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Raavi's pov..

I looked at shiva and said

Raavi - shiva chod mujhe.

He looked at me up , loosing his hold on me,  I saw a fear pass through his eye , understanding that he might have taken my request in a wrong way I kneeled down in his level cupped his face in my palm and lightly kissed his forehead saying

Raavi - shiva , I m sorry , sorry kyuki tune aaj jo suna ha wo bas meri wajah se suna ha..
I wish mai waha tere saath khadi hoti par I know main thi nhi tere pass but I promise jisne bhi tujhe hurt kiya ha uski main waat laga dungi phir chaiye wo maisi hi kyu naa ho aur rha baat tere sawalo ka toh tujhse hospital main kuch kaha tha maine ,
I love you , I love you kaha tha shiva aur wo is liye nhi khethe ha kyuki aapko kisi se sympathy ha wo tb khethe ha jb aapko kisi se pyaar hota ha , jiske bina aap apni life imagine hi nhi kr skte ha..  Aur mere life main wo tu ha shiva , koi kya khetha ha kya krta ha wo tu kyu sun rha ha , tujhe teri raavi kya khe rhi ha wo sun naa , teri raavi tujhse khe rhi ha aaj pure parivaar ke samne ki main tujhse bht pyaar krti hu aur mai tere bina apni zindagi ka soch bhi nhi skti hu..
Shiva ye sone ka paani chade hue log tujh jaise heere ko nhi pehchan skte ha , gaumbi khethe ha naa ki teri chamak har koi samjha itni unki aukat nhi.ha..

Aur rhi baat zindagi barbad hone ki toh tune mujhe bachaya ha , mujhse itne saalo se pyaar krya ha itna toot kr pyaar kiya ha , are meri khushi ke liye tu mujhe chodne ko taiyaar tha tu kaise meri zindagi barbad kr skta ha..
Log wahi dekhte ha shiva jo wo dekhna chathe ha , wo nhi dekhte ha ki kaise teri ankhe har waqt mere liye pyaar jatati ha , wo nhi dekhte ha ki kaise teri ek hasi mujhe zinda kr deti ha , teri har baat har ek saas mujhse hi suru aur mujhpe hi khatam hoti ha ye wo nhi jante ha ..
Aur jaane bhi nhi chaiyea , hum apne pyaar duniya ko kitna dekhte ha wo mayne nhi rakhta ha jitna ye rakhta ha ki hum us ek insaan ko kitna jatate ha, aur tune kabhi koi kasar nhi chodi ha mujhpe Pyaar lutane ki..
Aur koi zaroorat nhi ha tujhe kisi ki tarha banane ki , tu jaisa ha naa shiva tu best ha.. Aur ek baat yaad rakh raavi ke liye shiva se aacha koi aur ho hi nhi skta ha..
I was DESTINED TO BE YOURS SHIVA.. Aur kya bola tune koi tujhse pyaar nhi krta ha shiva thoda dekh peeche yaha jitne log khade ha naa unsbke ankho main ansoo ha aur wo tere dard ki wajha se ha is wajah se ha ki tu kitni dard main ha..
Shiva sb tujhe pyaar krte ha.. 4-5 log tere baare main kya bolte ha wo kyu sun rha ha unse puch jo tujhse pyaar krte ha tb bataiye wo ki tujh main kitni aachai ha..
Is liye dobara ye mat kehna ki koi tujhse pyaar nhi krta ha , tere gaumbi ,teri dhara bhabhi ,dev krish rishita suman kaki aur khas krke ke main teri raavi tujhse BEINTEHA mohabbat krte ha..
Insaan ko apne nazar main sahi hona chaiyea shiva , duniya ka toh nazariya hi galat ha aur khas krke mausi jaise log ka jinke liye unke gusse unke zid ke aage kisi ki nhi chalti ha..
Are log naa sirf tera gussa dekhte ha kyuki tu wo dekha deta ha , pyaar nhi dekhte jo tu chupata ha , jo tera Pyaar dekh lega naa usee samajh aaiyega ki tu jaisa ha..
Aur rahi baat rishte ki toh agar koi teri izzat nhi kr skta ha tujhse pyaar nhi kr skta ha toh uski izzat uska saath mujhe bhi Nhi chaiyea.. Aag lage aise rishte ko shiva jaha kadar hi nhi ho..
Mere liye mera sb kuch tu ha baaki koi kuch nhi ha..
Samjha..

I took his one hand and placed it right above my heart , and said

Raavi- ek.baat yaad rakhna shiva ye jo dil ha na wo tere liye hi dhadakta ha. Aur hamesha dharkega.. Ye kabhi mat bhoolna ki teri raavi tujhse bht pyaar krti ha. Theek ha aur main hamesha tere saath rahungi koi alag krke toh dekhaiya uski tang naa tod du main kya ?
Teri raavi hamesha tere saath ha , tera haath thame.. Samjha?

I asked shiva calmly who nodded at me cutely but still crying..
I then looked at dev and krish asking them to help me place shiva in the room who obliged ...
But when shiva saw that I was leaving him he held my hand tightly not wanting to leave me at all , I looked at him and then moved forward and kissed his forehead as if assuring him that I am always there for him and said.

Raavi - shiva jaa dev aur krish ke saath main aati hu..

With that Dev and krish left with shiva while I turned towards gaumbi and said

Authors pov

Raavi turned towards gaumbi and said

Raavi - gaumbi kal subha hume narayan house jana ha is liye please aap ready rahiyega..

Gautam - raavi mami ne jo bhi kaha ha wo tere liye apne pyaar main aur fikar main kaha ha aur mami aur shiva ka rishta to tu janti ha naa , rhne de baat ko mat badha..

Gautam tried reasoning it wasn't that he was not angry with mami's statement he just didn't wanted to destroy the relationship that his mother and jagath shared which has just got stable after so many years..
Gautam knew that if even he will loose calm all the rest of family won't even take a moment to destroy mami...

Dhara looked at gautam and peeped in between , they all were angry with mami and that was evident , in their eyes..

Dhara - par gaumbi mami ko bhi nhi bolna chaiyea tha naa aisa sb shiva se..

Gautam turned towards dhara and said

Gautam - dhara wo ek maa ke haisiyat se raavi ke baare main soch rhi ha haa tarika galat ha pr raavi ke liye toh unki niyat sahi ha..

Raavi was about to object gautam when rishita said

Rishita- aap sahi khe rhe ho gaumbi pr ye jante hue bhi ki kal jo hua us main shiva ki koi galti nhi thi tb bhi unhone usse kal ki baat pe tana mara ha.. Rishte apni jagha hote ha gaumbi aur sahi galat apni jagha aur shiva se raavi ka sirf shaadi ka rishta nhi ha usse kai upper ha.. Aur ye baat mami ko batani zaroori ha..unhe raavi ki fikar ha ye baat samajh main aa rha ha pr ye baat jante hue bhi ki  raavi shiva se pyaar krti  ha unhone usse ulta seedha bola ha.. Ye kaha ka bada pan ha gaumbi..

Gautam - main janta hu sb janta hu par baat ko badhane ka kya faida ha? Unhe jo.krna tha wo kr diya ha naa unhone..

Raavi- gaumbi baat ko wo bht badha chuki ha jis shiva ne aaj tk sharab ke taraf dekha nhi tha aaj wo peke aaya ha aur uski wajha sirf mausi maa haa ..
Aur aap tension mat mai unse apna rishta nhi todungi  kyuki wo phir us baat ki insult hogi jo unhone mere liye kiya ha pr main ye bhi janti hu ki shiva mera pati hi nhi pyaar ha mera.. Aur main kisi ko bhi apne pyaar ko hurt krne nhi dungi..

Saying that raavi turned around and left from there..
She stood at the entrance of my room only to see shiva sleeping and dev talking to Shiva's sleeping figure. Krish was not there.. she walked in further only to hear dev words , his back was facing raavi..

Dev -  tere hosh main rhte hue toh main shayad hi ye bol pau ,mujhe maaf krde mere bhai , mujhe kabhi himmat nhi hui tujhse ya raavi se maafi mangne ki pr aaj mang rha hu please mujhe maaf kr de..
Raavi se toh main kabhi mafi nhi.mang paunga aur uske saath jo.kiya ha uska guilt hamesha rahega pr tujhse mang rha hu taki kam se kaam ek guilt to kaam ho mera..
Mujhe maaf kr dena mere bhai , main majboor tha , janta tha ki agar raavi se shaadi kr bhi leta toh bhi usse kabhi khush nhi rakh pata.. Aur raavi aisi shaadi nhi deserve krti thi jaha usse pyaar hi naa mile, lucky ha wo ki uski shaadi tujhse hui shiva kyuki tu usse jitna Pyaar krta ha naa koi dusra usee kabhi nhi kar skta ha aur wo bhi tujhse bht pyaar krti ha shiva , ye maine uski ankho main dekha ha , usne mujhe bhi kai baar kaha tha ki wo mujhse Pyaar krti ha pr jo khushi, jo sachai aur sukoon uski.ankho main tujhe I love you bolte time aata ha na wo mujhe bolte waqt nhi tha.. Ek alag hi raavi dekhne multi ha hum sbko jb wo tere baare main baat krti hoti ha.. Tu uska guroor ha shiva..
Usne mujhe pyaar nhi kiya tha kabhi shiva , bas usse lgta tha uska saacha pyaar tu hi ha aur rahega..
Haa maine uske saath ho kiya bht galat tha pr kya krta yaar pehle himmat hi nhi hui thi batane ki aisa lgta tha ki tum.sb kya sochoge mere baare mai, bht try kiya maine ki mai wo sb nhi krta pr insaan dil ke aur jazbaat ke haato mazboor hoga ha main bhi tha.  Main raavi se kabhi maafi mang nhi paunga Is liye aaj tujhse maafi mang rha hu please mujhe maaf kr dena...

Raavi stood there listening to dev's word , she has realised a lot of times that not only dev was responsible for all those somewhere she was responsible too , she had assumed his emotions to be exactly like her which lead to all those things.. If some one would have asked raavi 2 months before she would have said that day was the most heartbreaking one but opon asking now she will say that it was a lucky day because she got SHIVA that day in her life..

Smiling raavi looked at dev who kept looking at shiva in adoration..

Raavi moved forward and said

Raavi - dev

Dev turned around quickly hearing Raavi's voice and said

Dev - wo so gaya ha.. Tera wait krte karte , ummm Main bhi chalta hu.. Kuch chaiyea hoga toh batana..

With that dev started moving toward the gate when raavi said

Raavi - dev , maaf kiya maine tumhe..

(Dev looked at her stunned while raavi moved more towards shiva and said )

Haa dev maaf kiya , jo hua uske kiye and I am.sorry jo bhi maine kiye uske liye..
Mujhe kuch assume nhi krna chaiyea tha galti meri bhi thi..
Haa main hurt hui thi , jo tumne kiya usse pr koi nhi atleast uski wajah se mujhe mera shiva toh mila naa..
Is liye I am sorry and thank you ,aab agar mere maaf krne se tumhara guilt khatam ho gaya ho toh mujhe mera dost wapas mil skta ha ?

Dev shockingly nodded at raavi and said

Dev - I am sorry raavi , really sorry..
Meri himmat nhi hui thi kabhi bolne ki par..

Before dev could continue raavi said

Raavi - maine maaf kiya ha dev tumhe..aab mere sawal ka jawab do mera dost wapas milega ?

Dev happily nodded at raavi and giving her and shiva one last look he left from there finally feeling free from the guilt that he has been caring always..

Raavi looked at shiva and carefully sat on the bed next to him..
She started creasing his hair softly which made shiva pull his head on her lap taking in Raavi's warmth..

Raavi looked at shiva and her tears started falling again , she could never digest the fact that her shiva was in so much pain today just because of her mausi maa , her shiva was broken today and only her mausi maa was to be responsible for it.. 
In the morning when she read his letter , and saw all the gifts he has bought for her , she felt like this was the best day of her life , she was waiting for him to come and shower her with all his love but it had turned out to be something else and all because of one person..
But raavi made a promise today that no matter what she will never let anyone else hurt her shiva , she will always be by his side through thick and thin..

Next morning
Shiva's pov

I got up  because of a trembling headache , looked around to see raavi but did not find her anywhere , I got off the bed holding my head..
And then I suddenly remembered that I had went to mami's house yesterday and how she insulted me , but after that what happened mujhe kuch yaad kyu nhi ha..

I tried remembering when i felt a pain in my head
Itna sir kyu dukh rha ha yaar mera kisi ne mara wara ha kya mujhe ?
Kahi meri chipkali ne toh nhi mara naa mujhe ?
Kahi usse pata toh nhi chal gaya ki main mami ke ghar gaya tha , nhi shiva usse pta nhi chalna chaiyea warna mami ka toh jo karengi karegi hi tujhe bhi kacha chaba jaiyegi..
I said to no one in particular and walked towards the washroom to have a cold shower maybe that will help me..
I took a complete shower of 25 mins but still my head ache was just like before..

Ek toh haat main plaster Upper se ye headache ho kya rha ha ? Khair jo bhi ho 
Dekh shiva raavi ko kal ka nhi pta chalan chaiyea, uske saath normal rhna warna shak ho jaiyega usse..
Kuch puchegi toh bol dena aise hi ghumne gaya tha..Pr main tha kaha aur main ghar kaise aaya ?

With these thoughts i walked down the stairs only to meet dead silence

Bhai sahab kya hua ha ghar pe sb kidnap ho gai ha kya sb kaha gai itna sanata , pandya niwas main aise kaise..

I walked down the stairs and straight away walked towards the kitchen only to see raavi and rishita bhabhi there..

Chalo koi toh dekha warna mujhe laga ki sb kidnap ho gai ha mujhe chod ke..

Good morning - I said to both of them to which only rishita bhabhi replied that too in a serious tone, raavi didnt even looked at me...

Rishita bhabhi turned to me and gave me a sad look before walking out..

I looked at raavi who was making tea , I slowly walked next to her and said

Good morning , kaisi ha , aaj tu mujhe uthane kyu nhi aai - I said while i tugged her hairs behind her ears that were coming on her face...

But raavi suddenly moved away making my eyed go wide ,
Kya ho gaya ha , maine kuch kiya ha kya ?

I looked at raavi who was looking at me with anger..

Shiva - raavi kya hua ha sb theek ha ?

Raavi - haa aur kal se main tujhe uthane nhi aane wali hu..

Shiva - kyu ?.

Raavi - kyu puch rha ha ?kal raat ko tune hi toh kaha tha ki tujhe mujhse divorce chaiyea toh jb alag hona ha toh kaisa subha uthana ha raat ko sulana..

My eyes with wide with shock
Did I just heard her saying ki maine divorce ki baat ki ha isse ?
Maine kaha ki mujhe divorce chaiye ? Maine shiva pandya ne ?
Main raavi se divorce mang rha hu kyu kya hua ha kyu mang rha hu aur kb hua ye baat..?

I came out my trace when I heard raavi speaking again , I tried concentrating on her words

Raavi - toh hum aaj court chalenge aur procedure start kr denge.. Theek ha.

I looked ta her in shock , ye mujhe divorce de rhi ha ? Nhi nhi main isse divorce le rha hu par kyu..
Aabe gadhere puch isko khud se kya baatein kar rha ha ( my subconscious mind revoked me )

Shiva - divorce , ki baat maine ki ?
Kb kaha.? Aur tune maan bhi li

Raavi looked at me and said

Raavi - tune kal pure ghar ke samne divorce ki baat ki thi aur aab mujhe khe rha ha.

I looked at her and was about to ask her more when dev came and said

Dev - raavi shiva chalo court jana ha

I looked at him in anger and shock while dev snuggled his shoulder and walked away..

I turned towards raavi who was looking at me with a sad smile and then even she walked out..

Ho kya rha ha koi batayega mujhe , maine kb ki divorce ki baat aur agar ki bhi toh ye log maan gai itni asani se..

I walked out only to receive sad and sympathy look from krish and rishita bhabhi and the rest of my family were looking at me with complete anger..

Gaumbi looked at me and said

Gautam - tu jo chatha ha wahi hoga, pr ek baar phir puch rha hu tu kya ye divorce chatha ha ?

I was about to answer him no when raavi said

Raavi - chodo naa gaumbi kal usne bata diya tha naa ki usse kya chaiyea , aab puch ke kya faida ha..

Before I could even ask anything dev said

Dev - haa gaumbi , kal shiva ne saaf saaf khe toh diya tha ki usse divorce chaiyea toh aab kya puchna..

Rishita bhabhi came towards me and said
Rishita - maine kabhi nhi socha tha ki tu aisa karega shiva tu raavi se divorce man rha ha , raavi se pyaar krta tha naa tu usse tb bhi , pr koi nhi aab agar tujhe yahi chaiyea toh yahi sahi..

I was hell confused
Ek toh ye bolne nhi de rhe ha beech main toke jaa rhe ha aur upper se divorce ki baat kr rhe ha maine kb bola divorce lena ha mujhe kab bola ha maine..?

I was again trying to speak when dhara bhabhi said

Dhara - chodo court jana ha late ho jaiyega..
Chal raavi..

With that dhara bhabhi along with rishita bhabhi walked raavi out while dev and krish followed , I stood there in complete confusion..

Ye kya ho rha ha ?

The end
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