Filthy blood

Orphan

Burden

Waste of space

Charity case

Ungrateful brat

Dirty blood

No....no.no no......I'm not....Sttopppp...stttoooppp....stop.......
Arghhh.....

I close my ears to block the noises that accuse me all the time.....but to no avail..... nothing stops the noises.....it keeps ringing and reminding me of who I really am....

No matter how much I Try it seems as if I m falling into an Abyss of darkness and there's no coming back..... nobody to help me..... Nobody to depend on.... Nobody to look after

Huh!? The only person I depended on and loved with all my heart decided to leave me without a word ........all alone in this world full of people who are interested only in themselves..... interested only in oppressing the weaker one.....a pathetic weakling like me.....

I wish I could take my life.....but no...no luck there too....everytime I get saved.....Such a great god na??

"Jeene bhi na de...marne bhi na de"

Oh I wonder what wrong have I asked anyone....just one thing....Just show some kind of affection....a little concern...arre fake hi sahi....dikha toh deejiye......taras gayi hoon.....

Taras k kya hoga....I should better accept the fact that I don't deserve love at all.....or do I deserve??