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Everyone looked at raavi in shock, who stood by the ot gate..
They just kept looking at her in complete shock, they couldn't believe what she just said..
Did she really confessed her feelings for shiva ?
Did she really said what they all have been trying to hear from so long..

But now was it worth it? Especially now when shiva is fighting inside for his life , and when there is a possibility that he might not win this battle..

They all didnt know how to react, the pandya's and anita just stood there where as prafulla walked towards raavi in complete anger and turned her around before saying

Prafulla - ye dimag kharab ho gaya ha tera ?
Tujhe is is shiva se Pyaar ho gaya ha ? Us junglee se ? Aare janwar ha wo tujhe pta bhi ha ? Agar aaj nhi bacha toh zindagi bhar ke liye paralysis maar dega usse tb bhi yu uske saath rahegi..pagal ho gai ha dimag kharab ho gaya ha tera kya ?
Tujhe is jaise insaan se kaise pyaar ho skta ha? Zahil gawar ha wo tujhe jaisi aachi sundar ladki ke layak nhi ha wo..
Dekh raavi meri baachi , tu kyu apni zindagi barbad karne ka kaam kr rhi ha tu chal yaha se..

With that prafulla started dragging raavi but she jerked her hand away from her.
Raavi was buring in fire and that terrified everyone there...

Raavi -ye kya bole jaa rhe ho aap mausi aapko koi haq nhi banta ha mere shiva ke baare main aise baat krne ka..
Junglee nhi ha wo , heera ha heera jiski parakh apko kabhi bhi nhi ho skti ha..
Mujhe bhi nhi thi par aab ho rhi ha..
Aur aap kya jab dekho usee bolte rhte ho kabhi apne gireban main jhaak ke dekha ha aapne ki aap kaise ho?
Aapne kitna galat kiya ha insab ke saath pehle maa ke kangan , phir Anita di ki shaadi aur aab mere shiva ke peeche pade ho..
Aare chod kyu nhi dete ho mausi aap kyu nhi chod dete ho..
Aur kya pucha aapne shiva ko paralysis maar dega to bhi kya main uske saath rahungi?
Toh jaawab sun lo
HAA RAAVI SHIVA PANDYA HAMESH SHIVA PANDYA KE SAATH RAHEGI ..
PHIR CHAIYE KUCH BHI HO JAIYE..
PYAAR KRTI HU MAIN USEE TOH AAB CHAIYE PRALAY HI KYU NHI AA JAI MAIN USKA SAATH KABHI NHI CHODUNGI...
Are bewakoof thi main Jo usse lad gai thi apke liye , bewakoof thi Jo apke izzat ke liye usse chod aai thi.. Uske liye apne PYAAR ko kabhi nhi dekh pai apki wajha se sirf apki wajha se..
Aur aab isse pehle ki main apke saath aur badtameezi karu aur Ye bhool jao ki aap maa kitni aachi ho jao yaha se aur tb tk mat aana mere shiva ke pass jb tk apki niyat aur apki soch mere shiva lo leke aachi naa ho jaiye.
Anita di please leke jao inhe yaha se...

Saying that raavi turned back and walked towards the ot gate again...
She had enough , she had fought enough with shiva because of her mausi maa but now she won't ,not because she has suddenly realised her love but because she has seen the hate her mausi maa has for shiva ..
Even today she was here just to see him dying.. And no matter what raavi could never see someone being so evil to her shiva..

Everyone else just stood there in silence , the fire in raavi's eye and her body was evident to them..

Dhara and Anita looked at each other and smiled lightly , nodding her head Anita walked towards prafulla who was still in shock..
Anita started dragging prafulla with her feeling completely Happy that finally raavi has realised what they all wanted her to realise..

Dhara walked towards raavi and side hugged her who broke down in her arms crying..

Raavi- dhara di bolo naa Usko theek ho jaiye , I promise mai kabhi usse jhagra nhi karungi .I promise kabhi kuch nhi kahungi usse pr please usse bolo naa theek ho jai..
Mujhe Ye shant shiva bilkul pasand nhi ha mujhe mere wala shiva chaiyea Jo mujhe ladta ha , mujhse nafrat krta ha..

Not able to control her self anymore dhara Said

Dhara - raavi usne tujhe kabhi nafrat nhi ki ha..
Shiva bachpan se tujhse pyaar krta aaya ha..
(Raavi moved away from Dhara after listening to her , looking at her eyes..
While dhara continued )
Usne bachpan se tujhse pyaar kiya ha raavi wo bas tujhe kabhi bata nhi paya..
Aur phir tune sbko bata diya ki tujhe dev se pyaar ha..
(Raavi nodded her head in a no ,at which dhara smiled )
Janti hu main ki tujhe dev se pyaar nhi ha .
Maine Ye baat bht pehle se janti thi ki dev ke liye teri feelings khatam ho gai ha..
Jis din se shiva gaya tha us din se tu jis tareeke se bechan thi naa main kya sab Ye baat samajh gai thi , tujhe chod ke..
Is liye Maine us din tujhse pucha tha par jb tune deny kr diya toh mujhe laga ki shayd tujhe time chaiyea isse accept krne ke liye..

Raavi looked at dhara in shock..
Yes it was a true that she had realised that her feelings for dev were never close to what she felt for Shiva even without any confession aur without actually being sure about her feelings until now..
She didn't know what she felt for dev was love Or not but it was completely different from what she felt for shiva..

But shiva had loved her from childhood , this was something new to her and shocking as well..
Shiva , the great shiva pandya who always use to hate her actually never hated her infact he had loved her ?
Raavi couldn't belive what dhara said it was shocking , so Not able to control herself raavi asked dhara

Raavi- apse kisne kaha dhara di ki shiva mujhse Pyaar krta ha? Wo bhi bachpan se ?

Dhara - shiva ne khud, yaad ha us din gaumbi ne kaha tha ki shiva aaya tha hamare pass divorce ki baat krne us din usne Hume bataya tha..
Aur yaad ha jb gaumbi tujhe daat rhe the us din wo tujhe Ye bolne jaa rhe the ki shiva tujhe pyaar krta ha pr shiva ne ruk liya gaumbi ko..
Usse lga ki tu is shaadi se khush nhi ha aur is liye ye baat bata ke wo tujhe guilt main nhi dalna chatha tha..
Shiva ne HAMESH tujhe pyaar kiya ha raavi..

Raavi- toh KABHI kuch kaha kyu nhi.. Aur us din bhi jab gaumbi ne divorce ki baat ki ha us din bhi kuch nhi kaha usne kyu?

Raavi just couldn't digest the fact that shiva has loved her all his life and still he choose to stay silent..
How come , how was he even able to keep his sanity even when there was a point where he was gonna loose her forever..
How come?

But before dhara could say anything the ot light went off..

Everyone's heartbeats started beating faster.. The doctors would come out any moment and either give a good news or a bad news..
They all just prayed that the news be good..
Krish literally had his all fingers crossed..

The doctors walked out and immediately dev asked

Dev- doctor shiva ?

Docto - operation successful tha Hume blood clots remove kar diye ha , par hum unhe under observation rakhenge 24 ghante ke liye.. Par tension ki koi baat nhi ha he is out of danger now... Kal subha Unhe room main shift kar diya jaiyega ,then you can meet him..
He is complete fine now..
Bas hosh aane tk ka intezar ha

Everyone signed in relief as the doctor walked away.....

Raavi looked towards the ot , and then looked up as if thanking the god for listening to her.. Thanking God for returning her shiva to her..

Next day Early morning shiva was shifted to a room..
Everyone was in the hospital only..
Though the surgery went fine and shiva was not in danger but he was still weak..
He had regain consciousness so everyone went to meet him one by one except raavi..

She was scared , she blamed herself for Shiva's state..
Raavi was too scared to face him..

In afternoon when Dhara came out of the room and saw raavi sitting on the chair next to the room..
Understanding raavi's delima dhara went towars her and Said

Dhara - tu kyu nhi jaa rhi ha uske pass raavi?

Raavi looked up at dhara and said

Raavi- kaise jau Dhara di , Jane anjane mai Maine usse kitna hurt kiya ha aab kis muh se uske pass jau..

Krish - is muh se hi jaoge na bhabhi plastic surgery thodi karwaoge aap shiva ke pass Jane ke liye..

( Krish who was standing next to them talking on the phone to suman Said once he heard raavi's statement..)
Both raavi and dhara looked at krish which made him run away from there , saying

Krish - main coffee leke aata hu..

Dhara turned towards raavi and Said

Dhara- main janti hu raavi ki tujhe lg rha ha ki tune shiva ko bht hurt kiya ha aur ho bhi skta ha ki teri baato se wo hurt hua hoga.. Par agar galti ki ha toh usse sudharna bhi hota ha naa.
Agar kisi ka dil tod te ha hum toh usse jodna bhi Hume hi hota ha..
Phir chaiye kitni hi der , kitni ki mehnat kyu naa lage..
Main apne personal experience se khe rhi hu raavi , shaadi naa park main walk ki tarha ha ,bas fark Ye ha ki wo park gili hoti ha , jaha aap fisal skte ha , gir skte ha is liye ek dusre ka haath tham kar chalna hota ha..
Haa mana ki tum dono kahi na kahi galat the , shiva galat tha ki usne kabhi tujhe apne dil ki baat nhi bataiye aur tu galat thi ki tune usse dusro ki nazar se judge kiya..
Par aab is galti ko sudharna bhi tum dono ko hi ha..
Pyaar Jo ha naa raavi wo.badi se badi galti bhula deta ha bas niyat saaf honi chaiyea..
Aur rahi baat teri usse hurt krne ki toh galti realise hona bht badi cheez hoti ha raavi Jo tujhe ho raha ha..
Tune aab tk Jo kiya apne daar main kiya ha , aab aage Jo karegi wo pyaar main kar...

Raavi nodded her head , dhara too Sat there in silence giving raavi time to analyses the happening..

After a while raavi spoke

Raavi- dhara di , Hume pata kaise chalta ha ki Hume kisi se pyaar ho gaya ha mera mtlb ha ki kaise , mere aur shiva ke shaadi ko aabhi ek mahina hua ha aur mujhe usse pyaar ho gaya ?
Aur mujhe pta kyu nhi chala? Aur agar ho gaya tha toh Maine is baat ko deny kyu kiya ? Aur Pyaar toh ek hi baar hota ha na di phir mujhe kaise dobara ho gaya?

Dhara smiled at raavi before speaking

Dhara - PYAAR kisi moment ka mohtaz nhi hota ha raavi , aapko ek pal main kisi se pyaar ho skta ha aur ek pal main kisi ke liye pyaar khatam ho skta ha..
Haa Jo ehsaas ha wo shayad hamesh rhta ha..
Ye Jo movies main dekhte ha naa ki jb aap us ek insan ko dekhte ha toh guitar bajne lgte ha , dupata hawa main udne lgta ha hawaiyea chalne lgti ha , SB slow motion main ho jata ha , aisa asal zindagi main nhi hota ha..
Kisi se Pyaar apko ek pal main ho skta ha , koi ek aisi cheez koi ek aisi baat hoti ha aur bas aapka dil us insaan pe aa jata ha..
PYAAR bas ho jata ha , kb kaha kaise Ye dekh ke pyaar nhi hota ha. Aur honestly Hume pata bhi nhi chalta ha ki kab Hume kisi se Pyaar ho gaya ha , bas ek moment aisa aata ha  jb apko lgta ha ki us insaan ke bina aap apni zindagi soch bhi nhi skte ho... Uske dur Jane ka khayal apko khane lgta ha aur uske pass rhne ka khayal apko sukoon pahuchata ha.. Pyaar bas ho jata ha KABHI kabar aapko kisi se Pyaar dheere dheere kisto main hota ha aur kabhi kabar bas ek pal kaafi hota ha pyaar hone ke liye...

Aur rahi baat pata chalne ki ya deny krne ki toh jin takleef se tu guzri ha , raavi usne tere andar ek daar batha diya tha , kyuki tune hamesha se Ye kaha tha ki tujhe dev se Pyaar haa aur tb bhi wo tujhe nhi mila is liye tune shiva ke liye apne feelings ko ignore krna sahi samjha..
Tujhe insecurities ho gai thi ki what if Ye pyaar bhi adhura rhe gaya toh..
Par hum hakikat zyada din tk ignore nhi kar skte ha raavi , to dekh aaj teri hakikat tujhe dekh gai.. Aur dekh Shiva ko khone ka daar teri insecurities ke samne bhari pad gaya..
Tera PYAAR tujhe samajh aa gaya..

Aur kisne kaha ki PYAAR ek baar hota ha , aapko pyaar kitni dafa bhi ho skta ha raavi , aur apke har pyaar ki intensity vary kregi..
PYAAR ek ehsaas ha raavi Jo ek insaan tk simat ke nhi rhe jata ha..har rishte ka apna pyaar apni intensity hoti ha aur wahi us rishte ko majboot banati ha..
Aisa kahi nhi ha raavi ki pyaar ek hi baar hota ha, bas khene ki baatein ha ...
Aur kya pta tujhe dev se kabhi pyaar tha hi nhi bas ek attraction thi , ho skta ha naa ki tujhe hamesha se shiva se hi pyaar ho par , dev ko paani ki obsession main Aur PANDYA parivaar ka hissa banne ki zid mai tune kabhi us feeling pe dhayan hi nhi di..
Main janti hu raavi shiva baaki sbki tarha nhi ha, bht alag ha wo bilkul apne naam ki tarha adbhut , wo dev ya krish ya gaumbi ki tarha khuli kitab nhi ha wo ek aisi kahani ki tarha ha Jo sbse alag aur sbse khubsurat hoti ha , jisse agar hum aache se naa pade toh samajh hi nhi aaiyega..
Wo sbse bht alag ha apno ke liye unke Khushi ke liye wo insaan jaan bhi dede.. Kabhi apna dard tujhe nhi bataiyega par tere har dard ki dawa ban jaiyega..
Wo alag hi ha , uske jaisa koi ha hi nhi selfless .. Tu khud soch naa Tujhe itna pyaar krne ke baad bhi teri shaadi dev se hote hue dekh rha tha wo , aisa hi ha shiva raavi , uske liye khud ki Khushi se Upper dusro ki Khushi rahi ha hamesha...Haa thoda gussa krta ha par Jo insaan gussa zyada krte ha na raavi wo pyaar bhi utna hi toot kr krte ha..

Raavi personal experience se ek baat khe rhi hu , duniya main koi bhi insaan kabhi perfect nhi hota ha , par har insaan ki zindagi main aisa shaks hota ha Jo uske liye perfect hota ha..
Do logo ke imperfection hi unhe ek dusre ke liye perfect banate ha..
Shiva perfect nhi ha tu bhi nhi ha aur tum dono ke imperfection hi tum dono ko ek dusre ke liye perfect banate ha.

Destiny naa bht badi cheez hoti ha raavi , kismat main Jo likha hota ha wahi hota ha..
Warna tu khud soch naa teri shaadi ho toh dev se rhi thi par shaadi ki har rasam shivi ke saath hi hui ha
Teri haldi Jo tune khud shiva ko lagai thi , shagun ka paani Jo shiva ke hato se tere Upper gira tha , mehendi , sangeet sb kuch..
Shaadi wale din bhi tujhe sabse pehle dekhne wala insaan shiva hi tha naa..
Yaa Ye soch raavi ki shiva ke tere liye feelings ke baare main kisi ko nhi pata tha , koi kuch nhi janta tha itne saalo main kisi ko bhanak tk nhi lgne di thi us ne phir bhi tum dono ki shaadi ho gai kyuki tumhari kismat judi thi...

Dhara was about to walk away when she turned and said

Dhara - mil le usse raavi , kyuki mujhe aur gaumbi ko dekhte hi uski ankhe sabse pehle tere baare main puch rhi thi, usse bata dena sach raavi Jo tere maan main ha.. Aur haa Ye pyaar mai padi sharmili raavi banke mat jana..wo banke jaa Jo tu ha, the cool raavi...zaroorat padegi..

With that dhara walked away giving raavi the much needed time...

Raavi started analysing everything that dhara has said and somewhere or the other she did realise that shiva was always like this only , she realised this now just because she was too busy looking at someone else , too busy to noti about shiva.. He was always someone to put someone's else feelings above his. He was someone who would move mountains for you and yet not let you be aware about it..
Thats how he was always..
Raavi did realise that gautam was right that Day ,shiva was someone who could never be understood by people who just see the other beauty..
He did had a heart of gold which was not visible because he had covered it with his anger..

Raavi didn't know what is gonna happen now , what she will say Or do but she did know that form this moment she is not at all going to leave this Person alone , he will be her only priority from now on..
She loves him so no matter what happens she is going to stand next to him holding his hand..

Taking one Deep breath raavi walked towards the appointed room..

The end...

A little early update , as I got some time soon..
So thought to update..

Also a very big thank you to everyone of you for loving this story so much..
I genuinely never thought to write a story and here I have written 2 stories..
So thank you everyone for being a part of my journey..
This story might end in coming 8-9 chapters as I don't wanna drag it More..

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