Dean's POV

I paced up and down the halls. I hoping everything is okay. There was a knock on the door. I opened it to see Sam.

"Howdy!" He said while lifting a bottle to his face. "May i come in?" Sam asked.

"C'mon. Where's Cas? I need to talk to him."

"He said he was nervous and he's out in the truckkkk." I could tell, Sam was gently stoned.

"You mean baby? Sam go sit down. Don't disrespect my car like that," i said scowling.

Sam stumbled over and fell asleep on his bed. I walked out to Baby and saw Cas in the passenger seat. I walked around the car and sat in the front seat beside him.

"Hello Dean," Cas whispered.

At a loss of words i just blurted out anything i could.

"What? Why? Cas. Why did you leave? You scared me. I care about you so much! I didn't know what happened to you."

By then i was rambling.

Cas opened his mouth to answer. "I'm sorry Dean-"

I cut him off.

"I don't care, I'm happy you are back. I was lost to be honest Cas. I know that sounds fluffy, but i missed you. I needed you. You're family. We all need you...I love you- "

Castiel's POV

I cut off Dean's little speach by putting my lips to his. Once i tried to pull away he wrapped his arms around my neck.

He let me go to breathe.

"You son of a b**ch," he said smiling widely.

"I need you too. I love you as well," i answered him honestly.

The blood was rushing to his face making his cheecks pink.

"Dean? Are- are you blushing."

"Damnit," he mumbled and turned away. "Psshht... no...."

"It's okay Dean. After all, you have a right! Look at me!" I said jokingly. Dean chuckled a bit.

"Look at me. Do you see how happy you make me Cas? Why would you ever leave. Even if i never showed you so much affection and i tried to hide my feeling for you... ah. I know im a dick-"

Dean was rambling once more. I reached for his hand, and put it in mine. Tightly. I kissed his soft and warm lips once more. This time, he fully played. It didn't make sence. To an angel anyway. I played along. My lips followed his, and he laughed when I didn't know what to do. He finally felt like he was all mine.

Dean's POV

Cas suprised kissed me to cut off my rant. This time, i slipped some tongue.

He played along and he was so lost. It was so cute. I let him breathe since he had stopped. I pushed him away laughing.

"What...what's funny?"

"You! You're so cute. Damnit."

Cas was blushing.

"Awe. My little baby in a trenchcoat!"

"I'm your baby in a trenchcoat, and i love that tittle."

"Cas why did you leave?"

Castiel's POV

I paused and didn't answer his question. I didn't know what to say about it. I left for two reasons, both of witch made me look week, i guess. I could tell Dean was being serious. He looked like he hasn't slept in the two monthes i was gone. He looked somewhat intoxicated as well.

"Cas, answer me! Why did you leave?"

"Don't think anything else of me, please. It was dumb and selfish."

"I love you Cas! Okay? It just scared me. When you didn't answer my prayers i was terrified. I knew something was up. I went looking, and even had to get Sam into the mix. I was a wreck! Cas just tell me why."

"I-i really liked you," i admitted. "I thought you would never love me back, since you're Dean Winchester! The bada$$. The sex machine. The player. The hot guy that gets all the attention at the strip clubs."

"First of all, thanks for the complements. Second, you had no idea i liked you! Mabye those strip clubs were my gay coverups! And i never found anyone as experienced as me... well that one porn star-"

"Alright alright. Dean i get it. It was a stupid mistake." I cut him off. "I thought I'd never have a chance with you! The only person i ever cared about. That gave me a motive to do what i did next. I let Jimmy go. And try and live his life. I wasn't allowed back in heaven, so i wandered vessel-less. That was a bad idea... but I'm okay now. Happier than ever sitting in the car with you."

"Cas, you did what you thought was right. You should have said something. Did you alteast do anything good as a ghost?"

Dean's POV

"I scared some cats!" Cas said smiling widely like an idiot.

"Anything exciting?" I asked.

"Besides the cats...? No."

I only asked that question in preperation for this one...

"Hey Cas, are- are you a virgin?"

"Yes Dean... i am a virgin. The pizza man taught me some things, I've just never had occasion!"

I started laughing. "Never had occasion? Were you waiting for that special snowflake? Even when i took you to that strip club, you didn't get none?"

"I was waiting for someone special Dean." He said sternly, looking into my eyes.

"Can we please do something other than eye sex please?"

Cas nodded, and looked out the window. I guess he didn't get my hint.
Cas was so awkward it was cute! Damnit, now you've seen the soft side of me. This aint allowed.
We couldn't go inside either, it would get awkward with Sam.
I decided to turn the heater on in baby, since it was awkward and i had an idea.

Castiel's POV

The special someone was Dean. And i wanted it to happen one way or another. The car was getting hotter and hotter and we were just sitting there.
"It's very hot in here," i said blunty, before turning to face Dean. Who was taking his shirt off.

"Dean?"

"Shhh!" He whispered putting a finger to my lips. "I hope i was that special person Cas." Dean said and winked. I could feel the blood rush to my face, and my stomach drop since i was so nervous.

"Ill go easy on you i promise Cas..."

"Alright Dean... teach me the ways. I'm sorry. I have no idea what I'm doing," i admitted to him.

"It's okay lil Cassie. Do you need help? I can tell you are nervous," he rested his hand on my thigh.

Dean begain to take off my trenchcoat, before i paused for a second. "Dean? We are in the car."

He quickly responded, "damn, you didn't know car sex was a thing? Certainly not in the front seat though."

He got out of the car, and opened my door to let me out. Then he opened the back seat door and climbed in after me.

"This is certainly, different." I said confused.

"Calm down Cas, I'm gonna help you! Unless you don't want to."

"No i do! I do! Bad!" I said panicked.

"Then follow me," Dean said smirking.

Dean began undressing me once more, untill i was down to my boxers. He was too.
Already sweaty from the heat, and i guess our heavy breathing, made it hotter. He slowly slipped on, just my tie.

"Have no fear, teacher Dean is here."

"THEN TEACH ME SENPAI!" i practically yelled at him.

He smirked again, before violently running his fingers down my back. He quickly moved to kissing my neck and making me giggle with excitement.

"Why are you giggling Cassie?"

"It tickles," i admitted.

Dean smiled, and kissed my lips. He laughed into the kiss. That made me smile as well.
He pulled me closer to him, and its like our bodys fit with one another. I don't know how to explain it. He ruffled my hair and pushed me back on the seat.

Dean's POV

"Dean, give it to me. I'm ready!" Cas said in a sexy low voice.

"Are you sure Cas? Once i start there's no going back."

"I'm ready Dean!"

I pressed my body to his and we were practically laying down on the seat, when i pulled him on top of me. Slowly removing his boxers not breaking the kiss. He blushed and played along, slipping mine off as well.
There was an imetiate connection. When the rest of our body's skin touched.

"Dean!" Cas moaned as i found his sweet spot.

"You like that baby?" I asked him, but he didn't answer. Just moaned a bit more.
Once i pulled off, Cas wrapped his hands around my neck, and flipped me over this time. To everyone who though i was dominant.

"Whoa cowboy," i said suprised.

"This is for you babe," Cas mumbled before he went in.

"CAS!" I groaned out suprised...

The night continued like that, untill he fell asleep in my arms, still naked. And i dressed him, and myself. And layed him down on me, and cuddled him untill i fell asleep.

Castiel's POV

"Good morning Dean," i said realizing i was dressesd again.

"How are you Cas? I didn't realize how dominant you can be. Like damn!" Dean said smirking at me.

"I learned that from the pizza man," i said smiling back.

"Awe my baby faced Cas... little Castiel... i thought you would be gentle. Considering you're..."

"I'm what Dean?" I asked looking confused.

"You're...were a little virgin angel. And now my a$$ hurts... because of you, of all people... or angels... I couldn't be more happy to say that!"

I smiled and looked away blushing.

"You're lucky Cas, i usually like my women experienced," Dean said as he chuckled.

"Did you just call me a girl, Dean?" I got no answer.

Dean's POV

A soft hum came from the radio, and almost immediately I recognized it. I reached into the front seat and turned up the song. It was already passed the first verse, but still perfect timing. The soothing voice of Brendon Urie came through the speakers. I started to sing along, and felt the song fit with what just happened.

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better f**k than any boy you'll ever meet. Sweetie you had me.
Girl I was it, look past the sweat. A better love deserving of, exchanging body heat in the passanger seat.
No no no, you know it will always just be me.

A blush fell across the angel's face. I poked his nose after that verse, and practically screamed the next one.

LET'S GET THESE TEEN HEARTS BEATING FASTER, FASTER.

As soon as I finished singing, and the song was still playing, I kissed my Cas. My Cas.

Castiel's POV

He put his rough and gentle hands on my chin and turned my face towards his. He softly kissed my lips, sweet and innocently. His green eyes sparkled in the morning sun.

"I love you Dean," i said trying not to sound nervous.

A smile spread across his face, witch was inches from mine.

"I love you too, I'll never leave you. So please don't leave me. Thank you Cas... I've finally found a life that i want."

This was a difderent side of Dean that I've never seen before. But i love it.

"Dean, i won't leave you," i said and rested my hand on his shoulder. I kissed his soft lips, and i loved they way they felt on mine. It was hard to pull away.

"What are we going to do?" I asked him. "What happens if Sam... or my brothers find out?" I almost was in tears. I finally got the guy of my dreams, and we would get pulled apart by our families.
"What will they think Dean?"

"Cas that doesn't matter as long as i have you. Okay?" He put his hand on my knee reassuringly. "When you say 'i love you,' you know i will always love you too. I will NEVER forget the day that green eyes met blue."

He was staring into my eyes, piercing my heart. Making me melt.

"Awe... Dean..."

"It's true Cas," he spoke softly. "Sorry for stabbing you, but the way you looked at me... i was scared. I didn't want to accept that i thought this angel guy was... DAMN SEXY!"

The last two words he could barely get out without laughing.

"You're the sexy one," i said biting my lip.

"Well You're my Angel."

Before i could answer, i looked up to see Dean's eyes filled with fear as he looked out the window.

Dean's POV

Just as Cas was about to answer, i saw Sammy walking down the hotel sidewalk. He was trying to look in the door.

"Whats wrong Dean?" Cas tilted his head in confusion.

I looked down at him and bit my lip before smiling. "Nothing Baby... you are just too cute."

Just as Sam knocked on the window, Cas reached back to put the window down. The car had almost run out of gas since we had the heat on all night.

"What the hell? Why are you guys in the back seat?" Sam asked. I tensed up, and i guess Cas could tell, because he put his hand in mine. "...holding hands?"

"Dean was teaching me human things," Cas said nodding to Sam.

Sam opened the door and motioned for us to get out. Once we were standing i spoke again.

"Sam, you got drunk... wasted last night. So i came out here with Cas to keep him compa-"

"We had Sex," Cas said bluntly cutting me off and walking back to the hotel.

I shrugged and looked at Sammy.

Sam laughed and shook his head.

"You crazy love birds."

I was silent. Cas had already walked inside, and i was pissed.

"I THOUGHT WE WERE GONNA KEEP LAST NIGHT LOW KEY!" i shouted, and Sam laughed again.

"Dean, i was drunk but not that drunk when i looked out the window at midnight. I didn't even have to look. I could hear you."

I blushed and grew embarrassed.

"Cas," Sam moaned mocking me.

My face was pink, i was embarasses and pissed off.

"Shut up," i mumbled.

"DEASTIEL!" Sam shouted like a fangirl.

"It's Destiel," i corrected him. I crossed my arms and walked back to the hotel after Cas.