5 Weeks Later

Tangy Boy: Hey are you alright? Jin says you're not at work.

Me: Yeah I'm fine...just got really sick this morning

Tangy Boy: Well Yoongi is working from home today. If you need anything let him know.

Me: Thanks Tae <3

I put my phone down and let out a big breath. God I had felt so sick earlier but now that I had slept for so long it was almost like it recharged me. I decided that it is not good for the soul to be in one room for that long so I wandered out into the living room to see Yoongi watching TV and Oliver sitting on his lap.

"You really hate cats don't you?" I teased as I plopped down next to him.

He continued to pet Oliver softly but he turned to me with a smirk. "He's growing on me." Then he looked at me with a bit of confusion. "Tae says you're not feeling well? You seem fine to me."

"Yeah holy shit this morning was awful. I couldn't hold anything down. But I'm starving...I'm going to try to eat something, are you hungry?"

"Is your cooking anything like Jin hyungs?"

"He's a 10, I'm a 9."

"Then sure. What are you going to make?"

"Probably just chicken...if that's okay."

"Fine by me."

I was in the kitchen cooking when another wave on nausea came over me. I stopped and steadied myself having plenty of time before the chicken would be done. Gosh this has got to end, this is the 3rd day that I have felt sick like this. So bad that I had to leave work early yesterday. Thankfully Big Hit is a great company to work for, my boss sent me home without hesitation and wanted me to take the next two days (today and tomorrow) plus the weekend to get well. As it was Thrusday - Yoongi worked from home.

"Are you okay?" I heard seeing Yoongi walk into the kitchen.

"Yeah just...nausea again..."

"You shouldn't be cooking food if you're that sick...go to the Doctor?"

"If it doesn't get better by tomorrow then I will." I groaned. Suddenly the sensation went away. "Ugh...this is so weird."

"What is?"

"I just...It comes and goes. I don't think its the flu because its not a perpetual state of sickness...its there one minute and the next its not. I just just weird."

He gave me a weird look.

"When did this start happening?"

"Umm about a week ago...but this week it has just been crazy."

He cleared his throat. "Um...I really think you should go to the doctor."

"Yeah...like I said if it doesn't get any better by tomorrow, I will go." I gave him a small smile but he still looked concerned.

"I don't know Noona, what does Jin have to say about it?"

I closed the oven after checking on the chicken and looked at him with a raised eye brow. "You're being...strange. What else, other than typical concerns, would he have to say about me being sick?" He looked at me with bug eyes...what the fuck. "Spit it out, Yoongs."

"Well um...you and Jin are sexually active right?"

"Yeah..."

"And uh well you don't use condoms right?"

I blushed. "What does that have to do with anything?"

He flushed red a bit. "Never mind, forget I said anything." He started to walk out of the kitchen but I stopped him.

"No, no. Please finish your thought."

He put down the glass he had and sat down on the low chair at the dining room. He waved me over and patted his lap for me to sit on him. Confused as fuck...I did as he asked. Ever since that day in the bathroom we had become super close. We confided in each other way more than we did before, and even talked about our relationships. When I sat on his lap he instantly wrapped his hands around me in a warm hug.

"So hear me out...okay? Don't freak out and let me finish."

"Okay?"

He pulled from me and took my face in his hands. "You have not been sleeping great lately right?"

I nodded.

"Okay and you havn't been eating like you normally do. You used to love vegitables and now all you eat is meat...chicken thighs specifically, which is fine but you need veggies too."

"Why are you scolding me like a 12 year old?" I laughed.

He took a deep breath and ever so slowly he went to lift my shirt up and placed his large warm hand directly on my stomach.

"You've gained some weight too, Noona...but...But not a bad weight." He started to rub my belly back and forth and leaned his head onto my side. "I really think, it would be in your best interest to go to a doctor...today."

At first I was oblivious. He was implying something but I truly had no idea what that was. But as he slowly caressed my tummy a light bulb went off and I started to laugh.

"You think I'm pregnant?!"

He stopped his movements and looked up to me nodding. "It makes sense."

"Oh no, I'm not pregnant Yoongi, I have the IUD in."

"Did you have it put back in after your surgery?"

My heart sank. What did he mean put it back in? They took it out? He must have realized my panic as his grip on me tightened.

"Uh...th-they took it out?"

He sighed lightly and started to rub my back. "They can't keep things like that inside of you when they do that kind of surgery, before they could do anything else they took that out first. And unless you asked them to put it back in, or scheduled an appointment for a new one...."

I was in shock. I stared at him blankly and he just looked back. He was waiting for the water works...he was waiting for the freak out. But to both our surprise it never came.

"I'm...I'm pregnant?"

He smiled up to me. "I think so. But you need to take a test to be sure."

"I-I can g-go to the ph-pharmacy."

"Let me go with you."

I nodded and we both stood up. I didnt move at first and he embraced me in another warm hug. "No matter what happens, " he whispered. "You are not alone, and you never will be." Then he kissed me on the cheek. I smiled at him and wiped the tear that escpaed my eye and nodded.

IN THE BATHROOM

"Noona..."

"...."

"Noona..."

"...."

"NOONA!"

I looked up to see Yoongi still sitting across from me. I had already peed on the stick...and it was sitting on the sink, as I was on the toilet and Yoongi at the edge of the bathtub. He held both of my hands in his rubbing the tops of them as he spoke.

"Are you ready to look?" he asked softer than I had ever heard him.

I shook my head. I honestly don't think I'll ever be ready.

He sighed. "Noona, Jin hyung is going to be home in a few hours...you need to look before he gets home."

Thats when I started to shake. Jin. Oh my god...what would Jin think? I know he wants a family but out of wedlock? My shaking turned into a full blown panic attack and I started to hyperventilate."

"Hey...hey, Noona...it's okay...breeeathe!" Yoongi sang as he tried to comfort me. "You need to breathe...come on...in and out...in and out." I followed along to Yoongi's coaching and as I started to calm down he reached for the test. "Remember Noona, you're not alone in this...what ever happens." He looked at it and smiled at me. "Do you want to look?"

I hesitated momentarily before I nodded and he handed it to me.