Chapter 29: Wake Up

Jin's POV

It's been two days.

Two days...and she still hasn't woken up.

I still had not seen her beautiful blue eyes.

Two days that I had not heard her sweet laugh.

Two days that I had not smiled at her sassy mouth.

Two days. Two days of living hell.

I haven't left the hospital. Tae hasn't left the hospital. Yoongi hasn't left the hospital.

I was in her room; looking at her. She was beautiful...even with all the tubes in her. She had to have surgery...there was massive internal bleeding and she lost a lot of blood. Whether or not she was going to wake up wasn't for sure. The doctors had high hopes, but with every passing day I couldn't help but think the worst. Yoongi says she needs to wake up on her own time...that her body and mind need to heal and that she will come back once she's ready.

Maybe.

I was numb. My everything was blank, aside from her. I heard the door creek open and watched as Taehyung came in face stained with tears. He didn't see me, he B lined right to her bed and grabbed hold of her hand gently pulling it to his lips kissing it.

"N-Noona...please come back. I miss you...I miss you so much." He places his head on her stomach and just held her. I couldn't watch. I knew they were close, and I knew that they meant something to each other. But to watch as my brother cry over his broken best friend...which I know was his biggest fear, was just too much. I got up to leave, and I guess my movement caught his eye.

He turned to me and stood up closing the distance between us quickly grabbing me by the front of my shirt.

"You did this...you did this to us...to her..." I watched as more tears ran down his face and as he continued his voice was soft. "Why? What happened?"

He finally asked. I avoided him because of this...I didn't want to tell him. But I would. I would tell him...I owed him that much.

He let go of me as he raised an eye brow expecting an answer. I hung my head a bit mandering up the courage to tell him the truth.

"We got in a fight." I started and swallowed thickly. I made myself look him in the eye...I could be man enough for that. "It wasn't even really a fight...I was...I was mad at myself...and then we forgot the charger to our phones, and then we got lost...it was a mess...I was being a dick to her...I was so angry at myself...god I'm so stupid!" I shouted throwing my head into my hands. I tried to hold back the sobbing for Tae's sake...but I couldn't handle it.

"What were you so mad about?" he asked softer than I deserved.

I shook my head. "Tae, I'm so sorry...I...we...she told me to take her to the gas station...I was going to go but I was so mad...I went to back up and turn around and that's...that's when....when we got hit. I wasn't looking were I was going and I pulled out too fast...I...I did this..."

I fell to my knees again. God I feel so stupid. "GET. UP."I hear Tae say in a loud stern voice. He helps me up as my eyes meet his. "What were you so mad about?" he asked again.

I hesitated, but eventually reached into my pocket and placed the small balck velvet box in his hand. Before he opened it he looked at me with a raised eye brow. "Is...this?"

"Just open it." I said sniffling along.

He did and his eye went wide. "This...this is grandma's ring."

I nodded. "When I took a half day of work a few weeks ago...the Monday after your Halloween party. I went and got it. I knew she was the one."

He looked at me dumbfounded. "Is that what this whole surprise weekend was about? You were going to propose?"

I nodded. I harshly took the box out of his hand snapping it shut and shoving it back into my pocket. "But I was too scared. I thought she'd say no."

I was looking down at my hands when I heard Taehyung start laughing. I was confused...at first and then I felt a sharp pain on the left side of my face and I felt my entire body sway backwards.

He punched me.

Again.

"You fucking idiot!" he shouted. Never have I ever seen so much fury in his eyes before. I couldn't even be mad about it. "OF COURSE she would have said yes...you're talking about a woman who never thought love existed...and then you came along and she said 'I love you' first. Then, after you bounced like a total douche-fuck...she forgives you...THEN YOU FUCKING CALL HER A SLUT and she AGAIN takes you back. OF COURSE she'd say yes...she fucking loves you, you absolute moron."

I stood there in shock at his words...I knew all of that happened...I knew everything he said was true...but the way in which he said it...I guess I never realized her feelings were so strong. Tae had known her for years...and then I come in trying to get to know her best I can and she fell. I fell. Hard. I watch as Taehyung huffs and puffs pacing back and forth in front of me. Finally he stops and his eyes have never been more serious.

"You best hope...that my best friend wakes up and not some stranger. And when she does, you get down on that damn knee and you ask her the question she is so anxious to hear....you understand me?"

"Tae I'm not going to propose while she's in a hospital bed."

He narrowed his eyes again. "Then when?"

"When she's better...when I can hold her without hurting her and kiss her without holding back. I will do this Tae...I promise. But not like this."

He stared at me for a moment longer than I felt comfortable for. But then gave ma curt nod and walked back over to her side. "Please go away...I'd like some private time with my best friend."

I take my leave without hesitating. I had a lot to think about.

Your POV

Pain.

My body was in some intense pain.

Shit. What the fuck happened? My eye lids were heavy but I was eventually able to open them. I'm in a hospital? Fucking great...what the hell happened. Suddenly the pain I felt started to throb in my head.

I groaned loudly and closed my eyes only to hear someone shout for a doctor. Jin?

I tried to open my eyes again but they were forced open by a cold finger and I saw a bright light.

"What the fuck?" I mumbled out.

"Miss are you with us? Do you know who you are."

I gave the so called 'doctor' my name and he smiled down at me. I could still hear a slight ringing as I looked up to try to see who the doctor was talking to. Jin!

Oh thank god...Jin.

Then it hit me.

The fight. The charger. The directions. The other car.

Fuck. The car t-boned me. That's why my entire right side of my body hurt.

Finally my eyes adjust to the bright light of the room and I watch as Taehyung dims the light some. Tae's here too? It must have been a bad accident.

"Noona?" he said as he approached the bed. Jin stepped back and fell into the chair sitting next to me placing his head in his hands. "Noona, how do you feel?"

I take a deep breath before I am finally able to process what I want to say. "My head hurts."

"You hit your head pretty hard on the window on impact. You suffered some internal bleeding, and I hate to say it but thank god you weren't wearing your seatbelt and you were not directly sitting in the seat. Because you were closer to the middle near the driver side the impact the car had on the vehicle did not effect you too much. You were trapped but there are no broken bones, just a small hairline fracture in your wrist which you will just need to wear a brace for, for a few weeks. We will have to keep you for a few more days to monitor your progress but you seem to be healing well. It's good to have you back Miss." The doctor smiled before he left and I looked back over to Jin.

"I'm so glad you're okay...but you look awful. Like you haven't slept."

He stood up next to Tae and placed his hand delicately on my head. "I havn't slept in 5 days, baby." He then kissed me sloftly on my nose.

I was confused...5 days? I looked over at Tae who looked almost just as bad. "Five days?"

"Noona...you were in a coma."

My eyes went wide. "What!?" I shouted. I immediately regretted that though because it caused a throbbing in my head.

"Shhhhh...Noona no shouting. Get some rest and when you feel up for it we will tell you what happened."

"I know what happened...but I was out for five days?" I asked turning slightly to Jin. He nodded with a sad smile and I made to reach out for his hand. He met me half way as I squeezed his hand lightly with what little strength I had left. I looked him square in the eyes and took a deep breath before speaking again. "This. Isnt. Your. Fault. Do you understand me? This was an accident...just an accident."

His eyes became watery, and I watched a tears dripped down his cheeks. I watched him break down in front of me and he kissed the back of my hand repeatedly. "I'm sorry...I'm so so sorry..." he kept saying over and over.

We stayed like that...allowing our hurt to pass.

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