A/N:  This chapter is my least favorite. This book is mature for a reason... I am putting stars where the strong scene begins as there is R*** in this chapter. If I could I would have put it private. When you see the stars again it is safe to read again :)

The Next Day...

I am breastfeeding my little thing with a smile glad to see her drinking milk. Nathan walks into the hospital room. I smile meeting up his face and I mimic his frown. He looks worried.

"What's wrong?"

"I have to leave you in the hospital by yourself." I stare.

"Why can't we go with you?"

"The doctor is keeping you in for a day."

"Why?"

"The birth took a lot out of you... You are weak-"

"Nathan I am a half vampire-"

"Have you tried to move yet?" I haven't, but I have felt more tire than usual. I have a small feeling Nathan is hiding something so I won't freak out, and right now... I rather no ask. "You just need one day of rest-"

"Nathan." He doesn't let me mutter my protest. He gives me, his, this conversation is over, look. I take a deep breath. "Can you at least tell me where are you going?"

"Going to get our new house ready." I grin like an idiot.

"We're moving out of the mansion." 

"Well... Technically we are moving to our own mansion." Nathan starts to walk away not wanting to hear my protest about living large... "and Zoey?" 

"Yes?"

"You should think about the future." I look at the little thing still nursing in my arms with a frown.

"What about it?"

"We have a baby... The next Step would be marriage, becoming a-" I stiffened and stared at Nathan. I don't know what he sees in my face, but he doesn't dare finish that sentence. His face is full of disappointment.

"I'm sort of ok with marriage," I said evasively.

Nathan takes a deep breath and walks all the way back towards me sitting in the bed, the bed he brought a few hours ago after I gave birth.

"Miss Lehane soon-to-be Romanoff." I arch An eyebrow at him in annoyance.

"I don't think so-" He smiles and I can see the argument in his eyes.

"Let's agree to disagree on that one... But about staying human-"

"That's no up for discussion." He put a hand on my cheek ever so tenderly.

"I love you." I smile at him and start to relax thinking the conversation is over...

"I love you-too Nathan."

"I have seen glimpses of what would it feel to lose you." I open my mouth to argue with Mister stubbornness. "I am not losing you-"

"Would you force me to be a vampire?"

"No... For now. I'll give you a year-"

"That's not-"

"Let's, no argue about this." He stood up and walk out of the room. I know he was trying to hide his anger... If Nathan thought he would change my mind about joining the immortal world... He didn't know me well. I love being human too damn much to give it up. 

Even if becoming immortal was sort of similar to being human now a Days. I could be out in the sun, I could put a tattoo that would help me look human... But it would all be fake. Underneath all of that-

I look down at my baby girl who has fallen asleep. "What do you think? I am not scared... " I smile down at my little miracle. She Showed me that my destiny wasn't written in stone, that with a little Faith... I smile as I knew what to name my little thing. "Faith," I murmur. "Your name is going to be Faith-"

"Good. She has a name. I was thinking little bitch." I stiffened and turned to the door glaring at him.

"What do you want?" He gave me an evil smile, that showed exactly what he wanted.

"I want you to suffer." He snaps his fingers and the little room I was. Was surrounded by hunters. One of them ran to me, taking Faith from my arms.

"NO!" I stood up weakly and try to run towards my baby. Two hunters held me by the arms. "DON'T! Please!" Marcus walks in front of me and started kicking me in the stomach, while the hunter held me-down So Marcus could make me his punching bag. Once I was too weak to stay up... 

They drop me to the floor. The hunters stood by the door waiting for Marcus. I couldn't stand up. I look up at them trying to see Faith... But she was gone.

"Take the little bitch to the secret location... I will meet you guys there." Within seconds it is just me and Marcus. He walks slowly towards the door and locks it. Then he turns and leans in the door staring at me. I am too weak even to show this monster how much I hate him.

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"You choose your own destiny, Zoey, the moment you chose that monster."

"Is not any business to you... Who I choose-"

"No? You forget you lead me on." I stood up weakly. Marcus walks towards me and sticks a needle into my neck. I stare at his eye wide. Within seconds I am on the floor unable to move my body. I can't talk either. The only thing I can do is Blink. 

Marcus starts to take off his Clothes while looking at me making sure I know what his intention is loud and clear. I try to speak, but I can make my mouth move the only thing I can do is fucking blink at him.

"I can guess your question." He smiles looking down at me completely naked. He kneels in front of me getting a knife out of his jeans pocket and starts to cut the hospital gown, then my panties.  "Why are you doing this?" He laughs and puts a knee on each side of my body his member is hard and erected.

"I have been fantasizing about this day since I first saw you hunt." He laughs and puts on a girly voice. This guy is out of his mind...

"Then why didn't you sleep with me when I threw my self at you like the slut I am."

"Well, baby girl because it was forbidden... I could only go out with you when you join us... But you kept saying no." He slaps me across the face and I can't feel it. "I'm glad to see you were right... Your little thing is human... Most of it anyways. You must be wondering if I am going to kill you after..."

"I will not. I want you alive. Thinking about your daughter every day of your life, knowing that I will raise her to hate vampires just like you. Knowing that no matter where you look, you will never find her until I want you to. And I don't want you to find her until it's time for her to fight you and kill you for killing her parents. I start to blink fast wishing I could speak.

"I will raise her in poverty and dirt while you live in a mansion, that way if she ever finds out that you're in fact her mother... She will still hate you. I want you to know that I will fuck your daughter the way I am going to do to you in a few seconds." I try to fight the numbness.  Marcus put a hand in my cheek and nothing happens even though I know I should feel vile raise to my throat. 

"What was her name? Faith? How ironic." He laughs. "I know you won't fight your own daughter and when she kills you and that bloodsucker... she won't be a virgin by then so I will sell her to the higher bitter." Deep down I should feel sick and disgusted and wish I could throw up but no vile ever come up. I will kill this bastard before he does these atrocities to my daughter.

"Now up to the good part...."

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Marcus leans down and puts one of my boobs in his disgusting mouth and sucks. I can't even shudder with disgust.  I Close my eyes tight. Marcus' hands roam my body.

"You know why I let you blink?" He gives me a crooked smile that I find disgusting now. "Because I am giving you the choice of closing your eyes."

He positions himself to get inside of me. "Ready? Close your eyes if you want." I don't want to close my eyes. I know is what this bastard wants.

 He starts to rub my body with his disgusting hands. I close my eyes tight and I hear the bastard chuckle. I know  I just showed him a sign of weakness.

"That's my girl." He slams into me hard and really rough and even though I can't feel it yet... I know he's doing it on purpose to not only destroy my inside but my soul.  He slams into me fast and even rougher holding onto my boobs.

I should keep my eyes open and stares into this asshole eyes while he rapes me... But I can't... I can't look at him will hunt me. So I close my eyes tighter and start to count expecting it to be over fast...

"You know why I never broke the rules to have sex with you?"  I close my eyes tighter hoping I can fight him off. "Because you are the type of girl who takes charge. I don't like that. I like my girls just like you are now. Still and taking it." He slams harder and let out a moan. For a moment I dare to hope he's about to finish...

"You thought you are strong enough to look me in the eyes while I fuck you." He groans. "But look at you now. Scare out of your mind eyes tightly closed. Maybe you won't be strong enough to see the disgust in your vampire lover's eyes and kill your self-"

"Oh, God." He moans moving even faster. "How can a slut like you be this tight. I want-" He moans again hard. Then cums inside off me some of his cums drips out and I close my eyes tighter feeling dirty and sick about my self.

"FUCK... I'm sorry baby. I wanted to last hours... Guess I been wanting you so long-"

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Marcus gets up and I keep my eyes close. "We need to do this again baby girl." That was a treat. I keep my eyes close afraid to open it.

One Hour Later...

"Zoey?" My eyes have been close this hold time hearing him just makes it worse... I don't know how long I been on the floor but no one came to check on me until now... 

Even when the drug left my body... I stayed on the floor. A growl follows, then strong hands carry me from the floor and put me in the bed.

"He. Touch. You?" More tears fall down my cheek as I close my eyes tighter. "I will kill him!" I heard him rummaging around the room. "Where's the baby?"

"Faith." I murmur and the last fight on me left my body as I murmured her name. Nathan turned towards me with a smile.

"You name her?"

I cried, burying my face in a pillow.

"Where's Faith?" He murmurs.

"He. Took. Her."

"WHAT?! He roared. I pressed my face into the pillow harder. I heard the door slammed and I did not turn to check on Nathan. The door gave and broke into pieces... Just like my heart. 

And just like lightning hitting a path and bringing darkness everything around me becomes dark and like the coward I am. I welcome the darkness.

My soul went away with Marcus, and It will not come back until SHE does.

The End for now.

@LaNenaBoricua201 What do you think about the song choice for this chapter?