A/N: I am in love with the movie Ultraviolet. This scene always makes me cry no matter how many times I watch it. Zoey was always looking forward to dying and seeing her parents in heaven. All she wanted to do is find the asshole. *Cough* John. She just wants to Kill him, then be killed but that changed a little bit since she met Marcus and this scene in the movie explain the quote Marcus told Zoey :) I love the gif I put it would look a little similar to a scene in this chapter minor the rain :)

A fell dull pain all over my body and that prevented me from continuing to sleep. I sat down slowly wincing in pain as I did.  Wasn't I turning into a fucking vampire?  Shouldn't one of the perks of being a vampire is not able to feel pain?

I looked around trying to get a sense of my surroundings. This bedroom looked like a guy's bedroom. There was no window but this bedroom had three doors. I stood up slowly and open the first door, it was a walked in closet with a lot of guys clothes... I walked to the second door and open it. A huge bathroom greeted me, it was nothing compared to my little bathroom it had a really huge bathtub, and an even bigger shower, which was covered in glass. I was used to curtains... I looked around the bedroom in awe.

The bedroom walls were painted white... Next to the bed was a nightstand with a lamp on top of it. There was a big drawer dresser on top of it there was a plant and a lot of books... I was tempted to look at what kind of books was there but I was curious about the third door...

 I stared at the door in front of me. That must be the exit...

((Nathan's bedroom. Sort of, just picture it all in white :)))

I looked down at myself. I was naked and covered in bruises if I had to compare the bruises they looked like hickeys and my body felt like I spend all night long having rough sex... I had rough sex before and it hurt a lot less like this... Besides one thing I knew about Nathan was that I disgusted the creature... He would not rape me while I was unconscious, and if memory serves he told me he only planned to have sex with me once.

Gross. What the hell did he do to my thought?    I stared at the door as I bit my lower lip. I was not the type of girl to be embarrassed by her birthday suit... but do I really want to escape this hell hole naked?

That decision was taken away from me when the door suddenly swung open. I ran to the bed and put a sheet on top of my body to hide my nakedness... So much for not being afraid of my naked body...

Nathan rolled his eyes at me uninterested. "Please." He walked in with a tray full of food and close the door with only his feet. I stared at Nathan towards the door. It wasn't locked.

 "I have seen you naked so many times that I know every freckled  in your body." I glared at him truly finding him annoying today.

"That doesn't mean you get a preview everytime you please." I snap at him and his stared at me with an amused smile. "What the fuck did you do to me last night? I am covered in fucking bruises!" He laughed at my accusation and sat on the bed with the tray of food at his laps. I scooted away from him.

He wasn't bothered by my attitude. I kept the sheet closer to my body so I wouldn't stay naked in front of this asshole. 

I looked at Nathan getting a sense of his appearance. His hair was messy but not like the style, it was naturally messy falling onto his face. His tank top was wrinkled, so was his jeans and he was not wearing shoes. He looked like he went to sleep with the clothes on his back and woke up going straight to this bedroom. I hated that he looked hot like this. He looked like a fucking god.

"I needed to double check your body for devices?" He made the sound like a fucking question even though that exactly what he did.

"Inside of my fucking body? Is that even possible?" He smirks and stared at me trying to see if I was faking it.

"Why do you think the Slayers are winning this war? Is not because they are stronger. Is because they have the technology. We might be immortal... But they succeeded where we fail." I smiled proud of my people. "You were the only perfect weapon against them... And I acted stupidly." My smiled widened.

"I'm glad you can recognize how stupid you are. I'm just a little girl. Why would you make me look and sound like something I'm not." He put the tray to the side and turned his whole body towards me with a sadistic smile.

"You're not completely human Zoey, you're not completely a Slayer, and your definitely not completely a vampire. You are all three of them in one. Don't act so naive with me. I won't buy it."

"You sound like you are scared of me," I said really amused. He rolled his eyes.

"Of course I am scared of you..." He did not clarify why he would ever be scared of me and I wasn't interested in finding out. He did, however, continue talking if I had to guess was to hear himself talk.

"You only have one month left to live... Is there something you want to eat before I kill you?"   One month? He's killing me in a month.  This was Nathan's little speech ever since he showed himself to me and I always laughed in his face. I was never scared of dying... In fact, death was something I was looking forward to...

But all of the sudden death was coming way to fast for my liking... The crooked smile I had on my face slowly started to fade... If it weren't for Marcus I would have asked Nathan why not kill me now... Why wait?

I became a Slayer for revenge mostly... But also because it was dangerous. No Slayer ever grew old and I knew for a fact I wasn't going to be the exception... I just wanted to kill whoever killed my parents which happened to be John... I was still embracing death... but unlike before it was too fast... Now for the first time in my short life... I was worried about Marcus...

I winced and gulped down the guilt that started to eat at me. The last time I came to Marcus for sex... Not only he refused yet again but he went further into explaining to me that he did not want to have a relationship with me until Nathan and John were dead.

I found it so childish and unfair, I wasn't asking for a relationship or any strings attached. I just wanted sex.  But he claimed he might read more into it than me and find each and every moment beautiful. I decided to use that to my advantage and asked him then why not start now. I was still killing the vampires in this mansion... His response?

"Because these moments, as beautiful as they are, they are evil when they are gone..."  

I burst out laughing at him and told him that is when alcohol become useful. He did not budge and showed me the movie Ultraviolet. I glared at him, the quote wasn't even his. It was from a freaking movie. 

Turns out I love the movie, Violet was so much like me. Ready for death and running away from love like it was the plague... Let's be honest. Love was nothing more than headaches...

I didn't really understand Violet and Marcus word. How can beautiful moments become evil? Well thanks to the asshole in front of me... I understood now what Marcus meant by beautiful moments becoming evil. If Marcus and I became involved then Nathan killed me the beautiful moments "for him" would turn into something too painful to bear.

Grief like I never felt before invaded my body. If I died now, would Marcus get killed by the few memories we had? I even started feeling guilty for my last words to him. He did not deserve them...  He's been so good to me. I closed my eyes. OH God Marcus move on... I got on my knees and hid my face in my hands.

"Zoey," Nathan whispered. I looked up at him. I don't know what he saw but he flinches at my look. "Did... Did I actually scare you?" 

I pursed my lips at him. There's no way in hell I will mention Marcus to him... He actually looked guilty.   Fucking faker! 

"I have told you many times I plan to kill you. You always laugh in my face." I stared at him blankly. "What's wrong?" He murmured and the more worried he sounded the angrier I got.

"Fuck off..." But my fucking voice broke. Fuck... I need a phone, I need a phone to send Marcus a message. If there is an afterlife after death I would come back as something awful or just stay in hell for the way I treated Marcus. I could say goodbye to ever seeing my parents for good...

"Zoey?" His voice was stern and that did it.  I lifted my leg and kicked him in the chin throwing him off the bed spilling all the food he brought all over the bed. I gave him a murderous glared. He stayed on the floor and looked up at me with a frown.

I stormed towards the bathroom. "Leave me the fuck alone!"  He was up and blocking the entrance to the bathroom. He went to grab me and I slapped the hand that tried to grab me. He hissed in pain. I went to punch him in the fucking face but he just leaned back avoiding the fucking hit. 

Nathan grabbed me by the shoulders pulling me closer to him. "Let me go!" I yell at him and tried to snatch my hands back but it was useless. I kept trashing against his hold but the asshole did not budge. Nathan just held me in place without any effort.

"Calm down Zoey." He said in a soothing tone as if that alone should, in fact, calm me down. Did he forget I had his memories?   His thought's of me. I hate Zoey. God, I hate Zoey, I can't wait until this is done and she's dead.

"Get your hands off me!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, punching him in the chest with the little movement I had left. I trashed, kicked, punched, but this asshole did not budge...

"Nathan!" He let go of me fast and turned towards John. I stood there in front John and Nathan naked. John at least had the decency to focus on Nathan. He was wearing blue jeans that made him look sophisticated. He was wearing a tight tank top that clung to his chest showing how muscles he was. He had the same brown leather jacket he wore when I first met him. His hair was nice and style just like the first time I saw him. I stared at him and I could see why my mom gave in to a date with him. He was sort of handsome. 

"Why is my daughter still naked? And WHY were you holding her against her will the way you were?" I smirk staring at Nathan's back which stiffened at John's questions.

I'm pretty sure Nathan was going to start with a lame excuse but first things first. "I am not your daughter!" I snap at the vampire.

He stops glaring at Nathan and stares deliberately at my eyes. I had a feeling he was avoiding my body. "Nathan said he spoke to you, that you knew everything?" I crossed my arms over my chest annoyed.

"You are not my father," I repeated. "Father is not the one who conceived. But the one that raises the child... And you killed him!"

"I would have raised you!"He said desperately. "They hid you from me!"

"Yeah because your idea of raising a kid was to train me to be a killing machine. You RAPED my mother." He winced and gave Nathan a murderous glare thinking Nathan told me the whole truth. Nathan stiffened still staring at John. "What? You thought she would notice she was pregnant with your child and say. Oh. I'm in love with my fucking rapist?" He looked down for a moment not knowing what to say and I saw it. Regret. He raped my mother thinking it was the only way he had. It has been eating at him. I wasn't going to make it easy for this asshole. I will never forgive him for that.

"I... Can't justified my crime... It would not be fair." He turned to the door. "Aurora!" I stiffened.

"Why are you calling THAT-" I scream in pain and held my stomach. Nathan wasn't joking. John turned towards me with concern. I took a deep breath and stood up straight. Aurora stood at the door interrupting John questioning look.

"Yes, Sire?"

"Bring Zoey some of your clothes. Then I need you to go to the store to buy some clothes for her." The Aurora women smile but I saw it in her face. The hate she felt for me...

"NO!" All three vampires turned to stare at me. "I rather walk naked around this house that takes something from the beautiful women."  Nathan smirk at my compliment. John frown at my attitude.

"Fine, get her-"

"NO!" They all turned towards me again. "I don't want anything that Angel's touches." John sighs exasperatedly.

"Fine Aurora you're dismissed." Aurora winks at me and managed to hide it from John. So this asshole told her everything. I would stake that bitch before I die. I vow to it. 

They all left me alone. I storm towards the bathroom and locked the door. I filled in the tub with hot water. Once it was full I started getting in. A yelp escapes my lips as the hot water touched my skin but I kept going in. It would soothe the soreness eventually.

I kept sinking in until my whole body was submerged in it. I closed my eyes enjoying the hot water on my body...

I heard a crack sound and turned towards it. Nathan walked in breaking the lock on the door. I glared at him.

"What the hell?!" I snap at him.

"You're skin is burning." I rolled my eyes at him. The word burning was an exaggeration.

"For a moment there, it sounded like you care," I said closing my eyes back up.

"I don't. How many times do I have to tell you I need you alive at least for a month." I kept my eyes closed trying to ignore his presence.

"Get out." I murmured. I expected the bloodsucker to leave because I was in the tub naked and if he's memories served me plus the many times he had told me how much I disgust him, he was bound to obey and leave... There was no movement. I open my eyes softly...

Nathan was staring at me. There was only one way to stop his stare. "See something you like?" He looked at my eyes with a fucking glared. What the fuck did I do wrong now?

"No-" He frowns and it sounded like he was lying this time. He wanted to insult my body but couldn't. "Your body..." He said in awe.

I groaned at him. "Is your own fucking fault I'm cover with bruises!"

"No. Look at it. They are almost gone... Your body is perfect." I groaned. So we were back to this crap!   "Zoey... You are beautiful."        Don't fall for it. Don't fall for it. Don't fall for it! "Even Aurora has her flaws... Which I-"

"Love?" I said sarcastically at the word love. This bloodsucker did not know what that word meant.

"How are you this perfect?" He demanded. I shrugged.

"I guess my parents' genetics." Nathan kept staring at me with what I was guessing was fake awed. He started walking towards the tub with determination. I stood up fast splashing water all over the floor and I didn't care, he makes one move I don't like and I will kick him in the balls. I put a hand in front of me in a fist.

 "Get out!" He looked me from head to bottom then stormed out. I slid back into the water remembering to breathe again.

Eventually, I got out of the bathroom with a towel around my body to find Nathan sitting on the bed casually reading one of his books. The bed had new clean sheets not traced off food on it. 

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I snap at him.

"Reading." He said in a condescending tone.

"Didn't I tell you to get out?"

"This is MY room." He put the book down and sat on the bed turning to look at me with a smile. Then he stood up, walked to the closet and grab a bag and walked towards me giving it to me. I open the bag and smelled... 

It smelled human... I threw it to the floor letting the towel fall off my body towards the floor, I grab a black thong and slide it up. Then grab white shorts and put them on, I choose a tank top and put on without a bra.

Nathan watched the whole time quietly. "Are you hungry." He whispered. Again with the fucking nice tone...

"No." He chuckles at my attitude. "Am I even allowed to wander around?" He smirks and stared at me enjoying whatever expression was on my face.

"My door was never locked." I walked slowly towards the door. Fulling expecting the asshole to stop me.

"So... If I walk away now?" I said putting a hand on the knob and testing it. He smirks, picks up the book and lay back down on the bed ignoring me completely.

"I would say. See you when you're back." He said staring at the book intently.

"What if I don't?" I said with a challenge but I did not wait for a stupid reply for him. I walked out all the way to the backyard. I smiled when the sun hit my flesh, it burned but it was bearable. I could handle this.

Don't worry Marcus. I will escape this hell hole. I am not killing these assholes yet. I am escaping this hell hole so we have our little romance. I will not leave this earth yet... I promise I'll come back to you...

A/N: Sorry for the long chapter O.o Zoey likes like's Marcus enough to want to live now? O.o What do you guys think? What's up with Nathan all of the sudden caring?