I stood there in awe of him His confidence was radiating and his insult was hilarious. I couldn't help but to laugh. "That...was...amazing!" I let out. "Seriously Jin, that was bad ass."

He smiled as he shut the door and walked closer to me. "It was fun too." He laughed. "Who was that guy anyway?"

"Spencer. He's like a stalker I swear. His phone only works in wifi spots so sometimes he texts me, but a lot of the time he'll just show up at my door like that.God, I think you scared him from ever coming here again."

"Good." He said as he stood in front of me. "He's not welcome here anymore...right?"

"I actually blocked his number yesterday and told him I was done with...our previous arrangement."

He nodded. "So why did you end your arangment with him?" he asked.

"Do you really want to know?  We don't have to talk about this."

"I would like to know if you'd be willing to tell me." He replied in the sweetest tone.

"He was just one of...a fair few that I blocked from my phone. There were about twelve or thirteen numbers I had and once I blocked all of them I deleted them too, and the text messages. I also deleted all my social media apps besides Snapchat, and I even went through there deleting anyone who wasn't a friend of mine." 

"Why?"

"I don't know...it's just not worth it anymore I guess. I did it all last week actually, the night Yoongi and Taehyung came to pick you up from the airport."

He nodded again. "Do you regret it?" 

"Not at all." I said honestly. "It's refreshing...I guess."

"You guess?"

"I just...feel better about myself a bit. Ya know?"

He smiled and walked right up to me. He leaned forward and in a very subtle, soft motion he kissed me. He kept his lips on mine but didn't move closer to me; I think he was gaging my reaction. So I stepped forward. I put my hand on his side and man does he have soft skin. I pulled away from him and followed my hands as I traced his skin; Over his side, up his pectoral, and to his shoulder down his bicep. I didn't even realize what I was doing until I looked up to Jin staring at me, a bit of fire in his eyes. I pulled back my hand and stepped away.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

He didn't say anything but stepped even closer to me. He put his hand on my shoulder and softly traced my arm all the way down to my fingers grabbing my hand squeezing lightly. He then traced back up my arm to my shoulder, over my neck and into of my hair. Both of his hands were twisted in my roots and he used his fingertips to lightly massage my scalp. It felt so good I started close my eyes to enjoy it. Subconsciously, I stepped closer to him and he turned us both so I was facing the bed. He moved his hands down to my hips and sat down pulling me down with him. I straddled his lap and he quickly moved his hands to behind my neck messaging it. It felt like heaven. His strong fingers put just enough pressure on me to release the tension I had been feeling for the last few hours. It was like an out of body experience being this close with him. He leaned me forward so my forehead would meet his, and as he continued to massage my neck he spoke.

"I really like you."

I opened my eyes, but only barely to see his closed. His fingers continued their work and with what little strength I could muster I started to return the favor. His hair was soft and all I could manage to do was run my nails against his scalp softly. He groaned at the action and I nearly lost my sanity. That was the sexiest thing I had ever heard in my life, and currently pools were dripping out of me. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse I felt his soft lips press up against my neck in a gentle, somewhat wet, kiss. I took in a sharp intake of air and couldn't help but to shake at his touches. He was turning me on more than any other man had, and all he was doing was massaging my neck and shoulders, while kissing me. The fire that started in my belly was something I had never experienced before. I craved him, all of him. I wanted to feel him everywhere, I wanted to taste him, I wanted to hear every sound he could make. I wanted to drown in him.

Holy. Fuck.

His hands stopped their movements and instead were placed flat behind my shoulders and he dragged them across my body wrapping his arms around me pulling me closer to him. His kisses continued down to my shoulder and I couldn't help but to pull at his hair, when I did he let out another soft groan that sent shockwaves to my groin. I unintentionally whimpered at the feeling, knowing full well how pathetic I was being. As I took a moment to contemplate how no man has ever made me feel this way from a simple touch, Jin found the sweet spot on my neck, latching on to it and sucking hard. I let out a deep guttural moan and gripped on to his hair even tighter than I was. Unknowingly I let out a small whisper...his name.

"Jin."

With that he pulled back and I knew he was looking at me but I didn't open my eyes. I was panting slightly, my mouth was open a little, and my eye brows were furrowed. I was trying to come down from the high he just gave me.

"Noona?" He said softly.

I closed my mouth and swallowed thickly. I grasped as much courage as I could opening my eyes to look at him. He was breathing heavily himself; his lips were pink and a bit swollen from his kissing, and his hair was a mess from what I can only imagine was my fault.

"As much as I want to go way further right now, I don't want to be another one of those guys who takes you without earning it." The animal inside me started to wine, but the woman inside swooned at his words. The honesty in his voice made me feel safe, and being in his arms now, I never wanted him to let go. He leaned up and kissed my lips softly and when he pulled back I could tell his gears were turning. He wanted to ask me something.

"What is it?" I spoke as quietly as possible scared I would change the mood if I was too loud.

I watched him as he swallowed hard and he scanned my face, his eyes landing on my lips. He tilted his head a bit before he looked further down to my collar bone, where I'm sure a nice big red spot was thanks to him. He reached up and traced the mark lightly with his fingertips lingering on my skin as he spoke. "I remember you saying something about...throbbing for a release?" He then looked me in the eye. My heart rate started to increase, and as I listened to the words that came out of his mouth, I thought I would faint. "Is that something I can help you with?"

My mouth went dry.

And all the words I used to know have fallen out of my head.

I couldn't speak, I couldn't move, and I was still trying to comprehend if I heard him right.

"Uh...you mean...I...how...um..."

"Shhhhh." He placed his finger on my lips. "Calm down. I meant what I said earlier, I don't want to have sex yet...well no, let me rephrase, I want to have sex...like you wouldn't believe... but I want to earn the right to be with you." He placed his forehead on mind. "But that doesn't mean I can't help in other ways." He whispered against my lips.

"Ummm, h-how would you like to help?" I asked my skin starting to catch fire.

I watched his lips turn from a smile to a smirk as his hands made their way down my side on to my thighs. He playfully squeezed them causing me to yelp out quietly. "Well...I could use a snack." He said flickinghis eyes up to meet mine.