24. You've Got That One Thing That Makes You Beautiful
Dean was in hell. He'd recently broken up with his boyfriend, Cas. Although, technically, he was dumped. He didn't know what he did wrong. That damn fight.
And Cas was already seeing someone. Some guy named Balthazar Roche. Fancy ass name. Sounds French or something.
Dean wanted nothing more than to make up with Cas. He loved him more than anything. And he had a possible way of apologizing. Cas's favorite band. And his favorite song from that band.
Since he never knew the words, he had to google them, and commit them to memory. He practiced it on the guitar, day and night. He needed a second opinion, so he played it for Sam, who said it was "pretty much perfect".
He took his guitar and stood outside Cas's house. He saw Cas in the window, sitting at the couch with who he assumed was Balthazar. He was almost ready to back out. This terrified him. But he swallowed his fear and started playing.
"So your friend's been telling me
You've been sleeping with my sweater
And that you can't stop missing me
Bet my friend's been telling you
I'm not doing much better
'Cause I'm missing half of me
And being here without you is like I'm waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best,
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you
Forget all we said that night
No, it doesn't even matter
'Cause we both got split in two
If you could spare an hour or so,
We'll go for lunch down by the river
We can really talk it through
And being here without you is like I'm waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best,
With half an arrow in my chest
'Cause I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you
Half a heart without you,
I'm half a heart without you
Though I try to get you out of my head
The truth is I got lost without you
And since then I've been waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you
Without you, without you, half a heart without you
Without you, without you, I'm half a heart without you."
He looked back at the window. Cas was standing there watching him. There were tears running down his face.
What is he doing? Castiel thought.
"Go to him." Balthazar said from the couch.
Cas turned to face him. "What?"
"You heard me. Cassie, you've been crying in your sleep. You keep calling out Dean's name. You know you still love him. Go."
"What about us?"
"It's alright. I'll be fine. I'm a big boy, I can handle a breakup. Especially if it means you're with your one true love."
"This isn't a fairy tale, Balthie. There is no such thing as true love."
"Then how is it standing outside your door right now? And why are you still standing here? Go on now!"
Cas smiled. "Thank you, Balthie."
And he ran out the door into Dean's arms. They held each other in a warm embrace.
"I'm so sorry, Dean. I shouldn't have yelled like that. I'm sorry." He started to cry into his shoulder.
"Shh, it's okay. You shouldn't have to apologize. I love you, baby."
"I love you, too, Deanie."
Dean took Cas to his house and carried him to his bedroom bridal style.
"I didn't know you knew the words to that song." Cas smiled.
"I memorized them for you, baby. Cause you've got that one thing that makes you beautiful. It's gotta be you cause you stole my heart. Let me kiss you, cause you're still the one."
Cas smiled and let him kiss him. "You make me wanna stay up all night." Cas whispered in Dean's ear.
"Don't forget where you belong." Dean whispered back.
"And where is that?"
"In my arms. Forever and ever. Cause I've found a way through the dark."
"These better not be little white lies."
"I wish you would believe me. I want you to believe me."
"I want, I want, I want. But that's crazy."
"I want, I want, I want. But that's not me."
"I want, I want, I want, to be loved by you."
"I would. I do. And I always will. Because everything about you is better than words."
"We're done now, right?"
"You mean, are we done right now?" Cas laughed.
"You're too sweet for your own good." Dean smiled and kissed his forehead.
"I figured it out,
I figured it out from black and white
Seconds and hours,
Maybe they had to take some time
I know how it goes,
I know how it goes from wrong and right
Silence and sound
Did they ever hold each other tight
Like us?
Did they ever fight
Like us?
You and I
We don't wanna be like them
We can make it 'til the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the gods above
Can separate the two of us
No, nothing can come between
You and I
Oh, you and I
I figured it out,
Saw the mistakes of up and down
Meet in the middle,
There's always room for common ground
I see what it's like,
I see what it's like for day and night
Never together
'Cause they see things in a different light
Like us
But they never tried
Like us
You and I
We don't wanna be like them
We can make it 'til the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the gods above
Can separate the two of us
'Cause you and I...
We don't wanna be like them,
We can make it 'til the end,
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the gods above
Can separate the two of us
No, nothing can come between
You and I
You and I
Oh, you and I
Oh, you and I
We can make it if we try,
You and I
Oh, you and I."
Dean had to be honest with himself. He was a Directioner. A Harry Styler. Etcetera.
He looked down at Cas, who had fallen asleep. He looked so beautiful when he slept. He fell asleep with him, his dreams like midnight memories.
(A/N: Show of hands, who wants smut? If so, say "I".)
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