Raavi's pov

I stood still at my place ,not at all moving
Did i heard krish right or are my ears playing drums?

I love Shiva , isn't this what krish said ?
I love shiva ? I love him?

No how can that even happen ?
I belive in the quote that love happens only once and mine happened with dev then how can I start loving shiva , no that can't happen..
I can't love him..

I heard dhara di's voice which made me come out of my trace..
I looked around to see everyone there..

I looked at krish and asked

Raavi - krish ye kya bola tune aabhi ?

(Before krish could reply dhara di said )

Dhara - tune kya suna

Raavi- maine jo suna wo bolne layak bhi nhi ha
( I saw dhara di's face fell at my statement)

Dhara - kyu

Raavi - aap kyu puch rhe ho ?
Mujhe shiva se pyaar ye is janam main kabhi nhi ho skta ha dhara di kabhi nhi..

Dhara (hurt) - toh tu itni bechan kyu ha jb se shiva gaya ha tb se ?
( there was some kind of hope in her voice which I was sure was gonna go away because of my statement)

Raavi - wo is liye kyuki maine usee hurt kiya tha apni baato se , apko ya kisi ko pta nhi ha par shiva ko maine puja wali raat bht kuch kaha tha jiske liye main guilty feel kr rhi thi aur is liye mujhe usse mafi mangni thi bas is karan main bechan thi aur koi wajha nhi ha..
Koi pyaar nhi hua ha mujhe usee

Dhara - ek maafi mangne ke liye itna bechan ?
( I know dhara di had hope from our marrige but I don't want to give her false hope)

Raavi - kyuki main aisi hi hu dhara di koi mujhe naraz rahe ya meri baat kisi ko hurt krti ha toh mujhe guilt hoti ha bht zyada..
Aur main ye janti hu ki us raat maine jo jo shiva ko kaha tha wo galat tha mujhe wo sab nhi khena chaiyea tha aur ye ki usse meri baato se bht takleef puchi ha..
Bas is liye main usee maafi manga chati thi aur isai liye mujhe uska intezar tha..

Author's pov

Dhara felt hurt listening to Raavi's answer , she felt her all wishes going down the drain...
Not only her everyone present there looked hurt..

Dev and rishita looked at each other their eyes portraying the pain that they have given to both Shiva and raavi , thought things were fine between raavi and rishita but dev still couldn't find his courage to even stand in front of raavi..
Forget about sorry..
Dev couldn't even apologize to his own brother...

Dhara looked at raavi and the look in her eyes were the mixture of truth and pain..
But still dhara tried her luck one again and asked her

Dhara - tujhe sach main shiva se Pyaar nhi ha raavi ?
Kya ye baat tu mujhe meri ankho main dekh ke khe skti ha.?

Dhara prayed to all the gods in the world that raavi would deny to this and accept her love but

Raavi took dhara's hand in her and looked straight in to her eyes and said

Raavi- mujhe shiva se koi pyaar nhi ha dhara di aur kabhi nhi hoga..
Mai janti hu ki apko is rishte se bht expectations ha par please mat rakho kyuki mujhe shiva se kabhi pyaar nhi ho skta ha..

Not able to control herself dhara asked her

Dhara - kyu nhi ho skta ha tujhe usee pyaar raavi? Aisi kya kami ha us main ?

Raavi looked at dhara and said

Raavi- Aacha kya ha dhara di maine toh aaj tk nhi dekha kuch Aacha us main.
Hamesha bura krte hi dekha ha , hamesha dusro ko takleef dete dekha ha nafrat karte dekha ha..
Are main toh khud uske nafrat ki shikar hui ho , masi maa , masa paa kiske sath aacha ha wo..
Usse bas apne parivaar ki izzat krni aati ha kisi aur ko nhi.. Hamesha ladta rhta ha , badtameezi karta rhta ha toh aise insaan se kisi ko kaise pyaar ho skta ha dhara di aap khud batao naa mujhe ek baar ek baar ke liye uski bhabhi maa ke naraz se nhi kisi anjan ke nazar se socho aur phir batao ki aisa kya ha us main jo koi usse apna idel manega usse pyaar karenge..
Haa main ye janti hu ki bahari khubsurti mayne nhi rakhti ha insaan ka dil saaf hona chaiyea jo shiva ka agar ha bhi toh aaj tk mujhe nhi dekha ha..
Kaise dekhega bachpan se bas dard deta aaya ha wo mujhe , bas takleef di ha usne mujhe...
Pehle mujhe bhi lgta tha ki kyu pura somnath usse zahil ,junglee ,gawar khetha ha pr phir mine dekhe ki wo aisi cheezein hi karta ha..
Mujhe khud usne truck ke samne dhakela tha, har baar har baar mujhe takleef deta aaya ha..
Aur aap khe rhi ha ki mujhe usee pyaar ho jai..

Dhara felt hurt listening to Raavi's word but before she could react they heard rishita's voice

Rishita - shiva gaumbi aap log ?

Everyone turned towards the door only to see shiva and gaumbi there , a hurt look on shiva's face but a fire buring inside gautam...

They both wanted to give a surprise to everyone and thats why they haven't informed anyone about their return today , they came back few minutes before only to witness Raavi's and dhara conversation...

Raavi and dhara were looking at them with shock eyes..
Raavi felt bad for speaking such words but now what can she do? She didn't mean those words literally , it just flowed form.her mouth because of her anger..
The thought that everyone was teasing her was making her uncomfortable and that went out in a completely different way.
She looked towards shiva who stood there with his head hung low..

Gautam furiously walked towards raavi..
Everyone gulped seeing this angry gautam..
He was the most composed and calm person buy today he was not the gautam they have been knowing for so long..

Gautam stood right infront of raavi and said

Gautam- bas bht ho gaya raavi , itne din se sunte aa rha ha hu tujhe..
Hamesha hamesha tune shiva ki insult ki ha aur main hamesha chup chup sunta tha ye soch ke ki ek din aaiyega jb tujhe uske andar ka wo shiva dekhega jo wo kabhi kisi ko nhi dekhata ha..
Par nhi main galat tha..
Haa mana ki tere, krish, dev ya rishita ki tarha padha likha nhi ha wo par jitna kisi insaan ko padhne ka tazurba us main ha naa wo tum main se kisi main nhi ha..
Are jitni asani se wo kisi ke dil ki baat samajh skta ha na wo koi aur nhi kar skta ha..
Aur kis mami ki izzat ki baat kar rhi ha us mami ki jisne hamesha is ghar ko is parivaar ko dard diya ha , us mami ki jiske karan humne apna pita kho diya ha , ya us mami ki jo hume sadak pe lana chathi thi ?Unki izzat ki baat kar rhi ha tu..
Kya bolta ha usee pura somnath gawar aare wo gawar insan ke karan hi aaj , dev pandya aur krish pandya itna padh paiye ha
Aaj us gawar insan ke karan hi gautam pandya aur dhara pandya chan se jee pa rhe ha..
Jb shiva ko pta chala tha naa ki hum teeno bhaiyo ki padhai affort nhi kr skte ha toh usne samne se aake mujhse aur dhara se kaha tha ki hum dev aur krish ko padhne de kyuki wo janta tha ki dev padhne main kitna aacha tha aur ye janta tha ki krish bacha ha uska future ha ..Apne pariwar ke liye usne apne career ko jane diya , apne bhavishya ka nhi socha, aur usne padhai chod ke pandya store sambhala..
Are uske dil main logo ke liye jo izzat ha naa wo tujhe kisi aur ki nazro main kabhi dekhne nhi milega..
Shiva pandya kya ha na ye samajhna tum logo ki bas ki baat hi nhi ha..
Usse samajhne ke liye naa uske dil main jhakna padta ha , uske gusse ke peeche ke pyaar ko dekhna padta ha..
Are wo toh aisa ha ki agar wo.ek bar kisi se pyaar kr le toh uske liye apni jaan de de..
Are tujse bhi toh kitna p.....

Before gautam could say anything more shiva moved forward and held gaumbi's hand nodding his head in a no...

Gautam looked at raavi again who held her head down..

Gautam- aur rahi baat tujhe hurt krne ki toh mujhe bata kya tune usee kabhi hurt nhi kiya ha , are ek baar ka incident yaad ha tujhe par kitni dafa usne teri jaan bachai ha wo yaad nhi ha tujhe , are uske tere liye kya kya kiya ha naa raavi agar main batane lagu toh uski insult ho jaiygi.. us raat shiva aaya tha mere pass ye bolne ke liye ki main tum dono ko alag kr du kyuki tu is rishte se khush nhi ha pr maine usse roka tha par aaj nhi.
Har baar samne wale ko neecha dekha ke zindagi nhi guzari jati ha raavi.
Ek dusre ko samajhna padta ha aur wo tum dono se nhi hone wala ha...
Is liye aab main khe rha ha hu ki kal ke kal hum sab somnath wapas jaiyenge aur mai maa aur mama se baat karunga ki tum dono ko alag kar diya jaiye..aur is rishte ko khatam kar diya jaiye..

Everyone looked at gautam shocked except shiva..
He kept looking down..
Raavi too looked at gaumbi with utter shock...She didn't knew that her normal statement will lead to such a thing...
She moved her eyes towards shiva who had his head hung low...

Raavi's pov

I was looking at shiva who was looking down , won't he say something to gaumbi ?

And did gaumbi really said that my and shiva's marrige is gonna end..
Are we really going to part our ways..?

Raavi's❤️ - be happy , because thats what you wanted right ?

Raavi's🧠,- is main iski kya galti ha why blame her

Raavi's❤️ - toh aur kiski ha , ?
Meri , teri , ya gaumbi ki ya is main bhi shiva ki galti ha?
Maine hamesha kaha ha ki shiva wo nhi ha jo wo dekhta ha pr tum dono ne kabhi baat nhi suna toh aab kyu muh latkaya ha ?

Raavi's🧠,- yaar isne gusse main kaha wo sb , isne mean nhi kiya tha.. Aur ye sb toh wo Hamesha khethi ha naa

Raavi's❤️- wahi toh hamesha khethi ha agar iske zehan main wo baate nhi hoti toh ye kabhi nhi bolti..
Isse pta ha ki shiva dil ka aacha ha pr just because isse apni feelings chupani ha is liye ye usse sunati rhti ha usee bhala bura bolti rhti ha , aisi kya baat ha yaar..
Kabhi isne socha ha ki usse kitna bura lgta hoga iski baate sun ke , ek baar bhi isne ye socha ha ki shiva is shaadi se khush ha ki nhi ..
Bas jb dekho shiva aisa , shiva waisa hamesha yahi krti ha..
Tu dev ko selfish bolti ha naa pr sbse badi selfish insaan tu khud ha raavi..
Ek baar nhi kitni dafa tune shiva ko hurt kiya ha kitni dafa..

The battel of my heart and mind have been continued if we wouldn't have heard gaumbi speaking

Gaumbi - sab saman pack karo hum wapas somnath jaa rhe ha kal ke kal..

With that gaumbi left from there dhara di too left behind him , dev rishita and krish to left from there feeling hurt..
They didn't expected this I guess..

I stood there not moving an inch , not at all moving , I just kept looking at shiva who too stood rotted to his place..

Isn't he gonna say anything ?
Why is he so silent.. Why isn't he fighting like always...
And why am I not liking his silence at all..?

I kept looking at him and for the first time since he has came here he looked up and our eye meet..

Have you ever felt like hugging someone close to your heart so that you can remove their pain that you have caused then  and confront them.
And have you ever felt that saying sorry will never be good enough because the damage was done by you and their heart have been broken beyond repair ?

Yaa that's how I felt when our eyes meet..
And for the first time since our marriage I saw him so broken..

Did I really hurt him that much ,did I really lost shiva today ?

The end...