Third person pov

The sun is rising and setting, hours, days and months are passing and the day of the graduation is getting closer. Everyone is stressed and exhausted because of the study pressure.

Well except yn and Yoongi because they payed attention on classes the whole year unlike others who were busy doing other stuffs.

And Yoongi is falling in love with yn deeper. Well, now he knows that he needs to tell yn that he loves her. But even if he tried a lot of time, after calling her, he ended up telling her that he just needs some help with studies.

Because he knows that she is gonna reject him. 

And there is something else which he noticed in these monthes. The little girl that comes in his dream with the little boy playing, has the same eyes as yn.

But there are many people who has the same type of eyes in this world, right? He thinks.

About yn, well she is still the same, she just knows that she finds Yoongi attractive but nothing more then that.

She knows that sometimes when Yoongi calls yn, he wants to tell her something, but he never says it.

Well, since he doesn't want to tell her what he wants to tell, she shrug it off. 

Yoongi pov

The graduation day (I'm so sorry for all of these time skips, I'm skipping them 'cause all these times it happens the same thing.)

Today is the graduation day, I'm happy that finally I can leave this school where the students always made mess and were always chaotic. But...

I'm gonna miss one person so much and that is YN.

I don't know if I can leave without seeing her. I didn't even tell her that I love her. And I can't. 

Suddenly I thought of asking her in which university is she going?

"Umm, hi yn" If you ask me why I always do that "umm" before asking her something then let me tell you, I'm nervous. I'm always nervous whenever I talk to her.

"Hi" she looks at me with her angelic small smile. She doesn't smile that much with other people but she always gives me a small smile which melts my heart like the way ice melts under the burning sun.

She has many effects on me. I think.

"In which uni are you getting in?" I ask her but I was scared as well, what if she thinks I want to know too much?

Aish Yoongi, that is not you personality! You changed a lot after seeing her.  I think.

"Oh, I don't think I will continue my studies here anymore." She says and that made my heart stop beating for a moment.

Why doesn't she want to continue her studies here anymore? I think.

"If you don't mind can you tell me why do you think that you won't continue your studies here anymore?" I ask her and if you ask me how I have the courage to ask her this, then listen we got to do many works together so in that way we got a little bit closer but still we didn't talk much during the whole year. Me because of nervousness and she because she? I don't know.

"Actually, as you know my dad is a business man, he has a lot of works to do abroad, but this year we came here in Korea because my dad had work here. But now I guess we are again returning back in America." She says.

"O-okay." I say while trying to keep my face normal and give her a smile.

Inside my heart broke. 

Then I saw my parents, they are coming towards me with a big smile on their faces. Their smiles comforts my heart. I was sad but I acted as if I am happy. Because why should show my real sad face to my parents and ruin their happiness?

They are now the happiest because finally their son graduated from high school.

My parents are my world. I can do anything just to see them smiling.

They come to me, my dad hugs me and my mom kisses my forhead.

"Our little baby has grown up a lot, he now graduated from hiigh school." She says crying out of happiness. I don't like showing my emotion but still she is my mom, so I hug her.

"Mom don't cry, I just graduated from high school, not from Uni.." I say while keeping a cool face.

"Aish, this boy will never change. He will always like this, cool." My mom says while getting angry playfully.

Then me and my dad, we laugh because of my mom's childish side.

Yeah, I was sad but when my parents are around me I can't stop but smile at them and laugh with them.

After some moments of taking pictures and going to a resturant for lunch we go back to our house.

After changing into a t-shirt and a sweat pant I go to my bed for some rest. And now I think you already know what do I mean by rest, taking a nap.

Other days i can fall asleep easily but today I couldn't. I can't stop thinking about her.

She is going back in America? I didn't even tell her how much I love her. What am I gonna do now? I think.

After thinking about her for hours it was already dinner time, yeah that day I couldn't sleep anymore.

I had dinner but the food has stucked on my throat from time to time and I had to drink water because of that. I know my parents noticed that but they didn't ask me anything.

After dinner now it's already 10 o'clock. I'm sitting on my bed.

What if she leaves today? No, I need to tell her even if she rejects me. Right now! Or else I won't be able to sleep. Not just that but I will die if I don't tell her now. I think.

So I first check my parents room, I saw it's locked which means maybe they are asleep. I take the house key and get out of the house to go to yn's house.

I know her addess because once when I had to do a homework with yn given by the teacher we went in a cafe and then i accompanied her until her house because it was already evening.

I don't what am I supposed to tell her parents if they sees me but the only thing that I know now is that i need to tell her what I have been keeping to myself the whole year before it's too late.

I go there and ring the doorbell, my heart feels like it's gonna come out of the chest anytime soon.

Suddenly a maid opens the door and give me a confused face.

"Hello, I'm Min Yoongi, yn's classmate or you can say ex-classmate. I came here to talk to yn about something. Where is yn?" I ask her.

"I'm sorry, yn is not at home, she and her family left for airport 2 hour ago because they are going back to America."

"W-what?" Words stuck at my throat, so yeah i was late.

"Oh okay, then I think I should go, bye." I tell her and go back to my house.

I have been trying to hold my tears back at the street but now in my room I break into tears.

My heart broke just like the way a glass breaks after falling from hand.

My heart was on yn's hand and now it fell.

I cried and cried remembering her.

I think now I lost her.

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