Chapter 11: Intimacy

I closed my eyes embracing the feel of his lips on me. "Mmmm, Oppa, that feels good." I groaned gripping his hair. His pecks started to become more erratic and wet as his breathing started to quicken. Suddenly he bit down on me causing me to gasp loudly and tug on his hair even more. With that he took hold of my legs sitting up straight and threw my back onto the bed. He hovered over me putting all his weight on his left hand, and taking his right hand placing it on my neck and tracing all the way down my body stopping at my thigh.

"You have absolutely no need to be shy around me." He said in a deeper voice than I had ever heard. He looked up at me and spoke again. "Your body is perfect." He kissed me on my naval. "Your soul is perfect." He kissed between my breasts. "Your heart is perfect." He kissed me above my left breast. He looked up and me smiling. "And you are so sweet." He licked his lips and kissed me lowering his body flush with mine. I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. I wanted him to be as close to me as possible as we locked ourselves from the real world in a heated, wet kiss.

His mouth was magical. Never have I ever been with anyone who's kiss alone made my head swim. Not even drunken make out sessions with Taehyung. Jin was by far superior in every way in comparison to any one I had ever been with. Kissing him, feeling his tongue on mine only reminded me that this wasn't a dream. The pressure of his body on mine was real and his kisses were real. He was real. I started to get even more excited as I already started moaning into the kiss. I took my nails and dragged them down his back and he visibly shook.

He pulled back with harsh breaths and smiled as he looked down on me. "You're going to get us in trouble, Kitten. I meant what I said yesterday when I said I wanted to earn your body." As he said it he took hold of one of my thighs lightly rubbing his thumb in circles. "But you are making it incredibly difficult...I can tell you're ready for me just by your nipples hardening."

I pulled my hands from his back to cover my face in embarrassment. I was never so excitable before ever, it usually took a long time on MY part to get ready for any kind of sex, and him pointing out my easy arousal just made it worse. He leveled himself by his knees and took his other hand pulling mine from my face.

"Never hide your feelings from me. Never cover yourself. You are beautiful and I always want to know what you are thinking." He combed his fingers through my hair a bit as he looked at me with a concerned look. He was thinking about something...I just wasn't sure what.

"Oppa?"

"Hmmm?"

"What's wrong?"

He smiled. "Nothing...I was just thinking about asking you something."

I giggled. "You can ask me anything."

He chuckled back, and then his face went serious. "I know that. But I'm afraid of your answer."

I swallowed thickly. "Ask me anyway."

He smiled and traced my bottom lip with his thumb. "Are you busy today at all?" I smiled in return and shook my head. "Would you like to go on a date with me?"

I couldn't hide my smile. And when he saw my face he smiled in return. "I'd love to." I said leaning up to kiss him.

It amazed me how naked I am, and for how long I have been naked with him, and we haven't even had sex yet. But we were intimate. I never straddled a man and had a conversation. I never allowed someone to be around this long the morning after. And I sure as hell, have never had my leg around a man with no other reason than to be close to him. I allowed my lips to brush softly over his, keeping it as light as possible. He slowly leaned down pressing my back into the bed again. This kiss made my heart flutter...more than the other ones. Maybe it was because we had decided on a date? I'm not sure. He kept his body close to mine and I could feel his heart beat on my skin. It made me feel a little better that he seemed to be just as affected by me as I was by him.

I never dawned on me how long we were laying in my bed for. How long we were talking for. How many times he had touched me, caressed me, or held me. I never thought about the intimacy behind being vulnerable in front of someone. Maybe that is why I get so nervous...even though I had been physically naked in front of people before, with Jin I was completely naked; Mind, body, and soul. Thinking about it made my breath hitch and he pulled back from the kiss.

"You okay?" he asked as he ran his hand down my face.

"You do realize I'm naked right?"

"Painfully so." He said not looking anywhere but my face.

I laughed. "I've never been naked this long without having sex. It's...refreshing."

He laughed too. "I like you being naked. Despite your impeccable fashion sense, I think I prefer it."  I playfully flicked him on the forehead, and he opened his mouth in fake shock. "What was that for?"

I giggled and laced my arms around his neck again and I shrugged. I wasn't actually upset by what he said, despite have been told that by others, I knew Jin meant it literally, but not seriously. If that makes sense? I'm starting to lose my mind.

He smiled and leaned down again this time completely on top of me laying his head next to mine. His forehead was pressed up against my temple and I closed my eyes sinking into my mattress with him. I wrapped my arm around him tracing my fingers on the bare skin of his back the same way he did when waking me up. He hummed in appreciation and we stayed like this for I'm not sure how long. Eventually, I started to get sweaty because his body heat was radiating onto me like a furnace.

"Jin?"

"Who?"

I giggled."Oppa?"

"Yes, Kitten?"

"I feel sweaty and gross."

"Well you better get used to it because once I take you for the first time you're going to be felling that way a lot."

I blushed. I blushed at something so...minor? But so major coming from him.

"Oppa!" I wined kicking my feet slightly. "God, you're bold." I laughed.

He laughed and lifted his body to hover above me. "What were you going to say, Kitten?"

"I want to shower." I pulled him down and kissed him softly. "Wanna join?" I watched as he swallowed thickly but nodded quickly after. "Okay, I'll go start the shower." He nodded again and rolled off of me allowing me to get up. My first instinct was to cover up with a blanket as I walked to the bathroom...but in all honesty...he's already seen me naked...he's about to see me naked again...what is the point?

I didn't look behind me as I made my way to the bathroom, but a victorious smile spread across my face when I heard Jin groan slightly from behind me. Once the shower was on and hot, I jumped in. Jin came into the bathroom shortly after me and I watched through the clouded glass as he stripped himself from his boxers. My mouth dropped at the size of his glorious cock. The windows of the shower were clouded...and I could still see it.

Holy Shit.

He hesitated a bit lingering at the sink placing his hands on counter.

"Oppa what's wrong?"

"Just...just need to will some thoughts away."

I couldn't help but giggle. "Oppa...it's okay...just come in the shower."

I heard him let out a sigh and watched as he turned around. There was no change between his legs. I tried to give him as much privacy as possible by turning around to face the wall as he entered the shower. I hoped that it would help him relax a bit knowing I wasn't looking as he seemed to be a tad embarrassed.

The water fell down my neck and shoulders and I closed my eyes drowning in the warmth of the water. I always enjoyed showers...they always made me feel refreshed for the day. I didn't notice that Jin had taken my body wash and poured some in his hands. He reached out to me and I instantly melted into his touch. He washed me from my shoulders down my arms. He gently caressed my breasts and passed down to my stomach reaching for my sensitive core. He stopped and rinse off his hands grabbing a different wash, specifically for that area. It amazed me how in toon he was to the female body. And how anyone would say or do anything to make him feel less than a man is beyond me. His touch was gentle as he placed his hand on my pelvic bone. Slowly he reached further down separating my folds. He was soft as he washed my most sensitive spot. However gentle he was, he was just as teasing. He circled my clit lightly as he moved back all the way down and back again.

My breathing became heavy and too soon he pulled away from me rinsing off his hands and my body. He was gentle again, cupping the water and using it to rinse the suds from between my legs. Once he was done we washed up and stood under the water embracing each other. He had turned me around and my head was tucked into his neck as if it was made to be there. He rocked us for a while until the water started to run cold.

We dried, and changed into regular attire, Jin borrowing more of Tae's clothes. I sat on my bed and got lost in thought when I heard him talk.

"What are you thinking about." He said kneeling down to be level with me.

"Umm...honestly...just the time we spent together today. It felt so...intimate."

He smiled and took my hand. "Is that a bad thing?"

It took me a second to respond but I squeezed his hand lightly when I responded. "No. In fact...it felt amazing."
 
He stood up and pulled me up with him. He leaned down and kissed me on the neck a few times. "I think so too, Kitten."

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