I am so worried whats wrong with mom. She sounded angry.
I am standing in front of the door taking deep breaths and then rang the bell.
After some time my mom opened it and pulled me harshly towards her.
I was scared when she closed the door and dragged me in.
"WHAT IS THIS SHIT" She screamed at my face holding a paper. Gosh she never said words like shit or fuck.
My squinted eyes soon focused on the paper and they soon turned wide.
THE CONTRACT PAPER
I snatched it from her and remembered jimin gave me a copy of the contract which I hid in my closet.
Mom had tears in her eyes.
" you told me jimin was your boyfriend and.... U are his sex buddy. You guys have no romantic feelings. Aish u disgusted me. I thought you guys loved each other. How can you have sex with a person whom you don't love .. Answer me " mom said and my throat went dry.
"I like him mom. I really have romantic feeling for him but.." I trailed off.
" but what.. That he is into u just for your body.
Dear I know you are old enough to make your decisions but listen to this
You can't have your whole life having sex without any actual emotional attachment. If you really like him then confess him or I will set you on a blind date. " my eyes widened at her words.
" this is all for your own good. I know you wont realise this now but later you will regret it. " She said this and left.
If I think deeply about this, I guess mom is right.
How long can I have that shit with jimin when he actually doesn't love me.
I feel uncomfortable because he is somewhat using my body.
I will confess him and if he is still persistent about liking me only for satisfying his lust.....
I will end the contract and go on the blind date