d e l o r a

"It's not true... it's not true..." I mumbled brokenly, as my hands were on my head and pacing around in the girl's lavatory.

My knuckles were bloody and bruised as there were pieces of broken mirror on the floor. My mind was all over the place as the dark truth had just been revealed to me about my parents.

My parents, my sweet parents.

Tears streamed down my face as I heard Remus' soft voice, "DeLora..."

I choked out, "I-I can't... I can't-"

The lump in my throat made it difficult to express myself verbally but I let out a loud sob, falling to the ground due to the pain and heartbreak.

My vision blurred from the tears as I sobbed and screamed due to the pain in my heart. That combined along with hyperventilating so much, I knew I was a mess but at the moment, I didn't care.

I've already been destroyed because of it but knowing the facts, made me relieve my trauma ten times more.

My face was buried in the floor as I cried out, "Why... why t-them?"

I felt myself being lifted up from the floor a bit and my body rested up against someone's chest. My face buried in his neck, soaking his skin with my tears.

I knew it was one of the boys who were with me in the lavatory and they were all watching me breakdown and my sobs echoed.

I felt a hand go to my head and gently stroke my hair as they held me while I continued to sob uncontrollably.

"Just let it out, darling... I'm so sorry, DeLora."

It was him, soothing and comforting me. He held me tightly as my body shook uncontrollably from my cries.

This was too much pain and I didn't think I would cry this much again but here I am once again, crying over them. Reliving this but now knowing the facts, I didn't understand life anymore and the point of it.

"I-I can't take it... p-please, I want to be with them. Kill me, please!" I begged to whoever was listening. I wanted someone to take me away from the pain, I wanted to be with them again.

I mean it, it was too much.

None of the boys said anything and I continued letting it all out as he grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers, letting me know he wasn't leaving me or letting me go.

He just held me and listened to me cry, the others just stayed and listened.

None of them left me.

I just cried... and cried... and cried.

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Remember this is my version and interpretation of the marauders/hp universe, meaning I won't follow accurately of how each boy acts but I will try to still make it accurate in general.

Chapter 1 coming soon.

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