Authors pov...

It was another Day , Or should I say relaxing Day after whatever happened yesterday..
All that janardhan drama has made everyone tired..

When shiva woke up in the morning he saw raavi sleeping peacefully , and not having the heart to wake her up he calmly got off the bed and walked towards the washroom to fresh n up..
He was going to mami's house today to have a talk with her..  He hasn't told anything to raavi aur anyone else , he just wanted to mend the relationship raavi has with her mausi maa which broke somewhere because of him..
So he had to leave early , because if raavi will wake up she won't let him go..

Though it was quite difficult for him to do everything alone with a fractured hand ,but at the last he was done..

Shiva quitely walked out of the washroom and after giving a last look at himself ,he turned and walked towards his sleeping beauty..
Shiva carefully placed the box next to raavi with a note saying

"Ye le issi ke liye itna bechan thi naa tu , dekh le Ye box.. Aur jaan le Jo tujhe janana ha..Main kuch kaam se bahar jaa rha hu thode der mai aa jaounga.
I love you -
Tera shiva "

Shiva looked at raavi and placing a kiss on her forehead he walked out of the room..
He straight away walked out of the house only to bump into krish..
Shiva groaned at that..
He didn't wanted anyone to question him on where is he going and what he is up to but God had different plans..

Krish - kaha jaa rha ha itni subha?

Shiva - kuch kaam ha..

Krish - mujhe bol main kr deta hu..

Shiva - nhi main hi kar skta hu tujhse nhi hoga..
Krish looked at shiva suspiciously and asked
Kaha jaa rha ha shiva bata mujhe.
Warna raavi bhabhi ko pta chala ki main tujhe Jane diya toh chodenge nhi mereko..

Shiva looked at krish and Said

Shiva - mami ke yaha jaa rha hu.. Aab kyu kis liye Ye mat puchna bas ladne nhi jaa rha hu, itna jaan le..

Krish's eyes went wide listening to shiva

Krish -  tu mami ke ghar jaa rha ha aur ladne nhi ? tujhe pta ha naa mami tujhe dekh ke kaise react karenge tb bhi ?

Shiva - janta hu par zaroori ha.. Aab please kuch mat puch..
Mujhe waha chod dega..

Krish nodded , and with that they both left for narayan house..

It took them 10 minutes to reach there..

Shiva got down and looked at krish saying
Shiva - mai jaha hu kisi ko batana mat please..
Raavi ko toh bilkul nhi..please tujhpe bharosha kr rha hu mere bhai..
Tu bhi mujhpe kar main kuch aacha krne ke koshish main jaa rha ha..

Krish unwillingly nodded at shiva who turned and walked towards the house..

Krish too started the bike and went from there just hoping that what ever shiva wants to do happens without any More trouble..

Raavi's pov..

I turned around wanting to get hold of shiva, still in Deep sleep when I felt the other side empty..

Ye mera bhoothnath kaha chala gaya..
- saying that I opened my eyes only to see the room empty and a box kept near me on the bed with a note..

I read the note and that tera shiva bought a smile on my face but the fact that he went somewhere that too without telling me made me angry..

Utha Nhi skta tha , gadhera - I Said and walked towards the dressing table to call him only to see his phone kept beside mine..

Lo Ye toh phone chod ke chala gaya ha , aab call kaise karu isko mai..
Kaha gaya hoga Ye ek tuti hui haath leke , gaumbi se puchti hu shayad unhe pata ho..- saying that I walked towards the washroom to freshnup, so that I can go down..
Once I was done , I walked down to see dhara di setting the table..

Good morning dhara di - I Said and walked towards her..

Good morning raavi , shiva kaisa ha aa rha ha neeche - dhara di asked me

Dhara di wo Upper nhi ha wo kahi gaya ha main khud gaumbi se puchne aa rhi thi ki kya unhone usse kahi bheja ha ya unhe pta ha wo kaha gaya ha - I Said

Dhara di looked at me and at the Same time gaumbi , dev krish , rishita everyone came to the table for breakfast..

Dhara di looked at gaumbi and asked

Dhara - gaumbi , shiva ko kahi bheja ha kya tune ?

Gaumbi looked at her in shock and Said

Gautam- Nhi , uski tabiyat theek nhi ha main kyu bhejunga..kaha gaya ha wo

Raavi- pata nhi gaumbi bas ek note chod ke gaya ha ki thodi derr main aa jaiyega , uska phone bhi yahi h..

Dev looked at me and Said

Dev - kisi kaam se gaya hoga , tension mat lo aa jaiyega usne bola ha toh..

I nodded and walked into the kitchen to make Tea for everyone..
Kaha chala gaya ha tu bhoothnath bata ke nhi jaa skta tha kitni tension ho rhi ha..

I Said to no one in particular and started making Tea for everyone..

We all had our breakfast and still shiva didn't returned..
I am getting impatient now.. I was continuously looking at the gate when dhara di Said

Dhara - raavi aa jaiyega , kyu tension le rhi ha baache.. Aa jaiyega wo..

I turned towards her and Said

Raavi - bata ke jana tha na dhara di kisi ko , aane do usse chodungi nhi main usko..ek no ka gadhera ha wo..

Dhara di smiled at me , while rishita Said

Rishita - haa mat chod na pakad ke bathna usse theek ha kahi mat Jane dena.. Jaise in 13 din nhi Jane de rhi thi kahi usse chipak ke bathi thi hamesha , aur agar wo bhi nhi chale toh mujhe bol dena main fevicol laga dungi tum dono ko phir chipke rhna apne bhoothnath se..

My face wide all red listening to rishita
Not wanting to be a victim of their teasing ,I Ran form there , which made in laugh even More.

Smiling I Ran towars my room only to see the box still on the bed , hurridely opened the box to see a lot of gifts inside and with a letter..
Itne saare gifts , ye shiva ne mere liye kharede the ?
I said to myself  and opened the letter Reading it...

Authors note.

It was evening and shiva was still not home yet.
Everyone has started getting restless..
Raavi's eyes were constantly shifting between the door and the clock..

After she was done Reading the letter , she just wanted to throw herself into the arms of the Person who has always loved her the most.. But at the Same time she wanted to kick him for his stupidity..
It was as if she wanted to throw him off a clif and get down before him to catch him..

She has cried a lot while Reading the letter ,not only because it was emotional but also because she could feel all the pain and emotions that shiva had gone through..
Every word , every sentence was just speaking his love for her and raavi couldn't help but think did she actually deserve all this love..
The person who she had always assume as her enemy , was in love with her and yet he was ready to see her getting married to someone else who she had always stated to love... Raavi could never imagine the pain that shiva had went through not only before marriage even after they got married and now when raavi connected the dots she realised that all the hurt Or pain Or emptiness she has always see in his eyes were because of his love , because of her..
Now she realised why shiva sang that song in the car that Day and she couldn't help but hate herself for being so selfish that she couldn't even see the pain she was giving to him , maybe unintentionally but she was biggest reason for the pain shiva had to go through..  And the thing that broke her more was the fact that atleast she always had someone with her when she was in pain , people knew about her heartbreak , but shiva he was all alone , in his heartbreak his tears , his pain he was always alone..
She realised how almost everyone has thought him to be a rude and arrogant person , but the reality of shiva was different he was different.

Raavi was guilty but somewhere she was also angry that just because of his insecurities and comments of some people who dosen't even matter he never expressed himself..
Raavi couldn't help but imagine how beautiful their love story would have been if Shiva was open towards her..
If only he was expressive or if only she was understanding.

Raavi knew that she dosen't deserve his love but she was too selfish when it comes to shiva , she could never let him go ever , not under any circumstances..

Raavi looked at the clock to see it was 6  in the evening and not being able to control herself she again asked..

Raavi -  dhara di dekho naa abhi tk nhi aaya ha pta nhi kaha gaya ha..
(Raavi was on the verge of crying and seeing this krish who was sitting on the table equally tensed for shiva finally decided to tell her the truth)

Krish - bhabhi wo ummm umm, wo shiva ..

Raavi looked at krish alarmed hearing Shiva's Name and walked towards him asking

Raavi- shiva kya krish tujhe pta ha shiva kaha ha?

Gautam and dev who were just entering the house heard raavi and looked at their respective wife's asking what happened when krish Said.

Krish - wo shiva mami ke ghar gaya tha subha main , usne kaha tha ki wo kuch aacha krne ke liye jaa rha ha aur apko batane se mana kiya tha is liye nhi bataya..

Everyone's eyes went wide hearing krish , shiva and that too at mami's house was something they could have never imagined..

Raavi looked at krish asked

Raavi- toh itne der se kyu nhi bataya tune mujhe kuch

Before krish could say anything they all heard a noice and turned towards the door only to see shiva trying hard to stand still on his feet..

They all looked at shiva in extreme shock , he was drunk and that was evident..

Shiva tried to walk inside properly and was about to fall when gautam and dev held him on time..

Shiva who was not in his state of mind smiled cutely at them and pinched their cheeks saying

Shiva - ththankuuu mere bhaaii tumllogooo ne mujhse girne se baacha lliyaa....

Gautam - shiva tune daaru pe ha..
(Gautam asked him in disbelief )

Shiva looked at Gautam and instead of answering him he hugged him saying

Shiva - gaumbiiiiiiiii maiiiiinee peeke nhhhuiii aayyyaa huuu
Dekho main seedha khada huu..

Shiva tried to stand still but failed..

Dev - shiva kya krke aaya ha kyu piya ha tune?

Shiva turned to dev and instead of answering his question , he asked dev

Shiva - bhai tune kyu kiya bechari raavi ke saath aisa , usse kyu chod diya tune, wo tujhse itna( widing both his hand fully ) pyaar krti ha tune tb bhi aise kiya kyuuuuu...
Tujhe pata haaa sbko aabhii bhhiii lgta ha kii tuhi raavi ke liye best ha , main too uske layak bhi nhiii hoo.. Wo tujhse pyaar krti h devvvv , mere saath toh bas compromise kr rhi ha.. Main uske layak nhi hu bhai , tu tha uske layak , usse teri tarha ek gentle men chaiyea tha meri tarha gawar nhi..
Wo tere saath khush rhti mere saath nhi ha , dekh naa jb se shaadi hui ha bas roti ha.. Wo pyaar krti ha tereko aur pureeee somnatttth ko Ye baat pata ha....tune aacha Nhi kiya uske saath  Tujhe pta ha sbko lga ha ki raavi ek din mujhe chod ke chali jaiyegi.. Phir main kya karunga dev main bht pyaar krta hu usse main nhi rhe skta hu uske bina pr agar wo khush nhi ha toh kaise rakhunga main usse apne saath..
(Shiva voice was getting cracky )

Dev looked at shiva in guilt..
He was always aware of the fact that he has done a terrible thing with raavi , but the fact that shiva too was in pain ached his heart..
He was his younger brother and instead of protecting him he has pushed him into this..
Though it was a fortunate that shiva has always loved raavi but what if it was not like this , then what would have happened with these too.?
He turned to look at raavi who stood there witnessing everything , she was in to much shock to response..
But she got alarmed when she heard shiva saying that she still loves dev..
Did he really Said that ?

She moved forward towards shiva who at the Same time looked at her and a hurt feelings passed his eyes..
He quickly diverted his eyes making raavi go More mad..

She angrily marched towards him and turned his face towars her asking

Raavi - nazre kyu chura rha ha , haa mujhe dekh kyu nhi rha ha tu..?
Aur kya kaha tune main aabhi bhi dev se pyaar krti hu?
Aisa chata marungi main shiva ki tera saara nashta utar jaiyega..
Kya hua ha aisa ki tu peeke aaya ha..

Shiva looked down and taking a Deep breath he jerked Raavi's hand away and Said

Shiva - haa krti ha tu PYAAR usse mere saath toh bas samjhota kar rhi ha..
Ur kuch nhi hua ha bas ye samajh aaya ha ki shiva pandya raavi pandya ko deserve Nhi karta ha.. Is liye main tujhe divorce deta huuu.... Waise bhi tu bhi toh baaki sb ki tarha mujhe zahil junglee gawar bolti ha phir kyu rhe tu mere saath..
Is liye chod de mujhe..

Everyone gaps at Shiva's statement.. Raavi looked at him in hurt but she was very well aware that he was not in his actual state of mind and that how much this person has loved her always so she control herself and Said as calmly as she can

Raavi - dimag kharab ho gaya ha tera abhi tu hosh main nnhi ha jb hosh mai hoga tb baat krenge..

Shiva - hosh main honga to bhi yahi kahunga ki divorce chaiyea , SB ko lgta ha ki tu apni zindagi barbad kr rhi ha mere saath toh jaa azad kiya tujhe aaj is rishte se khatam aaj se ter...

Before shiva could say anything More raavi slapped him hard across his face...

Everyone eyes went wide except gautam , he knew shiva deserved this...
Gautam has tried numerous times to end his insecurities but shiva he never listened.. Gautam knew that all these years he had to suffer not only because raavi stated to love dev but also because Shiva had his own insecurities and even  now he was destroying his marriage  because of his insecurities..

Shiva looked at raavi with shock , his one hand on his cheek where she had just slapped him..
Raavi was not less than a buring fire , she was taking Deep breaths ,she moved More close to him and held his collar saying

Raavi - divorce chaiyea naa ruk tuu.. Deti hu main tujhe divorce...

The end