Y/N's POV

I didn't want to wake Jungkook the following morning, he looked so peaceful beside me and in all honesty that's the way I wanted to say goodbye to him.

That's the way I wanted to remember him.

I didn't want us to have an awkward conversation about the night before, I didn't want a tearful goodbye on my part so quickly used the bathroom and got changed before heading to the office.

I did however send him a text, it was short and sweet.

I wish you luck in Tokyo. Xx

"So, you and Jungkook disappeared at the party last night....what happened?"

I lifted my head to see Yerin standing in the doorway of my office.

"I....what are you doing here so early anyway? You never start work this early." I decided to change the topic of conversation, I wasn't ready to talk about what happened last night.

"Y/N....don't do that." Yerin frowned, moving inside my office and plopping herself down on the small couch adjacent to my desk.

"Do what?" I arched a brow quizzically, locking my phone and pushing it aside....I didn't want to see Jungkook's reply.

"The thing you do when you're upset but you're pretending to be fine, I'm your best friend and you can't hide anything from me."

"Fine....ugh you're so persistent." I grumbled, sitting down beside her.

"What happened?" I felt her long fingers lace through my own, she gave my hand a gentle squeeze.

"I did something stupid, I got far too drunk and ended up sleeping with him."

"Y/N! Why?!" Yerin shifted beside me, grip on my hand tightening.

"I can't resist him, it's absolutely ridiculous and so damn infuriating! I tried to stay mad at him but he's not really done anything wrong, he's always been honest with me."

Yerin scoffed.

"He's treated you like trash, you confessed to him and what did he do?! He rejected you! He slept with you last night even though he knows how you feel."

"Yeah that's true but I'm not innocent in this either, I've always known how he feels about me. I knew he wasn't ready for a relationship, I knew he was going to Tokyo but I still slept with him. I think it's for the best that he does go....it'll give him the opportunity to help his family and finish university and it'll give me chance to move on and learn to love myself again."

Yerin smiled, gently she tucked a strand of hair back behind my ear.

"Y/N, I just want you to be happy. I feel like this is all my fault, if I hadn't told you about what Jin and Jungkook were doing then....you probably wouldn't be here right now."

I smiled and shook my head. "That's where you're wrong, when it comes to Jeon Jungkook....I never stood a chance. It didn't matter if you told me or not, I was a sucker for that guy from the very first day I laid eyes on him."

Yerin frowned and pulled me in for a hug. "I'm sorry, please let me at least take you out for drinks later. It'll help take your mind off everything, what do you say?"

I gave a nod as we pulled apart. "I'm definitely down for that, just need to get through this lunch with Yoongi first."

Yerin furrowed her brow. "Yoongi? You're going to lunch with your ex?! Why?"

"Closure." I sighed, thinking back to the previous evening.

"Y/N....just some words of advice for you. I know that you're hurting right now but don't run back to Yoongi, he might've changed and it's obvious with the way he looks at you that there's a part of him that still cares but....maybe it's time you made yourself number one priority."

"Amen to that."

I snapped my head toward the door and there he was....leaning against the frame with that same cheeky smile revealing his adorable dimples.

"Hellooooooo hot stuff, please tell me you know this guy and can set me up." Yerin whispered in my ear causing me to chuckle.

"Oh I know him....that's my brother."

Yerin's mouth dropped open. "The guy your parents adopted? That guy with the braces and huge glasses? Namjoon!"

I chuckled at her reaction and gave a nod.

"Well fuck....puberty hit you like a truck."

"YERIN!" I smacked her arm playfully and Namjoon laughed.

"What?! It's true!" She rubbed her arm and frowned at me.

"I decided to come and visit my little sister after spending six months in Australia but she doesn't even look happy to see me." Namjoon pouted to which I chuckled.

"I missed you, of course I did Joonie." I chuckled.

"Then get over here and give me a hug pabo!" He opened up his arms and I threw myself into them.

"Yah, you got heavy." He huffed.

"HEY! I'm not heavy!" I slapped his back playfully, he chuckled and kissed my cheek.

"Missed you my little pabo."

"Missed you too big pabo."

"I think little pabo should set big pabo up on a date with her best friend."

"YERIN!" I yelled to which Namjoon chuckled.

"Yerin is right though Y/N, focus on making yourself happy first. I'll also give you some more advice, if this Min can't deal with a real relationship so I'll fuck whoever I want and Jeon I'm too busy so can only fuck you and not commit Jungkook can't see how amazing you are then find someone better." Namjoon set me back down on my feet and cupped my face between his big hands.

"My little sister deserves the world and if someone can't give her that then they answer to me."

"I think my ovaries just imploded." Yerin whispered from the couch.

Namjoon chuckled and turned around to face her

"Oh you haven't seen anything yet sweetheart." He winked, both of us laughing as Yerin's face turned the deepest shade of crimson.

My brother was back. This was about to get interesting