi din samajh jana chaiyea tha ki tu meri zindagi hilane wali ha , kyuki tune sach main meri zindagi hila ke rakh di ha..

Aaj tak main tujhse ladta aaya hu is liye nhi ki main tujhse nafrat krta hu.. Nhi nafrat kabhi nhi hui tujhse ek pal ke liye bhi nhi main bas kabhi pyaar jata nhi paya..
Kyuki mujhe jatana aata hi nhi ha..
Bachpan se koi dost nhi rha ha naa is liye bas Jo the wo ghar wale the aur unhe kabhi pyaar jata ne ki zaroorat nhi hui wo aise hi samajh jate the..
Agar pta hota ki puri duniya aisi nhi ha aur apko apna pyaar jatana padta ha toh main zaroor batata..

Maine bachpan se apni zindagi main bas ek hi insaan se pyaar ki ha aur wo tu ha, tab se tujhse pyaar krta aa rha hu jb se shayad matlb bhi nhi pta tha pyaar ka..
Main tujhe ladta bas is liye tha taki tu mujhe notice kare , main janta tha ki main aisa nhi hu ki kisi ko mujhse Pyaar ho jaiye is liye main ladta tha tujhse taki tu mujhe notice kre , ladai ke bahane hi sahi par main tere pass rahu.. Aur sbko lgne laga ki main tujhse nafrat karta hu..
Main hamesha se sunta tha ki jisse aap pyaar krte ha uske liye pyaar apni ankho main dekh jata ha , toh mera pyaar tujhe ya kisi aur ko kyu nhi dekha?
Kyu tujhe bas mera gussa dikhta tha mera Pyaar nhi..
Haa janta hu bht gussa krta hu par pyaar bhi toh krta hu yaar wo kyu nhi Dekhta ha..

Log kehte ha ki Shiva ko feelings nhi ha usse kisi ki parwah nhi ha usse kisi ki takheelf se fark nhi padta ha par aisa nhi ha raavi..
Mujhe bhi takheelf hoti ha , fark padta ha..

Teri har ek ansoo se ,teri chot se jb chot tujhe lgti thi na toh ansoo mere bhi nikalti the.  takheelf kya hoti ha naa ye main jaan gaya hu..
Toote hue Dil ka dard kya hota ha Ye bhi jaan gaya hu..
Maine kitni dafa socha ki tujhe apni dil.ki baat bata du par kabhi bata nhi paya aur tb tk tune hi mujhe bata diya ki tujhe dev se pyaar ha
Yaad ha raavi kaise tu uske liye jaan dene ko taiyaar thi , us din mujhe samajh aaya ki tu usse kitna pyaar krti ha..
Bht socha Maine ki kyu tujhe dev se hi pyaar hua mujhse nhi phir dekha ki wo kaisa ha aur main kaisa..
Kaha wo ek padha likha , samajhdar well mannered aur kaha main jisse log bachpan se jahil , gawar , junglee bolte aaiye ha toh kyu nhi hota tujhe dev se pyaar..
Jb se teri Aur dev ki shaadi tai hui ha naa tb se koshish kr rha hu ki main tujhe apne dil se nikla du par ho nhi rha ha...
Main kya karu raavi..
Teri haar baat , tera gussa teri narazgi ,teri zid ,teri smile teri ankhe sbse pyaar ho gaya ha kin kin cheezo ko nikalu dil se..?
Teri bht si yaade rakhi ha Maine is box main par aab main isse nhi rakh skta hu kal tu kisi aur ki hone jaa rhi ha..
Teri naye kahani suru hone jaa rhi ha..
Tera Pyaar tujhe Milne jaa rha ha..

Kabhi kabhi socha hu ki kaash tu somnath aaye hi nhi hoti , kash mujhe tujhse kabhi pyaar hua hi nhi hota..

Par galti teri nhi ha raavi , main aisa hu hi nhi ki koi pyaar kre mujhse..
Meri maa hamesha khethe ha mujhse ki main sbse alag hu mera dil saaf ha, pr aab lg rha ha ki kaash main sbki tarha hi hota , kaash mera bhi dil waise hota jaise baki sbka ha, kash main bhi dev jaisa hota toh shayad tujhe mujhse Pyaar ho jata..

Kal shaadi ha teri.. Kal tujhe tera Pyaar hamesha ke liye mil jaiyega , aur mera pyaar mujhse dur ho jaiyega..
Par koi nhi I m Happy for you ,itne din se chehre pe smile leke ghum rha hu ek din aur sahi..
Uske baad main chala jaounga.
Sbse dur , tujhse dur , apne dil se dur hamehsa ke liye..

Waise bhi khethe ha naa

Ishq de mere mitra pehchaan ki
Mit jaave jid apnan di

Akhiri baar likh rha hu..
I love you raavi...

From
Shiva

Shiva had tears in his eyes..
How much pain was he in when she was getting married to his brother , but destiny has planned something else for them, They both got married and still he was in pain..

Will this pain every end.?

The end

Authors note

Meaning of
Ishq de mere mitra pehchaan ki
Mit jaave jid apnan di

(true love means letting your love go and be happy with whomsoever they wanna be with. True love doesn’t mean keeping them with you against their wishes.)

Its a dialogue form namaste london

Also the previous chapter was short removing the songs lyrics so did a double update today..

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