I know he can hear my prayer but there isn't that much of a chance that he will answer. But I try anyway. I'm alone in the motel room, Sam went out on a beer run, said he would be back in a couple of hours. He clearly wanted to give me some time alone. I sigh. I don't think this was how he wanted me to find out. I don't think he wanted me to find out at all.

"Cas. Do you have your ears on? Come back. ...I lo-..." I fall silent. That I would want to say to his face.

"I need to talk to you... And I think you need to talk too." I can only hope he'll show. He left as soon as he realised I had heard what Sam said.

"Please come." I close my eyes, hoping. I smile as I hear the usual flutter of his wings. I turn to him and everything I had thought out to say dissapears from my brain withing seconds.

"Dean..." Cas said, not looking me in my eyes. My smile fades when he looks everywhere but at me. I curse Sam under my breath. Why did he have to say that Cas loved me while I could hear it? It's all his fault. But I'm also glad he did. I now know that he feels the same towards me as I do towards him. He tries to turn away so I grab his trenchcoat collar.

"Cas I..." And then I realise that words will never be enough. I put my other hand on his waist and as I thought that makes him finally look at me. Green eyes meets blue before I, as careful as ever, closes my eyes and presses my lips against his. First, for a couple of seconds, Cas freezes to the spot before he kisses back. The kiss, which started out as just my lips brushing against his, has deepened greatly in just this short moment. I unwillingly takes a little step back to end the kiss. Humans need to breathe. Sadly. I take a shaky breath and opens my eyes. It feels like my feelings are playing exploding fireworks in my whole body.

"I have wanted to do that for a long time." I say. I'm still standing with one hand on his waist and one hand on his shirt collar. First now I notice that he has one of his hands above where my back starts. His fingers feels warm against my skin and his touch sends small chills down my spine.

"Me too." He leans in at the same time as I do. I lick Cas' bottom lip and he gives my tounge entrance. My hand that held his trench coat sneaks in under it and under his shirt and I let it rest at the end of his back. I press him closer to me. A kiss has never made me feel this way, or made me feel something this strongly before. He can probably feel my hard-on against him. I can certainly feel his. I never thought that acidentally hear Sam talking about Cas' feelings for me would develop into something so amazing. His hands roams over my body, finds their way in under my shirt. I know this will be a night that I'll never forget.

I really liked this. It feels like this one's pretty good. And even I am sorry that I can't bring myself to write smut😅 this is pretty much as far as I'll go. It was actually pretty hard not to cross the line😂I think I crossed the line with a small step or something. but I have a person I know in real life that could read this and....even this is actually to much.

Lol, I wrote this AGES ago (ok, over one month ago but still) 😂😅 I actually have like 7 oneshots done.

Written: 23/7-16
Published: 8/9-16
Words: 666😏😏