Chapter 4: Glimpse of past

''Congratulations for your wedding..i must say she is hot in bed..'' Car brake been roughly slammed in the middle of street.

Rishab took sharp breathe as his disgusting words were still ringing in his ears. It was pricking him brutally like anything. The thought of been someone else touching her was extremely unbearable to handle.

His fist clenched aggressively. He turned to other side and pass a disgusting glance at her. She was looking at other side, lost in her own world. Never in any wildest dream she thought life took a drastic turn and play such nasty game with her. Her entire world shaken after meeting Arnav Singh Raizada. How easy it was for him to play with her body and make fun of her next day. She felt like various thorn pricking her body after been used by him. He claimed her drastically leaving her a lifeless soul once again.

Million of emotions running in her mind. Since that fateful night there hadn't been a day she hadn't think about him. She died million death every-time she thought about him and after what he had done last night, she hated him even more. How can a person been so cruel! Her eyes streaming up. Her own body doesn't belong to her anymore. It was marked by that cruel monster. The thought itself so painful to bare. It was good she didn't remember any of those monstrous act about last night. But now nothing left for her. She wanted to kill herself.

''Thinking about him?'' He broke the long silence between them. While she was numbly staring outside the window.

''I am talking to you!'' He yelled turning toward her. But she didn't care to reply him. When suddenly she been yanked and her arms been pulled from behind.

''What magic you created on him, he was only praising about you and your breath- taking body..'' Her grip tightened on her dupatta hearing that. She let out a gasp. Right now, she is no mood to entertain anyone. She need to rush at the premise as soon as possible as she didn't want kaira stuck in any problem because of her. Without uttering anything, she pushed his hand and turn to unlock the door.

''How many times did he fu** you last night...?'' She fumed. His shameful words broke her remaining sanity and she shifted to glare back at him dangerously. She still didn't believe what she just heard. Isn't it was him who sold her body to him?

''In bed, washroom or in floor! How many places he did take you in..'' She close her eyes to cage her soul from bursting out.

''Did you also enjoyed feeling him..'' Her grip tightened in a tight punch. Her hand were arching to gave a hard kick on his face for talking bulshit..

''Answer me!!!!!!!'' She was only staring him.

''What you want to hear?'' Her tone was low but deep.

''How could you allow that man to claim you when that authority only belong to me- YOUR HUSBAND..'' He said gripping her hand, pinning her against the glass door. His blood was boiling by her silence.

''You are not my husband..You are a coward scumbag..'' She hissed with greeted teeth and push him furiously with a hard force making him fell on other side of a seat.

''Everything is over between you and me!'' With that she turn to move out. Once again she found herself been gripping and this time harsher than ever.

''You cannot go without answer me. Where and how many times did he touch you..Answer me'' She move her head away feeling extremely vulnerable.

''You disgust me!'' Her jaw was clenched with agitation. If she wasn't in a hurry she would never seat in his car and gave him a good lesson for abusing her.

''Oh so now you disgust me and started loving him after he..'' He paused to look at her straight face.

''I didn't know you are so desperate to get into his pants otherwise i would have send you to him long time back. Well if you are so curious I will drop you every night to his palace..what say..'' He snarled grabbing her cheeks to look at him forcefully.

''Just shut up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' She was trying to freed herself from his manly hold. His filthy words were hurting her more and more.

''No I won't..''

''I love you and you are only mine to be loved not by him..''

''If you ever loved me you never sold me to that monster..i hate you as much as I hate him..'' She was fidgeting to let's go of his hold.

''Don't touch me..'' She tried to fight back with all the tears now threatening to flow down.

''I am going to be your husband..''

''You have lost all the rights of been my husband..I will never marry you after what you have done to me..'' His nails poked on her shoulder making her already bruised hand turn red. She kicked him pushing him apart.

Furiously, he stepped out of his white car and bring her down.

'''Leave my hand..i am not any prostitute or your toy to play and send to other men for your selfish needs..I'm a human, a normal girl who has lot of ambitions and dreams for a marriage but you crushed it all for your so called benefit and selfishness..'' He was getting anger and her words was turning him out of control. He was getting miserable than ever. The scene of Asr using her in his bed distraught him.

''What are you doing? Let me go.. Everyone was waiting in alter..''

''I don't care!'' He grasped her shoulder and lean closer to her face. She winced as he was giving her more pain to her marks.

''I have every right on you and you have to tell me what he did with you last night..'' He cupped her face and lean near her lips to kiss her. But stop by noticing something miserable than ever. There was a faint teeth marks on her lips.

''Did he kiss you..'' She look at him sternly.

''So he kissed you?'' He growled pulling her more near to him.

''Did you touch you here..'' He took her hair on other side and touch her naked skin. His finger move toward her chest and then brushing southward.

''Did he mark you here..''

''Don't you dare!!!!'' She snapped pushing him apart.

''Who gave you right to touch me..'' Her words was adding fuel to his burns.

''What you want to hear???? Yes he touch me every inch of my body without leaving a single place to be claimed by him..he made me naked and I was right underneath him to explore and after that he bite me here..'' She remove her dupatta and show the hickeys given by him.

Stop!!!!!!! He closed his eyes.

''This is not end of his cruelty after claiming me numerous times he damage my virginity and had sex with me entire night and the most wonderful thing is that i didn't stop him and lay like a lifeless body..'' He sniveled painfully begging her to stop.

''He did many awful things which you cannot imagined and I allow him to f**k me because of your pregnant sister..'' She yelled back but instead of leaving her, he trapped her into his arms.

''That man really fu** you?'' She try to shrugged his hands.

''So what did you expect from him? He will leave me so easily after what i have done to him?''

''How could you give your body to him..why you didn't stop him..?'' He roared.

''Why should I stop him! Wasn't it was you who wanted me to do all that for your sister's sake?

''No!!!!!!!!!!'' She was fuming with agitation and rage.

''There is no use of shouting and screaming. Damage is already done. The person whom I loved so much sold my body to that monster. How could you do this to me. Is this your so called love? Not once you thought about my honor, my dignity before taking such awful steps. Your sister, your family is more important to you and what about me! I am a orphan that doesn't mean you can send me to anyone and I will bear your stupidity and instead of taking me to the place where everyone waiting for us, you are talking non-sense and doing all this craps..'' She said everything in one breathe and shrugged him away.

''Did he really..'' He paused with choked voice, unable to believe khushi did all this.

''Yes!'' She said with cracking voice and look down to hide her sorrow.

''I don't think after all this I am liable to be your wife..You should find some other girl and get married to her, not me..'' He heard her voice between her heart wrenching sob. He cupped her face and made her look into his eyes.

''My love for you is not weak that anyone can shake it..I will marry you, only you no matter what. One night cannot change it. That Arnav Singh Raizada can have your body but your heart only belong to me.

''I don't deserve you!'' She look down. Her voice was frail.

''You are only girl deservable for me..I love you, khushi!''

''No!'' She ran away from him, leaving him completely dumb folded. He close his eyes, feeling bad for behaving so rudely with her. She needs me! He gulped guiltily and proceeds toward her. Just then, he felt a strong hand on his shoulder. Before he comprehend the situation, a punch landed on his nose. He fell down on the floor and winced. Growling in pain, he hold his bleed nose and lifted his head to look at the stranger.

''Who are you? And why you beat me?''

''I beat you because you dare to touch a women who become my boss's Now..'' There was a smug smile on his face viewing his posture. Person is none other than Aman Malhotra.

''Are you out of your mind? She is my fiancee and I'm going to marry her..''

''Dulhe raja..this is just a tailor if you didn't back off from this wedding you can imagine what Asr might do with you..'' Using his legs, he gave a hard kick on his gut and stepped away giving him a pity look.

''Poor guy..'' He said out loud and Rishab was only glaring him, fumed by his audacity.

''You have no idea what is going to happen with you in next few hours..'' Aman smirked thinking something devilish.

''Arnav Singh Raizada..You think my doing all this bulshit you can stop me from marrying my khushi..Then I must say your intuition is wrong. No one can stop this marriage, not even khushi..''

''My love for khushi was more powerful than your hatred in her heart..'' He got up with difficulty and moved toward her direction from where she already disappeared.

~~~

A prince charming kissed his lady love gorgeous finger. He look into her beautiful hazel eyes completely lost. He pampered her with all the love he had for her. She blushed and cuddling to his naked form nervously. She held her breathe when his lips touched her ears.

''I love you so much..'' She smiled and hugged him skin to skin. Tears of completeness rushed from her eyes.

''You bas**** you are the worst animal in the entire world..'' A sharp pain throbbed on his stomach.

''No please no!!!!!!!!''

''Don't do this to me!!!!!''

''Koi hain..Bachao!!!!!!!'''

Arnav stirred in his sleep as nightmare of his past haunting his mind and soul once again. Her pleading voice was echoing in his mind. He got up with a jerk and look all around to grasp the situation.

Doll!!!!! He screamed out and suddenly sat up in the bed. His face was sweating terribly and chest was heaving. His eyes were burning remembering the sight he witness the most horrified incidence of his life. . How much she would have hope he would come and save her but what he did! Nothing. He failed to protect his doll.

He went in the bar counter and gulp the vodka directly from bottle without caring to pour it in a glass. In a hope, his inner pain would someday lessen down. But it was getting more worsen and deeper. After gulping down 6 pegs, he collapse on the ground.

Khushi! He whispered that is barely audible. The opposite person try to balance him and somehow managed to led him toward his bed. Aman feel sorry seeing his chief so broken and shattered.

''I am a bad person..'' He replied with drowsy eyes.

''She needed my help..'' Squeezing his eyes tightly, he felt them burn as painful tears struggle to rush out of them. He had witness so much in his life and still suffering. May be some day he would get his peace of happiness, Aman could only wish. But there is nothing he could do other than cursing that person who is the reason of his destruction.

''Khushi Gupta..You are the reason my chief is suffering..i won't spare you!'' He hissed furiously and rose on his feet.

''That woman who hadn't heart beneath her chest deserved to be killed..'' He took out his mobile and punch a number raggedly.

''I want you to present khushi gupta dead body within a hour..Understood'' He commanded making the opposite person smirked devilishly.

~~~

Flashback*

3 years ago

A girl clad in a golden red Lehnga stepped into a party hall where a grand engagement function were occurring in full swing. It was her close friend, Anjali's engagement ceremony taking place.

Her lehenga was too heavy and revealing to carry. It was hardly covering her bare back with dories attached to them. On top of that blouse was too short that was hardly covering her milky waist. She was only try to cover it with her transparent dupatta. Her hair was tied in a loose bun, while few strands of hairs fell on her face. She was feeling comfortable as everyone gaze was only cast at her like she was a bride, not Anjali. It was her engagement function and everyone center of attraction on her, not at a dulhan.

''Anju, why you design so revealing lehenga for me..'' She muttered with her eyes scanning to search her in a heavy crowd.

Its been long, she couldn't able to found her anywhere and upon that she don't know anyone here. She was standing in a corner biting her nails nervously and struggling with her dress.

It would be better if she bring Rishab with her. She was feeling strange. Her attire was so revealing and upon that her friend put her into this that was too difficult to carry. If it wasn't her wish to see her into her designed clothes, she will never wore it. She was trying to cover herself when a girl came jumping into her arms.

''I am so so happy to see you khush..'' Anjali grinned hugging her and gave her hundred watts smile after breaking apart. She winked admiring her gorgeous figure into this outfit.

''You are looking absolutely yummy..You know everyone will go flat seeing you like that..''

''Shut up Anju..what kind of stupid lehenga you gave me to wear..it was too revealing and you know na i don't wear such kind of clothes..''

''Oh ho..why you getting so hyper..chill baby..''

''Shut up and arrange some other clothes for me..I need to change''

''Believe me baby you are looking absolutely stunning..If i would be a man i would propose you right now..Thus dress truly made for you..really..''

''Very funny..!'' She rolled her eyes. Everyone staring at me..It was so awkward..''

''Khushi..'' She eyed her.

''Why you made it for me..I am not able even able to stand properly into this?''

''Actually khushi I lied to you..'' She admitted bitting her lips.

''What?''

''Yah..It is designed by chotte...''

''Chotte..?''

''My younger brother..He wanted me to see into this lehenga but at the same time my fiancee, Ranjit designed this new dress for me..'' She said showing a blue dress she wore.

''Then why you give your brother's lehenga to me..you should have tell him directly that you cannot wear because Ranjit also design dress for you for this function, simple..''

''No khushi I couldn't upset him by rejecting him. He is my everything, and it was not any ordinary lehenga. This is very special to me. It belong to Mumma and she always wish to see her daughter-in law into this but her wish remain incomplete when she die-.'' Khushi placed her hand on her shoulder, feeling bad to raise this topic and made her sad on her special day. Anjali wipe her tears and hold her hand. After a while, she continued

''But then my marriage got fixed and Bhaiya is hell bend to give it to me..he said he don't want to marry any stupid girl so it was useless to keep it for his wife. He made up his mind that he will never going to marry any girl. According to him, women and love only made to destroy lives. He always prefer to stay miles away from girls. He believe women and love never to take in one sentence. His stupid mind form wrong opinion after that girl ditched him..'' Khushi could notice anger in her voice while taking that girl's name.

''Who is she?''

''Let it be! I don't want to talk about that bi***..She don't deserve my chotte..He will get a girl who will love her with all her heart unconditionally..''

''Haan Anju..one day devimaiya send a angel for your brother and fill his life with all the love and colors he ever imagined..She will remove all the bitterness from his mind and made him to believe in love..'' Anjali eyes twinkled with joy.

''Exactly like you!''

''What?''

''Yes..Just imagine Arnav weds Khushi..''

''Anju i will kill you..you have gone completely mad..'' She went to gave a punch and Anjali ran to save herself from her wrath.

*Flashback end*

Khushi was only staring at a lehenga laying in her lap with tears were continuously flowing from her cheeks.

''You did a biggest mistake by making me wear that attire..If that night you didn't force me to wear it such situation never arise..i would be happy with my new married life, with my husband. I am not that angel in your brother's life..I am a biggest curse in everyone life...''

''Where are you lost?'' Khushi come back from her imaginary world and look at kiara with teary eyes.

''Hurry up, khushi. Rishab's mother asking about you numerous times..go and get ready..''

''I will not marry Rishab..'' She look on shocked.

''Are you mad!''

''Yes!'' Khushi got up with new determination after wiping her tears. She move toward her and took her hand.

''I came here for you because I don't want you to get into any kind of problem because of me, not for marrying him..''

''What are you saying? You both are so much in love..'' She remain silent. When she wasn't showing any sign of contentment. She spoke out.

''I didn't know what had happen between you and Rishab that you take such decision but think thousand times before taking any wrong decision..it is matter of your entire life and future''

''I can't marry him..i really can't..'' Khushi hold her head in distress and shake it in disagreement. Kaira came around and touched her shoulder. Khushi hissed, steeping back and covering her bruised marks from her suspicious gaze.

''What's wrong? Are you hurt?''

''What's the problem, khushi? Did you guys had a fight? She asked, extremely worried viewing her condition. Khushi chuckled in pain. How could she make her understand that monster rape her. She cannot spoil Rishab life after being using by a beast.

''Is there any problem.. Answer me please!''

''I am not capable to become Rishab's wife..''

''But why? What's wrong?''

''I cannot marry Rishab..please don't ask me anything..'' Khushi turn her back to hide her sorrow.

''And what about your mother last wish..? Will you ignore it just like that..'' Khushi closed her eyes, not in a situation to decide what she should do. How could she marry a person who sold her to Arnav Singh Raizada one day before their wedding. He disrespect her love. He literally killed her.

''Did you forgot your mother gave your hand to Rishab before taking her last breathe. It was her only wish to make you marry Rishab an-..'' A door been slammed from other end making them stunned.

''What is going on here?'' Rishab's mother asked angrily seeing wedding dress and jewelry laying on other side and then she look back at khushi.

''Why you are not wearing your wedding dress..'' Kaira exchange worry glances with khushi.

''What is going on here!!!!'' She raised her voice. ''You lied to me kaira?'' She glare her

''Aunty woh main..'' Kaira stammered. Her face turn pale.

''Woh main kya..All people came down and here she is not ready yet..what's the matter?'' She shouted on top of her lungs.

''I want to tell you something..'' Khushi come forward after composing herself and stood straight in front of her.

To be continued!

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