Jungkook's POV

I hadn't stopped thinking about Y/N since waking up this morning only to find her side of the bed empty and a message on my phone wishing me luck in Tokyo, why did it suck so much to know it was finally over between us and I wouldn't get to see her for months maybe even longer.

I knew it wasn't love, I didn't know her well enough but there was definitely something there which was difficult to explain. It went way beyond just feelings of lust and sexual attraction, she was the first woman who ever made me feel like this and in all honesty it freaked me out.

I took a shower, finished up the rest of my packing and had some breakfast. I checked over my schedule for the day and made sure I had my passport and plane ticket ready, Jin had already said goodbye to me before leaving for work and now all that remained was for me to call my driver and head to the airport.

Fifteen minutes later ~

I made sure the house was secure, the last of my bags currently getting loaded into the car.

I took this time to type my reply to Y/N but for some reason I didn't know what to say, why was I finding this so difficult?

"Mr Jeon, you ready to go?" I lifted my head, my driver Chen was standing by the rear door holding it open for me. I hesitated in that moment, is this what I really wanted?

Y/N made me feel something different, she made me happy and there was a part of me which wanted to explore it. I hated myself for hurting her, when she was in pain it felt as though my heart was breaking. I got jealous whenever another man even glances in her direction, I wanted to beat the shit out of Min Yoongi for betraying her like he did. I even punched my own brother when he didn't even do anything wrong!

I pushed these thoughts out of my mind, I've already decided to make the move to Tokyo and I can't back out now.

"I'm ready." I finally replied, walking over to the car and taking a seat in the back.

"Looking forward to this new venture Mr Jeon?" Chen smiled as he got behind the wheel, his eyes meeting my own as he glanced at me through the rear view mirror.

"Yeah, of course." I smiled back, feeling uneasy....what the hell is wrong with me.

I started to look through some old pictures on my phone, so many of Y/N that she never knew I took.

I wasn't the kind of guy who did stuff like that, the romantic kind of stuff like taking a picture of the woman you love when she's doing something adorable.

I chuckled as I found one from where she was drinking a hot chocolate, cream on the tip of her nose...I still remember that day.

Flashback.

"Beautiful what's wrong? You normally love it when I talk dirty to you, everything okay?" I smirked, gently moving a strand of hair back behind her ear as she lay beneath me on my bed.

"I'm not really in the mood today Jungkook, it's that time of the month. That's why I told you we couldn't really do much today, I can please you if you want but that's about it." She sighed, face scrunching up in pain for a brief moment.

"Fuck you're adorable....you came home with me just to please me and get nothing in return and you're doing all this even though you feel sick." I don't know why but in that moment she was the most adorable thing on the planet to me, I was getting far too soft for her but today I didn't care.

"We don't have to do anything just tell me what I can do to make you feel better." I kissed her forehead, she seemed surprised by my actions and furrowed her brow.

"What's wrong with you today?" She asked with a smile.

"No idea." I chuckle, kissing the tip of her nose. "Just tell me what you want Y/N."

"Hot chocolate....with cream and little marshmallows." Her voice was soft and cute, I felt my heart ache when she wrinkled up her nose and sniffled. Fuck....can she get anymore adorable.

"Okay, one hot chocolate with cream and little marshmallows coming right up." I chuckled and laced my fingers through her own, leading us both downstairs to the kitchen.

"I didn't know you could make hot chocolate." She teased as I pulled out a chair for her at the table.

"Just sit down and watch the hot chocolate master at work." I winked, smirking as she blushed.

"Hot chocolate master....pffft we'll see about that." I chuckled as she teased me again, moving over to the stove and heating up some milk as we talked about general things and stuff about work.

"Here, tell me what you think." I placed a big mug loaded with cream and marshmallows in front of her, she smiled and thanked me. "You're welcome beautiful." I kissed her lips quickly before sitting down opposite her with my own hot chocolate.

"OH MY GOD! This is delicious." She smiled, mouth full of marshmallows.

"Beautiful." I whispered to which she looked up with wide eyes. "Excuse me?" She responded, blushing. "I said you're beautiful." I chuckled as she took another sip, cream on the tip of her nose.

I took my phone out from my back pocket and snapped a quick picture, it was the first time I had ever done anything like that and it scared me....what the hell is wrong with me.

End of flashback.

I swallowed the lump in my throat, scrolling through more pictures.

I took Y/N to our favourite restaurant after work, there was a woman selling roses and after noticing the smile on her face when she spotted a guy at the next table buying one for his girlfriend something made me want to do the same.

Flashback

"Excuse me, can I take one of those please?" I smiled as the woman approached our table.

"Of course Sir, which one?"

I looked across at Y/N, her mouth was hanging open and cheeks aflame.

"Y/N....pick one." I smirked, loving how easy it was for me to make her blush.

"Erm....okay. I'll take the white one please, it's so pretty." She accepted the rose with a smile, bringing it close to her nose.

"Thanks." I paid the woman and once she left my attention returned to Y/N.

"You like it?" I asked with a smile. "I love it Jungkook, thank you." She had the biggest smile on her face, I felt my heart race and then drop....what was going on with me? I've never done anything like this before.

"I'm glad you like it." I smiled, taking a photo when she wasn't looking.

End of flashback.

The second was one of me, she sent me the photo after we got ice cream together. It was so hot at the office so once we finally finished all our work for the day Y/N insisted I buy her ice cream before we went back to my place.

Flashback.

"I can't believe you like coffee ice cream." I chuckled, wrinkling my nose up in disgust.

"Thanks and what's wrong with coffee?!" She chuckled, taking her ice cream and giving it a long slow lick.....little tease.

"You did that on purpose didn't you?" I smirked, moving closer to her.

"Did what? I don't know what you're talking about." She widened her eyes which only aroused me further.

"Behave, we're in a public place." I chuckled, licking my ice cream.

"What does yours taste like?" She tilted her head.

"It's mint chocolate chip, what do you think it tastes like?" I replied, tone sarcastic as she rolled her eyes.

"I want to taste."

I shook my head.

"No, eat your own." I frowned, I don't share ice cream.

"Please Jungkook." She pouted, my heart raced....damn this woman.

"Fine." I grumbled.

She gently took my hand and guided it to her mouth, taking a long and very slow lick of the ice cream as she made eye contact with me. Holy shit.......

"Fuck that was hot....you little tease."

She chuckled. "You tease me all the time, consider this pay back."

My mouth dropped open as she took my index finger and slowly sucked it. "You've got ice cream on it." She stated innocently.

"Right, that's it. Screw the ice cream." I grabbed both our ice creams and tossed them in the bin, picking her up and tossing her over my shoulder.

"JUNGKOOK!" She yelled, hitting my back as I walked to my car.

"Just wait to we get back to mine, you're getting punished for that." I chuckle as she playfully spanks my ass.

"It's a great view down here." She states.

"Behave yourself." I laugh hard as she taps my ass multiple times....what is she doing to me.

End of flashback.

The next photo was from a night she stayed at mine, the next morning as she slept peacefully I couldn't help but think how beautiful she was.

I was freshly showered, towel around my waist and couldn't help but stare at her delicate features. I got my phone from the bedside table and snapped a quick photo before she woke up.

I stopped scrolling and then the realization hit me....I'm falling in love with Y/N.

"Chen....turn the car around."

"Sorry Sir, did you say turn the car around?"

"Yes, turn the car around."

I need to see Y/N.