Shehnaaz had normal delivery so she was discharged after 2 days . Sidharth wanted to take his wife and daughter back home but his parents said they will bring their daughter-in-law and grand-daughter after one an half month . Shehnaaz is week , needs proper rest without any stress and the baby needs the undivided attention .

Sidharth eye widen listening them , how will he stay without them ? It's already 2 months Shehnaaz staying with her parents and practically he stayed their too , to coax her and now again for almost two months this time his daughter too .

He will take care of them and in their house everyone will be their too support , he argued .

" Sidharth chota bacha mat ban , baap bangaya ab tu , aur hume bahut kam hai . Hamare pote aur bahu ke liye naye chiz karid na hai . Tu jaa rest kar parsu jana hai na " Ashok said in dismissing tone , he looked at his mother with hope but she said " Shehnaaz ko abhi uski maa ki jarurat hai beta samaj , ajaenge do mahine me " .

( Sidharth don't act like small child , you are a father now . We have lots of work we need to buy so many things for our daughter-in-law and grand-daughter . You go and rest )

( Shehnaaz needs her mother , try to understand . They will be back in two months )

With a disappointment sigh he moved into his room . He called Shehnaaz to see them as Shehnaaz banned him for coming to their house untill she calls him as he was avoiding his health and stressing his body skipping his medicines . She wanted him to be with her at the same time she wanted him to be fit and fine like before . 

She was bleeding , her body had gone through several changes which made her insecure to be around him . The post delivery depression she was dealing with . She remembered their argument over him baning him .

He argued saying " Tu nahi rok sakte mujhe apne biwi aur bache ko milne se " he can't stay away from them .

( You can not stop me from meeting my wife and child )

" Main kuch bhi kar sakte hu , agar tum khud ka dyan rakte tho aj ye sab nahi hota " she said .

( I can do anything only if you could have taken care of yourself )

" Shehnaaz yaar baba kya hogaya mai tik hu na " he said embarcing her in his arms she was crying . She was still not over with the mood swings , jumble of emotions . At times she just wanted to cry for no reason .

( What happened I'm fine dear )

" Apke body par mujhe aur hamare shona ko ek choti se bhi karoch nahi dekhne chahiye , fit and fine body le kar ana varna hume koi interest nahi hai " she said , the change in her mood was quick . He looked at her with stren eyes then changed into puppy one making her melt , she said " Be a good boy , I will call you then you can come okay untill then don't try " . He half heartedly nodded at her .

( I and our Baby should not see a single scratch on your body . Come with fit and fine body otherwise we are not interested )

" Hi Baby " sidharth said as soon as the screen popped looking at his daughter of 5 days old , who was looking her surroundings . Shehnaaz sends him dozens of pictures daily .

" Yeh phone bajte he ut gaye " Shehnaaz said from behind the camera , they were sleeping the phone was beside them as the ringtone started she woke up immediately . Their daughter is very light sleeper she wakes up with slightest sound .

( She woke up as soon as the phone rang )

" Uske pass phone kyun rakhi pagal hai tu " he scolded her and the next second the call went disconnected as Shehnaaz is no mood to listen his lecture . From the day she came back home everyone calling her to check on her and the new born , so she tried to keep her phone near by . Neetu di , Rita and sidharth calls her anytime to check on her and the baby .

( Why did you keep the phone near her , are you stupid ? )

She feel bad thinking she is being harsh on him and he respected her decision never came to her home but call her , so she didn't wanted to skip his call and tense him more but he is scolding her , she will not talk to him now anymore she thought .

He dialed her number again she didn't picked , he tried again this time she picked the call but the screen was showing the dirty used clothes .

He poked his inner cheeks and called her name " shehnaaz " .

" Acha sorry , Ek bar apni shakal tho dekha de varna mai aarah hu " he threatened her .

( I'm sorry , atleast show your face otherwise I'm coming )

She turn on the front camera with a ballon face making him smile at her . " Khana kha liya ? " He asked she was looking pluffy , her hairs were messy , dark circles under her eyes she looked tired she was in mother nighty so she can feed their little one .

( Did you ate ? )

" Tere bina nind nahi ate mujhe yaar jalde aja " he confessed making her smile .

( I can't sleep without you , come back soon )

" Terko kha jaunga " he said making her cheeks red .

( I will eat you up )

" Abhi ajau mai " he asked , " nahi kal " she said making him sigh .

( I will come now )

( No tomorrow )

" Meri beti ko sata mat jada tik hai " he said making shehnaaz to roll her eyes at him .

( Don't trouble my daughter okay )

" Karle bakwas soja ab " she said before disconnecting the call . He laughed at her annoyed tone whenever he mentioned their daughter as his she went mad , he respect her , love her but more importantly he enjoys to annoy her .

( Done with your nonsense , now sleep )

**

Next day it was baby's cradle ceremony , sidharth didn't wait for his family he left and asked his friend to pick them up .

Pammy and Santosh asked sidharth about his injury , he talked then moved to his wife's room were shehnaaz was feeding their baby he closed the door gently not disturbing his baby who easily gets distracted with the sound but she was busy latching on her mother boobs .

Shehnaaz eyes moved on him , she covered a scarf over her shoulder and on the baby . She guesterd him to keep quite not to make any sound she wanted the baby to sleep so she can get ready .

" Mere se kya chupa re tu , maine sab kuch dekha hai aur bahut kuch kara bhi " he said in low tone with small smrik playing on his lips while moving towards the bed .

( What are you trying to hide frome me , I have seen and done everything )

" Sidharth pehle jaa kar hath mu do ke aa , ise mat aa shona ke pass " she said ignoring his comment but he came infront of her and tried to remove the scarf .

( First go and wash your hands , don't come near her )

" Sidharth mat kar nazar lagti hai baby ko maa ne bola tha " she said pulling the scarf back . She become mother and didn't want to take any chance to let anything harm the baby .

( Don't do it sidharth , Mother said baby will get infection )

He held the baby feet kissing them , he kissed her head saying " mera baby " .

( My Baby )

" Sidharth sone de varna program ke time ched ched karege " Shehnaaz said in wincing tone as he kept kissing the baby who stirred in her sleep .

( Sidharth let her sleep otherwise baby will show tanturms during the program )

" Main sambal lunga tu jaa fresh hoja " he said settling beside them . He kept looking at the mother and daughter , he video called them many times but the sense of calmness he found near them was not found before . Then slowly he caressed her cheeks making Shehnaaz to hit his hand saying " mat kar " .

( I will take care of her you go and freshen up )

( Don't do it )

" Tu itne jalde hume pareshan karne aya " she asked getting annoyed with him but he pecked her lips saying " Nahi pyaar karne " . Their was a knock on the door making the couple to break the eye contact .

( You came early to annoy us )

( No to love you )

" Abhi cover kar ache se , mere bachi ko aur apne aap ko bhi " he said before getting up to unlock the door .

( Now cover yourself and my baby properly )

Shehnaaz cousins relatives and some of her close friends , colleagues were invited in the ceremony . Shehnaaz was getting ready , one by one guest started to arrive . Sidharth , Shehbaaz and his other cousins were looking after the arrangements .

Shukla family came were discussing about the rituals to be followed . Elders were discussing the names , the priest had arrived too .

Sidharth opened the door and looked at his wife who was looking beyond a word Beautiful could describe her . She was glowing , " mat kar makeup karab hojeyga " she said moving back when he came near her .

( Stop it , don't ruin my makeup )

" Ek " he said hugging her from behind she denied looking at herself in the mirror . He kissed her shoulder then her ears , he gifted her gold ear rings as he promised her when she asked him first night gift when they went to their grandparents place .

( One )

" Bhaiya Bhabhi chalo , sab wait kar rahe " Preethi called them holding the baby in her arms .

( Brother , sister-in-law come fast everyone are waiting )

Shehnaaz pushed him saying " Haa hogaya bas are hum " .

( Yeah coming )

The program went well , they clicked picture with their baby and whole family . " Hamari ghar ki Laxmi hai " saying Sidharth parents gave gold chain to their granddaughter .

( Goddess of our home )

**

One month passed , Shehnaaz slowly learning how to manage the new born . She learnt to bath her , massage her and make her sleep . Sidharth would visit spend some time with their baby who they named Misha means Eternal happiness ; beautiful smile .

Name suggests by @noorjahaanoori

They moved to their new house with their new born . Shehnaaz after feeding Misha making her burp , Misha slept in her crib it is very tiring job to manage the baby who needs 24*7 attention . Shehnaaz was looking herself in the mirror , she got extra fat in some places after the delivery and she felt insecure .

" Oye moti " he called her coming out of the bathroom after freshing up and her eyes welled up , she looked at him with hurt .

( Fatty )

" Abey roo kyun rahe hai pagal hai " he asked moving closer to her but she jerked him away from her .

( Are you mad why are you crying )

" Shehnaaz What " he said , she moved to their bed and laid covering herself fully .

" Tera hila hua hai kya uper ka mala ? " He asked slipping beside her but she didn't respond and kept weeping .

( Are you mad )

" Ab moti ku moti na bolo takle ko takla na bolo " he mumbled to get a response from her . She snapped her head at him saying " mera dimak karab mat karo Sidharth jao yaha se " .

( I should not call fatty person fatty , bald person bald )

( Don't spoil my brain and go away from here )

" Kider jau meri jaan " he said cupping her face .

( Where should I go ? My life )

" Ye jaan vaan mat karo ab mere saat jao kahi bhi jao mujhe kya pata , mai tho moti hu na " she snapped at him .

( Don't call me My life now , go anywhere you want . I'm fat )

" Arey " he quickly eat back his chuckle listening her while she continued moved out of the bed saying " Bahar koi chudail baite hogi jao jaise aapko pasand hai patli vaise " .

( Hey )

( Go out may be some witches are waiting for you , who are slim as you like )

He got up from the bed , held her arm with one hand and other hand grabbed her cheeks . He leaned down to her face biting on her lips saying " aj ke bad phir se ye bakwas ki na ye muu ka naksha badal dunga samji " .

( If you repeat this nonsense again , I will not tolerate )

Hearing his stren voice she closed her eyes fresh tears rolled down . He moved away from her when they heard door clicking sound Preethi entered with their sleeping daughter . Preethi mouthed " sogayi " Sidharth nodded at her as Misha sleeping in her crib . Shehnaaz laid back on the bed covering herself with the duvet .

( Slept )

Sidharth spooned her from behind while tickling her slowly he asked " kya hogaya hai Baby ? Kyun bakwas sonchte hai tu " .

( What happened Baby ? Why do you think nonsense )

" Mat kar " she said her voice become hoarse .

( Don't )

" Maine kya kiya hai ? " He asked innocently now his hands moving up slowly .

( What did I do ? )

" Kuch nahi " she said he forcefully turned her saying " phir roo kyun rahe hai itna ? Mujpe kyun badak rahe hai ? " .

( Nothing )

( Then why are you crying and shouting on me )

" Tu ab mujhse pyaar nahi karta , main moti hogaye hu na . Tera koi interest nahi hai ab mujh me " she confessed while crying .

( You don't love me anymore because I become fat . You lost your interest in me )

" Ye kuda kisne bara tere dimak me " he asked looking at her in disbelief . Now he understood she was feeling insecure , it's been months they had been intimate other then the pecks and makeouts .

( Who feed you this shit in your brain )

" Baby " he said , she looked at other side he kissed her head asking " maine kabhi tujhe isa feel karaya ki main tujhe ab nahi chahta ? " . Taking her palm keeping on his shorts " dekh kya haal karte hai tu mera " kissing her chin . She closed her eyes while Sidharth placed a kiss on her heart shape birthmark which was peeking a little from the fabric and his palm was now resting on her thigh .

( Did I ever make you feel that I don't love you anymore Baby )

( See what effect you have on me )

" I'm loving this change " he said hovering her . Sidharth was roaming his nose on her curves making her breathe hitch , he moved down making her clutch his hairs tightly in her fist when he stopped his nose between her thighs inhaling her smell groaning like a fox she moved her other hand on his neck then clutched his shoulder tightly digging her nails their . He looked at her from their raising his head " kabhi mere pyaar par Shak mat karna " She looked at him seeing him their on the most intimate part she closed her eyes while his eyes filled with desires for her .

( Never question on my love for you baby )

" And I'm enjoying this change baby " he said kissing her , the night he loved her saying sweet things all the night praising her " You are the most beautiful wife and mother to my children " while kissing her every inch of her skin drenching her in his love .

She smiled pulling him up for a kiss to seal their love .

SidNaaz Forever ❤️♾️