The next morning I woke up later than usual with a few missed texts.

Tangy Boy: Be here at like 6...my brother is cooking and he says everything will be ready by 8. I hope you like traditional Korean food.

Yoongi: Bring Soju.

Yoongi: Please

Spencer: You awake?

Spencer: Morning Fuck?

Spencer: Are you ignoring me now?

Spencer: What the fuck? What the hell is up your ass?

Tangy Boy: I can't wait to see you. <3

I roll my eyes at the stupid texts Spencer sent responding as bitchy as possible.

Me: Obviously that's not how I want my morning to start. Leave me alone. No more fucking for us.

Then Yoongi.

Me: Well since you asked do nicely

Then Taehyung.

Me: I'm excited to see your handsome face. I'll be sure to dress extra nice to impress your brothers. *wink*

Tangy Boy: ha...as gorgeous as you are babe, my brother is way too prude for you. He's like a second mother I swear. Hence why he's cooking.

Me: men who can cook are sexy...why do you think Yoongi stays with you?

Tangy Boy: Touché

Tangy Boy: So you'll be here at 6?

Me: On the dot.

Tangy Boy: <3

I fed Oliver and went to take a shower. I shaved all the appropriate areas and at moisturizer to my body. I have naturally curly hair so I was sure to put some product in it and dry it so it would look more tame than usual. I pinned it appropriately once it was dry, applied light make up and went to my closet. I put on my favorite black lace panties and matching bra, garter belt with a pair of thigh highs and threw on a simple black dress over it. The bottom came right around mid-thigh, the scoop of the dress went pretty far down on my chest, but nothing too slutty, and the sleeves were three/quarter length, ending just past my elbow.

I looked at myself in the full length mirror by my bathroom door and decided that the thigh highs and garter belt were just a little much for the event I was going to. I threw on a pair of black spanks instead and grabbed my favorite booties that had a 2 inch heel placing by the door.

I still had a few hours so I decided to watch a movie or two before heading out. Just as I got comfortable with a bowl of ramen, my phone went off.

Spencer: really?

Me: Yes...no more.

Spencer: Why?

Me: Because it's not fun anymore.

Spencer: You're saying that you don't want to fuck anymore because I'm not fun?

Me: It isn't fun anymore...I haven't cum in almost 3 months, including the times with you. Putting in all the work isn't fun, Spence. So I'm done.

Spencer: I get you to cum.

Me: Not lately.

Me: Look, I'm really done with this conversation. No more hook ups. End of argument.

Spencer: Why? Looking for love now?

Me: Just stop.

Spencer: Think anyone would love you after knowing how much dick has been in you? No one wants a lock that any key can open, babygirl.

Me: Good one, now go jerk your one pump dick and leave me alone.

After that I blocked his number too. All he wanted was to get a rise out of me and I was not about to satisfy that itch too. I won't lie though, he did get a rise a little. I couldn't help but think about how he was right. Taehyung always wanted me to find love. Find someone who I can dote on and adore. Someone I could put all my energy and soul towards. But who would have me if they ever knew what I really was.

A slut.

I couldn't even really deny it honestly.

I threw my phone to the other side of the couch not wanting to see it anymore. I'll be damned if someone like Spencer is going to make me feel bad about myself. Just then Oliver jumped up on to the couch and curled up in front of me.

As we laid there comfortable and content I couldn't help but allow my thoughts to linger on the memory of Jin. He was so kind, so sweet. No man I have ever met has ever been so nice to me not wanting something in return. His laugh was honestly contagious...any time he laughed I couldn't help myself but giggle in return. I smiled just thinking about it. His eyes were kind, his touch was soft. He always looked into my eyes when he spoke to me. Not once did I catch him staring at my tits or trying to touch me in any way. Only my hands. He only ever touched my hands. His lips were soft on my knuckles and the memory caused that same feeling of anxiety come over me. What is that?

After about an hour, Oliver and I fell asleep. I woke up to my phone ringing and saw it was Taehyung.

"Hello?"

"Where are you?"

"Oh shit...what time is it?"

"6:15"

"Shit! I'm sorry Tae I fell asleep with Oliver on the couch."

"That douche..."

"It wasn't his fault."

"Well do you need a ride? I can come get you?"

"No, you're just a 15 minute walk from me; I'm putting on my shoes now."

"Okay...sounds good."

"Sorry again Tae, I didn't mean to fall asleep."

"Just make it up to me with a homemade cheesecake and we are square."

"Deal."

I hung up the phone and before I left I ran to the fridge grabbing the cheesecake I had made the night before. I knew it was his favorite, so I made it to surprise him. And of course Yoongi soju. I locked my door and made my way down the road to Yoongi's house. Unfortunately, I ran into some...familiar faces.

"Look at you baby, all dressed up. Is that desert for me?"

"No, Eli...it's not."

I continued to walk but he followed along.

"That's okay...I know a better desert you've given me before."

I rolled my eyes and continued walking. "Go away."

"Come on...we had a pretty great night together...let's do it again."

My patience was really low at this point and I snapped. I turned on my heel facing him.

"What part of that night was great...for me?" I asked him stepping closer. He took a step back and his smug face changed to a scared one. "The part where you pushed my head down so far on your small dick that I couldn't even gag properly....the part where you came after literally 30 seconds of a blow job? Was it the part where I had to wait an entire HOUR before you were able to get hard again, or was it the disappointing two pumps you gave me before pathetically cumming again?" I started getting loud. "What part of that was great, for me?"

"I uh....umm..."

"That's what I thought." I turned back on my heel and started walking again. "Like I said...go away."

I was able to shake the bit of anger and self-pity away from myself and I stepped on Yoongi's front portch. It was a big porch that went all the way around the house. He had a chair swing, and a few other outside furniture. I took a deep breath, clearing away the rest of the negative thoughts from my mind, before knocking on the door.

The door opend to reveal Yoongi and he smiled at me. "Hello there beautiful." He said as he gave me a kiss on my cheek.

"Hey there yourself. I made cheesecake!" I said holding up the serving plate.

"Tae will be excited, come on in."

I stepped into the familiar warm home as a wave of calmness flowed through me. Yoongi's house always felt like home when I visited. I'm not sure why. I walked into the house and say a tall, dimpled, very attractive man holding hands with a much shorter, still attractive, man and they both looked over to me.

"Namjoon, this is..."

"Noona!!!" I heard a small voice coming toward me. The shorter of the two had bombarded me with open arms embracing me with a tight hug. I hugged back, and couldn't hold back a small giggle. He pulled away from me and had the sweetest smile that nearly made his eyes disappear. "You are even more beautiful than TaeTae described!"

TaeTae?

"Oh...well thank you...and uh...you are?"

"Oh...I'm Jimin, Namjoon's boyfriend." He said taking my hands in his. "We heard so much about you over last weekend."

"Oh jeeze...I hope it was all good things." I laughed. 

"Oh, it really was Noona." I heard the dimply one say behind him. He outreached his hand to shake mine and I raised an eyebrow.

"Realliy? You're gunna shake my hand?"

He laughed and opened his arms. I gave him a tight hug as he wrapped his long arms around me. When he let go he moved over to Jimin snaking his arm around him pulling him and kissing him on his head. Awe...so cute.

"I love you, Jagi." Jimin whispered to him.

My heart ached a little. That's....strange. I turned towards Yoongi. "Where is Tae?"

"He's showing his brother the bathroom. He wants to shower after helping move before he started to cook. Says he doesn't want sweat dripping into the food."

"Which we all are thankful for." Namjoon said. He took hold of Jimin's hand and pulled him over the the living room. Before I could follow Yoongi stopped me.

"I want you to know something...I really do love Taehyung. I wouldn't have asked him to move in if I didn't."

"I believe you, Yoongi. I'm happy that you both are happy. I can see it whenever I'm around Tae. You are the one." I said winking.

He smiled and came closer to me to whisper. "I really hope so, Noona." He gave me another kiss on my cheek and walked me into the livingroom with the other boys.

After a while Tae joined us. We watched a movie and the couples cuddled up together. I started feeling a bit singled out, then it dawned on me.

"Where's Kookie?"

"He couldn't make it." Tae replied. "Hobi had some date thing for them that was planned a long time ago, so they said they would make it up to us another time."

"Hmmm a proposal in the works perhaps?" Yoongi teased.

"For Hobi's sake I'd hope so. Jungkook is hot... he needs to hold him down while he still can."

"Yeah but Jungkook loves Hobi...I don't think he's going anywhere fast."

The talk of love was actually starting to get to me. Normally, I ignored their conversations about it but for some reason today was hard. It had been about 20 more minutes before Tae chimed in again.

"Damn, what is taking Jin so long."

I immediately perked up at the name. "I'm sorry...who?"

"My brother...he's taking forever."

"No, no...what is his name?"

"Jin. Well Seokjin, but he goes by Jin."

I started to breath heavily...no...it can't be the same person...but...he had the same last name...but...Kim is a common last name...I started to panic even more causing myself to stand up.

"What's wrong, Noona?"

"N-nothing...I need some water."

I made my way to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge. There is no way it is the same person...would Tae have said something about him working at the same place I do? Maybe he didn't know...he said he wasn't that close to his brothers. Shit. I threw back the water chugging trying to regulate my breathing. Just as I was about to finish I heard that same sultury voice, causing me to choke.

"Someone's thirsty."

When I looked out by the door, I swear my heart fell into my stomach. I was looking into a pair of familiar dark eyes as he spoke again.

"Hey, Noona...it's nice to see you again so soon."