Jin's POV

I wasn't stupid, it was obvious to me why she was crying and it made me so angry. I hated that my brother still had a claim on her heart, I hated that after all this time and all my patience and understanding she still wasn't ready to fully give herself to me.

I gave her time, I was a friend when she needed me to be and when she wanted something more I was happy to provide her with that. I knew Y/N loved me, I knew she cared and would never to anything to intentionally hurt me but I couldn't help but feel betrayed.

It killed me to see her cry, to know her love for my brother was the reason behind it. I wished she would forget him, I wanted her to move on and finally be happy with me. I wanted her to look at me the way she does him, with fire in her eyes.

I also felt guilty, I never wanted to deceive my brother and hated keeping this a secret from him. It killed me to know he was hurting, he tried to hide it from Y/N but he couldn't hide it from me. I was his brother, his best friend and he never was good at hiding how he felt from me. I was confused though, why was he so upset. Jungkook left, he rejected Y/N and said he didn't feel the same so why was he acting this way.

Could it possible that he loves her.

I stepped outside after checking on the food, I needed time to gather myself before speaking with Y/N and taking a walk in the garden always helped to relax me.

I looked up at the window to my bedroom, knowing she was there and knowing she was hurting.

I wasn't entirely sure what to say, she was in pain but so was I.

I loved her yet she still loved my brother.

Was she my princess or his?