Once I was able to breathe normally, and after a very long, very heated, very teasing, make out session, we fell asleep. I had never fallen asleep with someone and actually been able to sleep through the night before. I'd usually wake up because I'm too hot, or too cold, or something was making me uncomfortable. I'd usually end up leaving or waking them up to leave. Not Jin...oh no not Jin. Once he placed a final kiss on my shoulder he spun me around and pulled my back into his chest. He put one arm under the pillow we were sharing, as to not let it go numb, and he wrapped his other arm around my stomach clutching me tightly to him.

It was the most comfortable sleeping position I had ever been in...alone OR with someone else. He pulled me so close to him I could feel his breath on my neck and his hand caressing me a he lulled to sleep.

The next morning I felt a very light touch dragging up and down my back. I was afraid if I moved it would stop, so I stayed completely still while enjoying the gentle touches. After a while, either my breathing, or a facial twitch must have tipped him off, because I heard him chuckle then speak.

"Are you awake, Kitten?" He said as he started to go just a little harder with his touches. It felt amazing; I love having my back scratched.

"If I say yes, are you going to stop what you are doing?" I asked keeping my eyes closed.

He laughed again. "I will keep going of you want me to."

A few more minutes went by and I felt a very feathery kiss placed on my shoulder. I smiled in content and then blushed immediately after realizing my current state.

I was still naked.

I tightened my arms to my side and mentally tried to get my touch senses to stop tingling so I could feel if I was exposed in any other way. Thankfully the blanked was JUST above my ass starting at my tailbone.

"What?" Jin asked with worry. He stopped his touching and placed a warm flat palm on my back ducking his head to be level with mine.

I opened one eye slowly looking in to his gorgeous orbs. "I um...I forgot I was naked."

He raised an eye brow. "And you've suddenly become shy because...?" I sighed and turned my face to push it into the pillow. I didn't want to answer him...I would sound so...fucking stupid. "Noona?" he coaxed again.

I turned and looked at him letting out a deep breath. "It's nothing...I'm not shy."

"Then why is your body still so tense." He said as he rubbed my back.

"I just..." I started. But I wasn't confident that what I wanted to say wouldn't sound stupid. "I don't know what to say."

"Just say what you're thinking...Don't let my presence deter you." I smiled at his kindness, but pushed my face back into the pillow. I muffled an answer in the pillow knowing he wouldn't be able to understand. "Now Kitten, you know I couldn't understand that." He said in a stern voice. He moved his hand all the way down my back stopping right were my skin dipped before my ass started.

I couldn't help but giggle. This is exactly what I was afraid to tell him. That the stern voice he spoke to me in was a huge turn on. The nickname 'Kitten' was a huge turn on. I don't know how much of his teasing I can handle. Everything he does is exciting and new. But its not. I've heard nicknames before. I've felt light touches before. But not like this. He made me feel like everything was  first. And I loved it.

"You...you make me feel..." I couldn't quite get it out.

"Fell like what?" he asked.

I looked him in the eye and laughed. "You make me feel like a virgin."

Despite the cheesy Modonna reference, that is truly how he made me feel. The look on his face was mixed and I wasn't sure if I insulted him or if he was happy to hear that. I propped myself up not caring if my chest was exposed to him, however once I got settled in a sitting position I did pull the sheet up to my chest to cover up. His look was so intense, and he followed my lead as he sat straight on the bed, only he turned himself so he could look at me. I leaned against the headboard looking at him look down at his hands.

"I didn't mean to offend you..." I said softly. "I meant it in the absolute best way." I reached out and grabbed the hand that he was playing with causing him to look up at me.

He smiled this time, a shy smile, and nodded. "I know you did." He laced his fingers with my lifting my hand to his lips. "And I'm not upset that you said that." He looked me in the eyes. "In fact, you give me similar feelings...only the opposite."

I let out a breathy laugh. "What?"

He turned his body a bit so that he was now in front of me, he leaned back and when his back met my chest he let out a deep breath. I pulled my hands up and tangled them into his hair using my nails to scratch lightly at his scalp. Tae always does this to me when I'm stressed.

"I mean...you make me feel like a man." He let out slowly in a soft tone. "The women I have been with in the past...they always thought I was too feminine."

"How is that even possible?" I asked, as I was astounded by that and almost couldn't believe it.

"Well, cooking for one. I love cooking, but it stereotypically a 'womans' job.'" He said giving me air quotes. "When I wanted to do all the cooking, one girl flat out called me Eomma." He sighed again. "It kind of hurt my feelings."

"Tae says you're like an Eomma to him and Joon."

"That's different...I'm their older brother and I'm sure you know how our parents are."

Did I ever.

"Not parents."

"Exactly. Which is why I left to work out of the country. Namjoon had his music and Tae was just starting out at school. Everything was paid for them and I didn't really have anything keeping me here."

"Why did you come back?"

"Tae and Joon."

I couldn't help but smile. Despite what Taehyung would say I KNEW he missed having his big brothers around all the time. And when Namjoon heard Jin was moving home, he did the same bringing Jimin. "That's incredibly nice of you."

He nodded. "Thank you."

"So cooking makes you girly?" I scoffed. "I'll tell you right now its not."

He laughed. "I also always talked about having kids. I love kids and have always wanted a family of my own. I wanted to be better dad than my father was." He sighed heavily again. "But my girlfriend at the time didn't want anything to do with children. I tried explaining to her that I didn't mean today or right now...just eventually. But she said she felt like she was pressured into being a babymaker. I never wanted her to feel that way but in all honesty, I think she was just looking for an excuse to get out." He turned to look at me and I dropped my hand to his neck as I continued to scratch him softly. "I think I repel women."

I laughed at that. "No way Jin...not a chance." I leaned down and kissed him flush on the lips with a bit of fire behind it. "You are so incredibly kind and sexy, that is what a true man is."

He turned to me again. He grabbed hold of my waist pulling me from the headboard and turning us to switch positions. He was now leaning on the headboard and he pulled me so I was straddling his lap. Naked. He pulled me in for a deep kiss as he wrapped his arms around me holding me tightly. He caressed my bottom lip with his tongue and I opened up happily for him. We kissed like this for a few minutes before he pulled back. I still felt exposed, but also comfortable; he looked me in the eyes as he spoke.

"That is why you do the same thing to me." He said searching my eyes. "You make me feel like a man, the way your body responds to me..." He moved his hands down my sides onto my thighs, causing goosebumps to visibly appear. "...makes me feel like a man. I don't feel completely emasculated by you. It's almost as if you give me power over you...and I've never felt that before...I've never been given that before." As he spoke he move his hands from my thighs, up my stomach, and over my breasts landing on my neck.

I closed my eyes and swallowed. His movement gave me visible goosebumps that I'm sure he didn't only see but felt. "You do." I breathed out. I opened my eyes to see him looking intensly at me. His hands were around my neck lightly holding me in place. "You do have a power over me, Jin...and it frankly scares the hell out of me."

"Why?" he asked moving his hands down toward my shoulders, massaging them lightly.

"Because I've never given power to anyone...and in some ways I don't feel like I've given them to you as much as it just happened." I searched his eyes for any reason to stop talking but his expression was calm and collect so I continued. "I've never slept well with a man before. Like actual sleep. Cuddling...though I absolutely love it...was never comfortable. Until you. I never WANTED someone to stay the night before, it always just happened when the guys would pass out. Until you. And I never get shy...or feel completely exposed to someone. I've walked around naked in front of complete strangers and never once batted an eye. Until you. It's not that I don't want you to see me...it's that I want to be enough for you. Sitting with you...like this..." I laughed ironically and he smiled. "Internally I'm screaming."

At that he laughed. He snaked his hands down my back and pulled me to him capturing my lips with his. He kissed me long and hard sticking his tongue in my mouth. The atmosphere started to heat and thicken as I intertwined my fingers in his hair. One of his hands were flat on my back and the other one perched on the nape of my neck holding my face to his. The strong grip he had on my body only cause me excitement. I started to pant into the kiss when suddenly I felt him stir below me. I hadn't touched him yet but from the feel of him growing beneath me my mouth started to salivate in anticipation. I tried to control it since I was kissing him but eventually I had to move my kissing from his lips to his jaw. I trailed open mouth kisses up to his ear biting gently at his earlobe. It must have been a sensitive spot because I felt him throb slightly and he took me by the root of my hair pulling me back to face him.

With hooded eyes I looked at him. Both of our breathing escalated and I swallowed thickly waiting for him to say something. He took the hand that was around my back and dragged it towards the front of my body. He cupped one of my breasts in his large hands and I let out a small whimper at his touch.

"Someone is extra sensitive." He smirked at me.

"This is what you do to me...every touch is like the first one..." I proudly stated in a soft tone. "You drive me crazy Jin."

"Oppa."

"What?"

"I want you to call me Oppa." He said as he started to kiss down my neck with soft little pecks.