Y/N's POV

"Y/N....don't you think we deserve a second chance?" Yoongi got to his feet, approaching me slowly.

"I don't know, it's been four years and I'm far too drunk to be dealing with this. I need to do this with a clear head, not now....not tonight." I stepped back, making it clear that now wasn't the time for us to be talking about second chances.

Yoongi sighed but gave a nod, he seemed to understand.

"Okay, come out with me tomorrow then? I'll be at the office, talking over some things with Jin so once I'm done with that we can get lunch together, please give me a chance to further explain myself."

"Fine, I'll go to lunch with you." I wasn't sure what made me say yes, maybe it was the drink....maybe tomorrow this wouldn't seem like such a good idea.

Yoongi seemed happy with my answer, he gave a nod and placed a kiss on my cheek before heading inside.

"Enjoy your night, see you tomorrow Y/N."

I decided to stop drinking, it wasn't the best idea to continue after what just happened.

I took a few moments to compose myself before moving back inside, someone immediately grabbed my wrist and pulled me upstairs.

"Hey, what the hell!" I was suddenly silenced by a finger pressing against my lips.

"Y/N....."

"Jungkook, what are you doing?"

I arched a brow, heart pounding.

He looked so good....why did he have to look so good?

"You're making this difficult for me....you're making everything difficult for me." He growled.

I felt my anger build, what the hell was his problem.

"Jungkook stop! I can't keep doing this with you!" I hit his chest.

"You can't keep...."

I hit him again.

"Telling me you...."

Again.

"Don't want this...."

Again.

"Then the next minute....."

Again.

"Look at me like you're looking at me now!"

I grabbed his shirt and glared at him.

"You practically ignored me earlier and then get angry because I'm with Yoongi! You rejected me Jungkook....you said you didn't...."

I stopped talking....why was he looking at me like that?

"Jungkook.....stop looking at me. I can't do this with you, please let me go."

He grabbed my shoulders, his gaze burning into my own.

I twisted sideways, struggling to pull free but he pulled me closer.

I gasped.

For a moment we stared at each other, chests heaving in unison before his mouth fell on my own devouring my lips as his grip threatened to squeeze the life from my body.

"Jungkook....what the hell are you doing? You're leaving for Tokyo in two days, we ended whatever this was between us so why are you doing this?" I managed to push him back slightly, lips swollen from the kiss.

"I just need one last night with you....I can't resist you. I wanted you the minute you walked through the door wearing this sexy little dress, you've got no idea how hard I've tried to ignore you all night....not because I wanted to but because I knew if I managed to get you alone this would happen. I know this shouldn't happen but....you're my biggest weakness Y/N."

Just one more night.

I knew this was a bad idea, he knew this was a bad idea but the two of us had the same weakness in common....each other.

"One last time Jungkook." I whispered, allowing him to lead me down the hallway and through to his bedroom.

Jungkook's arms snaked around your waist, his nose into the side of your neck as you let your free hands rest on his bare chest; a hiss escaped his lips at your cold touch before he pressed his mouth to the space just below your ear causing you to sigh. His warm hands moved to the hem of your dress, gripping it in his hands, sliding it up the sides of your rib cage, a shudder ran through you as he grazed the sides of your breasts.

Jungkook pulled away from your neck just long enough to pull your dress over your head before bringing his sinfully full lips down on yours tasting the wine on your tongue. One of your hands fell to the back of his neck to card through his hair while the other wrapped around to grip at his firm back.

Jungkook's fingers traced the skin of your back to unhook your bra, his lips traveling over the skin of your jaw, neck and collarbone as your bra fell free to rest at your feet. He made short work of your panties, helping you to step out of them.

Jungkook stepped away from you to undo his own belt and jeans, licking his lips and tilting his head towards the bathroom signaling you to go start the shower. He watched with lust blown eyes as you made your way across the room, your heart beating frantically in your chest in anticipation. Jungkook gave you a quick spank on the ass as you walked passed him, a giggle escaping you. After entering the bathroom you turn the shower on and were blissfully greeted by water that warmed quickly.

A warm chest pressed to your back and a pair of strong arms wrapping around your body as you tested the temperate one last time. You peaked over your shoulder at Jungkook; his face was alight with a smile, your breath stolen from you for a moment. He gave you a quick kiss before releasing his hold on your waist, pulling away only to take your smaller hand in his larger one, helping you get into the shower and joining you shortly after.

Warm water washed over your scalp, hair plastering itself to your back while Jungkook closed the flimsy opaque shower curtain closed, blocking out the world around you. Jungkook's dark eyes settled on your wet form, watching as beads of water fell over your shoulders, down your breasts, stomach and legs getting lost on the wet floor at your feet. A breath hitching in his throat before he reached out for you pulling you flush to his chest letting the water run between you.

Your arms wrapped around his neck as his hands settled on your lower back, leaning down to lay his lips over yours, his tongue tracing your lower lip till yours fell open allowing him to explore your mouth.

You broke the kiss, slowly getting on your knees.

He looked down at you, your face level with his cock, you gave the head of his cock a playful kiss, feather light just barely connecting with the sensitive skin.

He groaned as you rose back up with a smirk to kiss his lips.

You loved teasing him.

He wrapped his arms around your middle again, pulling your back against his chest

"You don't play fair." He nipped at the shell of your ear, you let your head fall back against his chest as his large hands covered the expanse of your body quickly, only lingering on your inner thighs when you shuddered at the first pass.

His mouth dropped to the juncture between your neck and shoulder, gently sucking while his arms settled back around your waist. Your own hands gripped at his forearms while pants of arousal filled your own ears.

You turned in Jungkook's arms needing to feel his plump lips working over yours, pulling your lower lip between his teeth, one of his hands sliding down to the juncture between your legs.

Jungkook slipped his middle finger between your folds, slowly circling your clit a few times.

"Fuck, you're wet." He muttered against your mouth.

"We're in the shower, of course I'm wet."

Jungkook murmured, "Smartass" before abruptly inserting his finger into your wet center, his mouth swallowing your cry of surprise, working one finger then a second into your wetness, the pad of his thumb making lazy circles around your clit.

"Jungkook, more please." You breathed as he smirked against your mouth.

"Anything for you baby." Jungkook slowly withdrew his fingers and pressed your back to the far wall of the shower, pulling away from your kisses to look between the two of you as he hooked one of your legs around his waist, your hands grabbing his shoulders for support while he took a hold of his hardened shaft giving it a few strokes. Jungkook teased at your entrance only pressing in the tip while you mewled for him to continue. He sank into your wet heat slowly, a full feeling settling in your core before he started to thrust.

Jungkook wasn't in a hurry, the water that was hitting his lower back was still warm and there was no one there to tell them to hurry up as his continued his languished thrusts. His fingers dug into the flesh of your thigh just below your ass as the other snaked up your body to grab at one of your breasts, rolling the nipple between his thumb and forefinger, hot breaths coming in panting growls against the side of your face.

The angle Jungkook had created allowed for the head of his cock to brush over your sweet spot, your head falling back against the shower wall as the pleasure grew. Jungkook sped up his movements pulling almost all the way out before snapping his hips back into yours; straggled cries fell from your lips until the floor underneath you became too slippery.

You slipped and had it not been for Jungkook's reflexes you would have fallen, his hand flying from your breast to your hip to steady you, his thrusts coming to a stop, his cock buried to the hilt inside you.

He pulled his head away to look into your eyes, "You okay?"

You nodded and gave a little hop, bringing your other leg around his waist which Jungkook was quick to grab a hold of.

With both of your legs around his waist it made it easier for him to concentrate on his movements, his hips pounding into yours, his pelvis brushing over your clit bringing you closer to orgasm.

Jungkook filled you over and over, his cock pulsating against your walls as he took possession of your mouth again. The thrusts of his tongue matching his thrusts between your legs as your vision blurred and you moaned against his mouth, the walls of your pussy contracting around his hardened length pulling his own orgasm from him. His hips stuttered against yours before stilling.

He remained buried inside you while you both recovered, his forehead pressed to your own as you breathed each others air. Jungkook pulled his softening cock out, his cum running down the inside of your legs as he lowered them back down to the floor. He washed you clean just in time for the water to start running cold.

Jungkook shut the water off, pulled back the curtain to reach for the two fluffy towels hanging on a bar next to the shower. He wrapped one around you, tucking the end into the top like he always saw you do and wrapped the other around his waist before stepping out of the shower. Jungkook offered you his hand again as you stepped out, your feet almost going out from under you again on the slick bathroom floor.

He caught you again, "Come on babygirl, lets get you out of here before you hurt yourself." He scooped you up and carried you out of the bathroom to dump you onto the bed with a giggle. You kicked the bedspread off the bed as Jungkook dropped his damp towel to the floor, plopping down on the bed next to you.

You snuggled up to him still in your towel, your hair getting the pillow wet. "I never knew shower sex could be so complicated. Thanks for not letting me fall."

Jungkook laughed low in his throat, "It's only complicated with the uncoordinated babygirl. Besides I'd never let you fall, you would've broken my dick. I need my dick."

You laughed and grabbed for the edge of your towel to pull it off, throwing it to the floor and grabbing the sheet to cover the two of you. Jungkook reached for the TV remote on his bedside and turned it on, channel surfing before stopping on some comedy you hadn't seen before. The two of you watching, totally forgetting the party downstairs.

"Wait for me." Jungkook finally broke the silence which had fallen between you both.

"What?"

"Y/N, I'll only be in Tokyo for a few months. I'm asking for you to wait for me, can you do that?"

I didn't know what to say.

Jungkook was my kryptonite....I just couldn't say no to him.

I was angry at myself for sleeping with him yet again, it was only going to make getting over him more difficult for me but I couldn't resist him.

It was like he had some kind of hold over me, I couldn't stay mad at him.

Why couldn't I just let him go?

"Jungkook....just for tonight can we pretend you're not leaving for Tokyo? I just want to lay here with you, forget everything else."

Truth was, I didn't know what I wanted anymore.

I cared for Jungkook but maybe him leaving for Tokyo was a good thing, it would give him chance to focus on university and the company.

I would then have time to focus on healing and moving on from what happened with Yoongi four years ago, I need to love myself before anyone else could love me.

Jungkook's rejection still hurt, obviously I would miss him but maybe this would benefit us both.

I don't know where my moment of clarity suddenly appeared from, maybe it's the alcohol or mind blowing shower sex but for the first time in weeks I feel like I've got a solid plan for my future.

"Okay babygirl, that sounds good to me." He smiled and kissed the top of my head.

I fell asleep soon after, the two of us curled around each other.