MICHAEL POV

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"Stupid stupid!" I say banging my head on the wall.

"Kill. Me. Right. Now." I say still banging.

Bubbles tugs on my pant leg with a worried face.

"Bubbles. I think I just lost my fiance." I say.

He climbs up on me and makes chimp sounds. He kisses me and I smile. He is so sweet.

"But what will I do about Madonna? She still thinks im hers." I sigh.

"Hee hee hoo hoo ah ah." Bubbles says.

"Yeah! I'm going to go over to her right now and talk things out!" I say.

"ah ah hoo!" Bubbles says.

"No Bubbles. Violence is bad. No matter how much I want to hurt her." I say.

Bubbles jumped off me shaking his head and ran away.

I put on my Jacket ready to walk out.

"Where are you going mr. Jackson?" A maid says from behind me.

"Why must a tell you?" I ask confused.

"Madonna is paying me to keep track of where you go." She says.

"Tell her that I'm going to her house. Angry." I say.

"Thank you mr. Jackson. Have a nice time." She says bowing.

What is wrong with Madonna? Creepy much.

I walk out waving to my fans and smiling. They all go nuts and I smile wider. I love my fans.

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"Ava is back?" Madonna asked.

"Yes. And so now the deal is off." I say.

"Well actually I never agreed to anything now that I think about it." Madonna said slowly.

"Crap." I say to myself.

"I still have power over the information. I could tell Ava you know?" She says.

"I already did." I say.

"No. I mean every single little detail. She will just hate you more and end up leaving." She says.

I cringe.

"Or I can go for the media." She smiles.

"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS MADONNA?!" I yell frustrated.

"Michael. I get what I want no matter what." She says.

"No. You don't. You can't have me." I say.

"I will." She says grabbing me.

I gag. She makes a disgusted face and turns away.

"Madonna. Is there anything else you want other then me?" I ask tired.

"Yes. I think I might." She says relaxing her face.

"I want...its stupid." She sighs.

"No. Tell me." I say.

"I wont tell anyone yet. Just let me think about it." Madonna said rubbing her temple.

I felt relieved. But I felt sad. She seemed so sad thinking about it.

"I will see you later then Madonna." I say worried.

"Yeah." She says waving to the door.

I walk to my limo and I sit down thinking. I hope what she wants isn't impossible.

When I get out the limo I still see my fans there. They are too nice. I signed a few autographs. And I went home. I layed on my bed and sighed. My headache is literally splitting my head open. I just need some sleep. I hear a bang at my door.

"Come in!" I yell.

A maid comes in and bows.

"A woman named Ava Green came over." They say.

I hop up excited.

"What happened tell me." I say.

"Well she asked  where you were..." She says slowly.

"And I told her at Madonna's place." She finishes.

"Uh oh." I sigh.

"What did she say?" I ask.

"She said to tell you this: I wish to never see you again." The maid said slowly and nervously.

I fall back on my bed.

"She also wanted to give you this." The maid said putting her hand out.

I took the thing and noticed it was a ring. No. It was the ring. She gave the ring back. What...

"You can leave now." I say with no emotion.

When I hear the door close I let my thoughts float.

"Why? Why must this happen? I love Ava. Why can't it just be?!" I say aloud.

I just want some peace. I can fix this. Me and Ava can work. We will work. I'm going to call her right now and tell her.

I grab my phone and I call her. No one picks up so I decide to leave a message.

"Ava. Can you meet me at the abandon building? Please. If you come I can fix things. I swear." I whisper into the phone. I end the call and I drop the phone. I love Ava more then anything else. I need her. She is my sky. My oxygen. She is my addiction. Without her. I don't know how I will go on. I want to touch her. I want to kiss her. I want to do so much more.

I hold my self, feeling cold without her touch. I should get to the abandon building. I sit up and I realized I was crying. I started bawling. I opened my drawer and took out her picture. It was of her laughing. I hugged the picture to my chest and cried on it. I probably look like a creep. I could care less.

I stumble to the door and I walk out the back door making sure to put my disguise on. I walk to the building. I climbed the ladder and I felt the wind on  the roof. Then I realized it was snowing. Wow its already winter.  I sit on the bench there and I took her picture out of my pocket. My fingers were already getting numb. I started humming a song. Soon it turned to singing.

"You are the sun. You make me shine. Or more like the stars. That twinkle at night." I sing.

"You are the moon that glows in my heart. You're my daytime my night time my world." I sing.

"You are my life." I whisper the last words.

I stop when I hear a thud close by. I look up and I see Ava. She is mumbling something annoyed while walking to me.

"You got my message." I say.

"Yes Michael. I did. I don't even know why I came." She sighed sitting next to me.

"Ava. I wasn't doing anything with Madonna. I was just trying to talk her out of this." I say.

"Out of what?" She asks.

"Well she blackmailed me. She said she was going to tell everyone I cheated on you with her. Unless I married her." I say.

"Well at least she is spreading the damn truth." Ava says.

"Ava." I say sternly.

"Yes? Michael?" She asks me.

"Is there any way I can fix this? Do something? Anything?" I ask.

"I just want to be with you. And thats all but I don't know how to feel about that incident." She says.

"Then listen. It was a mistake. A huge mistake. And I would do anything to take it back. But I can't. And I wish you would forgive me." I say.

" I have even asked Madonna if she wanted something else other then me and she is thinking about it." I say.

No response.

"Ava. I would go through any measures to have you. I would kill myself for you. I would- I would do-." I try to say. But I couldn't finish.

She kissed me.

"I have been waiting for so long to do that." She said smiling.

"You forgive me?" I ask.

"Yes. I forgive you." She says.

"Is the engagement still on?" I ask excited.

She nods smiling.

I grab her in my arms and I kiss her.

She giggles as I wrap her in my arms and I kiss her more.

I couldn't get enough of her.

Her smell. Her eyes. Her hair. Her lips. Her mind. Her body. Her everything. Was mine.