It's been two days.

Two days.

Two miserable, painstakingly long, days.

I said 'I love you.'

I said....I LOVE YOU.

And like any other guy he bolted. He bolted like a little bitch. WHY I thought Jin was any different than any other guy that has gotten between my legs is beyond me. Every other time it's happened I found a new guy the next day. Every other time it happened, I didn't care.

But this time I did. Jin stole my heart and I wasn't lying when I told him I loved him.

It was awkward...he looked at me and fear flashed in his eyes. He let go of me and crawled off the bed mumbling something about how he had to leave. I was in shock and didn't say anything. After EVERYTHING we had been though...after all the dates we've had, the intimate moments that I never had with anyone before...he left.

He left me. He left me to stir in my thoughts, he left me cold, he left me alone.

So this is what heartbreak feels like.
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Taehyung's POV

"Babe, she didn't show up. Something is wrong."

"Maybe she just had a really great night with Jin."

"No...he came home two nights ago and hasn't so much as left his room...I think something happened."

"He's here? Shit. I didn't even notice."

"Yeah that fucker is quiet...I'm gunna go ask."

Yoongi grabbed hold of my arm and pulled me back. "Not a good idea, babe."

"Why not?"

"Because it's their business."

"She's my best friend...she's the only one that ever gave a shit about me until you came. If something happened I'm going to find out." I responded yanking my hand away from him.

I made my way down stairs to Jin's room and knocked on the door loudly. He opened the door and looked awful. He looked as if he hadn't slept, or showered, or eaten much in the last few days.

"What the hell, Hyung?"

"What's wrong, Tae?"

"What happened between you and Noona?" I asked flat out. I could hear Yoongi coming towards us from behind me but paid no mind to him as I watch Jin's eyes go wide.

"D-did she say anything to you?"

"NO!" I shouted now getting frustrated. Clearly something did happen or else she'd be here and he wouldn't be looking like this. "She was supposed to be here yesterday and again this morning and I have not heard from her, she hasn't returned any of my phone calls or texts...what the hell happened?" I asked again stepping forward.

He stepped back again and with a mean look he closed the door with a slam locking it right after.

I pounded on the door again louder this time. "JIN HYUNG YOU OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW!"

"Go away Taehyung."

"Babe, maybe we should go check on Noona." I heard Yoongi say as he laid his hand on my shoulder.

I turned to the side hurrying to grab my spare key for her apartment. I barely got my shoes on as I ran out the door. Yoongi stumbling a bit behind me.

"If Jin did something to my Noona...I'll kill him." I shouted to Yoongi.

Your POV

I was laying on my bed feeling numb when I heard a loud knock on my door. I could hear someone yelling...but I couldn't really tell who it was ,but to be quite honest I didn't really care. They would eventually go away.

But again I was wrong and mere seconds later, in stormed Taehyung with Yoongi panting behind him. I couldn't face him...I didn't want to tell him what happened with his brother so I turned and buried my face in my pillow...which didn't help because I still smelled like Jin.

"Go away." I mumbled.

"Absolutely not." He said softly. He sat on my bed and curled up behind me wrapping me in his arms. "Noona...what happened?"

I started to sob. I couldn't stop it...I hadn't cried yet...not until Tae got here. I felt Yoongi lay in front of me and he stroked my cheek as he encouraged me to breathe. After a LONG while my sobbing turned into a few sniffles and escaped tears. "Babygirl...can you tell us what happened?" Yoongi said in a soft voice I had never heard from him.

My lip started to quiver and it took me a minute to be able to actually speak the words.

"I told him I loved him."

I felt Tae tense behind me and he pulled me to face him. "You did what?"

"I told him I loved him, Tae...and he...he left. He ran away like everyone else...I don't understand...he was the one who wanted to hold off having sex. He's the one who insisted he wanted to earn my body." I let it all out like word vomit. I couldn't stop now that I had started. "We went on dates...you saw...we were always together and we had such amazing intimate moments...but we never had sex. We'd just enjoy the touch of one another and it was incredible to feel that experience I had never known before. Tae...we had sex two nights ago...and it was amazing...mind blowing...and afterwards I told him I loved him. I...I didn't think he...he would..." But I couldn't continue. I buried my face into Tae's neck and held on to him with every bit of strength I had as I allowed myself to let out uncontrollable sobs.

This is exactly why I never let my feelings get involved...this right here...this feeling was the worst pain I had ever felt...and I've had a bruised cervix before. Nothing...and I mean nothing...compared to how I was feeling.

Just when I thought I was done crying we heard a soft knock at the door.

"I swear if it's him..." Tae trailed off as he opened the door.

Sure enough there stood Jin, eyes red and in an oversized hoody and tear away pants. His eyes widened as he saw Taehyung standing at my door. Without a word, Tae brought back his fist and punch Jin right across the face.

"TAE!" Yoongi and I both yelled out at the same time. Yoongi jumped from the bed but before he could get to Tae, he had pulled Jin up from the front of his hoodie and pinned him up against the door.

"Are you fucking kidding me right now? Why are you here?" he shouted.

"I need to talk to Noona." Jin said as calmly as I can imagine he could muster. Yoongi had his arms now around Taehyung pulling him from his grip. He lunged at Jin and thankfully Yoongi was stronger as his grip kept him to his chest.

"Fuck You, Jin!" he shouted. "She's my best friend...she was family when you weren't!" he spat at Jin, anger now fueling him. "And you just toss her away after you get your dick wet like every other piece of shit has?! I thought you were different! I thought I could trust you with her!" Tears started to crawl down my best friends face and his words made my heart tighten.

Taehyung is the only one to ever love me.

Jin was still leaning against the door when he turned to me. "Can I please talk with you?"

"No!" Tae shouted again trying to reach him. Thank god for Yoongi's strength. "You can fucking leave!"

"It's okay." I said quietly. All three men turning to look at me.

"What?" Tae breathed in disbelief as he gawked at me.

"I will talk with him Tae, it's okay."

He yanked his arms out of Yoongi's grip and walked over to me cupping my face in his hands. "Don't you for one second think that you are only good for one thing. Don't you dare." He whispered pacing his forehead on mine.

"Tae." I swallowed. "Can you please give us some privacy?"

It took him a minute to let go of me, kissing me on the forehead when he did. He turned his heel and when he reached the door where Jin was he pushed him against it pinning him there.

"I'm not done with you yet."

Then with the encouragement of Yoongi they walked out of my apartment. Jin looked after them for a moment before turning in to my apartment, and shutting the door behind him. He didn't look at me at first, he just looked down onto the ground. After a few painful mintutes of silence, Jin fell to the ground on his knees in a fit of sobs. He went even further as he bowed and I stared in awe at him as his shoulder shook up and down.