Jungkook's POV

"I'm sorry, I can't give you that. I wish I could, I wish I didn't have other responsibilities right now."

I felt so guilty, I hated to see her upset but couldn't give myself to her in the way she wanted.

"It's okay, I don't know what came over me. I just need to sleep, I'll be okay tomorrow." Her voice was weak, she sounded so defeated and I hated that....I didn't want her to feel like this.

"I'll stay over, I can sleep on the couch. I just.....please stop crying." I kissed her forehead, holding back the urge to do more.

"Okay, I just need to finish the dishes."

"No, it's okay. I can do this, you just go and get some rest. It's been a pretty draining day for you, everything will seem better tomorrow." I ushered her out of the kitchen, made sure she was inside her room before returning to the kitchen and finishing the dishes.

I took a shower after clearing everything up, my mind kept wandering back to what she said and I couldn't help but think....was I ready for more? Could I actually give this a shot? I mean what's the worst that could happen if this doesn't work out?

I pushed those thoughts aside, I couldn't get involved with her like that....it wouldn't be fair to her.

I wasn't sure what made me want to stay the night, I was concerned for her and could see how much she was hurting....I couldn't bring myself to walk away.

I walked out of the bathroom, wearing just my boxers and was about to grab a blanket and settle down on the couch when I decided to quickly check on Y/N first.

I didn't knock, it wasn't like the two of us were shy around each other.

I pushed open the door, popped my head around and that's when my heart dropped.

Beautiful.....

I couldn't take my eyes away from her exposed skin, she was wearing just her lingerie and every inch of her was completely flawless.

I shouldn't have checked on her, this was only going to make things more difficult.

"I'm sorry, I should've knocked. I was just checking to make sure you're okay, are you....feeling better?" I lowered my gaze, looking at her was only making this situation more awkward.

"Jungkook....what's wrong with me?" I immediately met her sad gaze, what did she mean by that.

"I don't understand, what do you mean?"

"I'm boring, I'm not very attractive....that's why guys like you would never settle for someone like me. I'm right, aren't I?"

I cocked a brow, my head shaking left to right.

"Do you hear yourself right now? Y/N you need to stop this, you need to see just how beautiful you are....inside and out. Y/N you need to love yourself because you're worth so much, I don't understand how you can't see that."

I hated it....I hated to hear how little she thought of herself.

I couldn't stop myself, I needed her....I needed to comfort her and show her just how beautiful she was to me.

"Forget everything that happened today, just focus on this...." I gently met her lips with my own.

Y/N's POV

Jungkook's finger tips are electric, they must be, for wherever they touch my skin tingles in a frenzy of static. As his hands move over my skin my body has a transitory paralysis, my mind unable to process the pleasure so fast. His head moves around to my left ear and he whispers what's coming next. Suddenly my body is off pause-mode and I pull back for a kiss that's both soft and hard. Both of us move in an intoxicated dance of limbs, never making the exact same moves twice.

"I can't resist you....fuck you're so beautiful Y/N." He's above me now, swollen lips and messy hair falling across his dark eyes.
I know this probably isn't a good idea, I know he isn't ready for a relationship but I need this....only he can comfort me. I need to stop feeling this pain, I need to stop thinking about Yoongi and the sting of rejection.

"Just kiss me Jungkook." He chuckles at my words, lips meeting my own again before he moves down.

He runs his tongue down my stomach, leaving a trail of saliva before playfully nipping at my skin as his hands gently squeezed my breasts.

I arch my back and allow a soft moan to ecape my parted lips, his fingers hook under my panties and slowly he pulls them down.

"I want to taste you....fuck you're so wet baby." He quickly flicks his tongue over my clit, I throw my head back and moan loudly....fuck that feels good.

"That's it baby, moan for me." He sucks my clit, big hands gripping my waist to pull me closer....fuck he can work wonders with his tongue.

I looked down at him as he dragged his tongue in a figure-8 pattern top to bottom of my folds. The tip of his tongue eased down the bottom of my opening and stayed, tickling the flesh with his hot breath. His tongue moved, flexed, and flattened. I closed my eyes and felt his whole tongue press against as much of my pussy as he could. The sensation of his warm tongue putting so much pressure on me that I started to feel an orgasm blossom. Immediately Jungkook stopped the pressure and used his hands to spread my thighs further. He stared at my pussy, watching me wither and swivel my hips. After a couple seconds, my hips stilled. My breath was coming faster. His eyes moved from my pussy to my face. He watched as my breathing slowed and I calmed.

His head dipped back down and he started back over. I say that because every time he began the same way. He nibbled, licked, and bit my inner thighs, the skin covering where my hips and groin are most sensitive. He knew instinctively how to make every part of me light up to his attentions.

His teeth scraped along my skin, sucking and kissing until he narrowed down to one patch of the most sensitive skin, just a few inches from the top of my slit. I felt his kiss change and it felt like he was giving me a hickey. I probably should have been concerned about a lasting mark, but I didn't think about that for too long. Also, the sensation felt so good I wanted to keep feeling more. My breath caught and stuttered back into a pant.

I was almost successful at bringing myself back down until Jungkook's fingers left my left thigh and began to trail along my wet slit. His fingers sank into my pussy right as the hickey started to form. It felt incredible, a moan slipped between my lips as I felt his fingers glide in and out of me in a slow and steady pump. His lips and tongue kept working that patch of skin. It was like it had a direct line to my clit, mimicking the sensation of an orgasm that spreads across my body from my clit being teased.

My hips rose off the bed and I pushed myself onto his fingers, bringing him deeper into me. I half expected him to start backing off, forcing another calm down. Jungkook had been tasting and teasing my pussy for about twenty minutes. It was normally thirty or more before he let me cum. He let me try to break away from his mouth, try to get him back on my clit. Sweet Jesus, I wanted his lips on my clit.

Jungkook chuckled deep within his chest, keeping his lips right over the hickey, but he did pump his fingers harder into me. I loved the sensation. I wanted to cum so bad, I wanted to keep feeling him doing exactly what he was doing. I wanted him to move his lips elsewhere, back to my pussy. I wanted both options at the same time and I never wanted the feeling to stop. Jungkook let go of my other thigh, bringing his fingers to his mouth, wetting them, then reaching up to touch my nipple. Nipple play was one of my favorites. It also sent a direct line of sensation to my clit. Between the hickey and my nipple, it was like my clit was being played with on two fronts.

Now my moans became more strangled. I wanted to talk to him, tell him what I needed, but all I could manage was the unintelligible sounds coming out of my throat. I could hear the sound of my pussy and his fingers, the wetness of me surrounding him. His head lifted from my skin and he blew across the bruise.

My eyes rolled and I swallowed a groan. It was a different feeling, but one that didn't distract from the building orgasm. His finger flicked across my nipple, lightly pinching and circling the peak. All at once Jungkook moved from the bruise and his lips enclosed around my clit. He sucked my clit between his teeth and my orgasm was exploding from me.

My muscles seized, my hips pushed up, my back arched. My moans elongated into one and I shook. Jungkook kept his fingers pushed deep into me, barely dragging them in and out. The friction allowed my pussy to grip something and edged my orgasm to greater heights. Jungkook's lips stayed on my clit, his head riding me as I bucked. My body felt alive, my nipples felt tight, and I came and came.

It felt so good and I came down from my orgasm slowly. Jungkook stayed as he was, lying between my legs. He watched me, his head propped up on one hand. When I felt more grounded, I looked up to his face. He had a small smile on his lips, still wet from my pussy.

For the first time, I didn't feel complete. Cumming from him always felt amazing and this time was no different. Yet I wanted more....

I reached for him. I just moved and grabbed his head. My fingers slipped between the strands of his hair, gripping just above his ear. I held his head steady and moved my body from beneath his. When I had positioned myself above him, I moved toward him. I licked and flicked his lips, parting his mouth and plunged into him, kissing him like I was starved.

Jungkook's POV

I lowered her onto my painfully throbbing cock and immediately began thrusting in and out of her tight pussy, delivering punishing blows as I went. Her cries and screams of pleasure were deafening, her fingernails in my shoulders were painful, but I kept fucking her hard. I wanted to help her forget, give her so much pleasure she didn't think of anything else.

"Ooohhhh, fuckkkk! Baby, fuck me hard!" She screamed out as I continued to pound her pussy with her above me.

I didn't say anything. I really didn't have to considering my grunts of pleasure should've been all the evidence she needed that I was thoroughly enjoying ravishing her. Oh and tight it was. From this angle, I was able to feel every contour of her clenched walls, every groove that her pussy had to offer. It felt wonderful, amazing, now that I was deep inside her, I wanted to relish this even though I knew my orgasm was pending.

I lifted her up just a bit higher to drive in with more depth and force. Holy fuck, I was close. And I could feel she was close as well - her tight clenching was the only indication I needed. The sensations were racking through me, the inevitable feeling of flooding her pussy was just about there...

"Ohhhhh, baby! Fuckkkkkk, I'm so close to cumming!! Ohhh shit, baby! I'm cummmingg!!!" she cried out as she tightened up very hard around my thrusting cock. The end was there and I just graciously let myself fall over that wonderful edge - the edge of total bliss that comes from releasing a pent up load deep inside her. "Fuckkkk baby, I'm cumming as well! Fuckkkk!" I drove deep and held still as I flooded the inside of her. I slowly thrust in and out a few times to milk the rest of my cum before slowly withdrawing my spent cock and gently pushing her down.

"Fuck....Y/N what are you doing to me." I whisper, my fingertips caressing her thigh.

She immediately wrapped her arms around my torso and buried her face into my shoulder.

"Stay with me just for one more night." She whispered. I felt my heart break....what should I do?