AVA POV

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"I packed you breakfast." I tell Michael handing him a brown paper bag.

He smiles and takes it. He opens it and his face goes to happy to in horror.

I made him burnt pancakes, burnt veggie bacon (he is vegetarian), I gave up and I got a muffin from the cabinet and warmed it up in the oven. So it turned out to be the only thing not burnt. I also got  him a orange juice in a juice box.

He gives me a nervous smile and reaches in the bag. 

I know he is trying hard not to hurt my feelings. 

He takes out a piece of veggie bacon about to take a bite.

"NO!" I yell grabbing it.

He looks relieved at first but then gives me a confused look.

"That might kill you." I say laughing.

"Oh thanks, for saving my life, I think." He says.

He takes out the muffin and juice box.

I watch him as he eats.  He looks really hungry.

After he finishes eating he burps and I laugh.

"Excuse me." He says embarrased.

I wipe the crumbs from his face with a napkin as the limo stops at an old warm house.

"This is it." He says looking at me.

He opens the car door for me and I walk out and I feel cold fall air ruffle through my hair.

I spit my hair out of my mouth and he grabs my hand as we walk to the door.

He opens the door for me and I look around the house amazed.

I expected it to be so special and wowing me but it looked like a simple house anyone would live in.

I hear someone whistling at me behind me and I look around to see a man with a very familiar face.

"Excuse me? Who are you?" I say annoyed.

"OoOoO Sassy." He says looking at my butt.

"JACKIE!" I hear Michael yell.

"Hey Little brother." He says.

Looks like this is Jackie his eldest brother.

Michael gives him an angry look.

"Aren't you married or something!" Michael says angrily.

"Chill. I was just kidding around." Jackie says smirking.

"What are you even doing here?"  Michael askes him.

"Thought I would check out my little brother's first serious girlfriend. And you chose well." He says looking me up and down.

I turn away blushing a bit embarrased.

Michael gives him a furious look and grabs my hand fast walking into the kitchen. I turn around to see Jackie winked at me.

I see a woman sitting on the kitchen tale staring at a T.V screen.

When we entered she gave us a warm smile. It was his mother Katherine. 

Michael let go of my hand and hugged his mother tight.

"I missed you Michael." She says.

"I did too mommy."  He said

I clear my throat and they let go of eachother.

"This is my uh girlfriend Ava." He said introducing me.

"Hello Ava." She said getting up.

"Hi mrs. Jackson." I say smiling.

I put my hand out as she comes closer but instead of shaking my hand she hugs me. I hug her back suprised.

"Where is Joseph?" Michael askes her.

"He couldn't make it. Or just didn't want to come." She says looking down.

"Oh." Michael says.

"We should head into the living room? Shall we?" She says heading to the living room.

When we get there we sit on the couches.

Once we sit down and get settled she looks at me.

"Do you believe in satan?" She askes me.

"No- I mean I know he exsit but I don't worship him." I stutter.

"Good." She says smiling.

"I'm gonna go get you ladies some water." Michael says getting up.

Once Michael leaves Katherine whips out the family album.

She shows me pictures of him when he was a baby and told me stories that we laughed about.

"Here he was only 3 and whenever our machine would go rickity rickity he would be moving with the beat. I just knew he was our little star." She said smiling.

Michael walks in with two cups of water to see us.

"Mom!" He said blushing.

"I'm sorry Michael I just love sharing stories of when you were so young." She said closing it.

Michael sits down and puts the cups on coasters and he sits next to me. 

"What did she tell you? Wait. The washing machine story?" He whispered to me.

I nodded giggling. Michael groaned.

I drank the whole cup quickly. My stomach groaned and everyone looked at me.

"Uh. I'm just gonna go use the bathroom." I say nervously.

I get up and walk to the bathroom.

I close the door and I sigh. 

I used the bathroom. Finding out you have diarrhea aint that pretty. Luckly they had some febreze up in here. I freshened up and then I sprayed half the bottle. I opened the door to see Jackie right next to the door with his hands in his pocket. Did he hear me? Dang it. I grumble embarrased and I walk out.

Jackie grabs me and pins me to the wall at quick speed. I kick him in the shins but he just flinches. 

"Want to have a little fun?" He askes me smiling.

" I'm not one of your innocent little groupies you can toy with. Now move." I say staring at him.

"Michael is nothing compared to me. I have experience." He says.

"I don't care." I say looking away.

I noticed that I was blushing.

I tried pushing him away but he wouldn't budge.

I hear someone from behind us and we both turn around to see its Michael.

He looked deveasted with his mouth hanging out in horror.

While Jackie is distracted I knee him in the balls.

Jackie grabbed his crotch screaming silently and doubled over to the floor.

Michael grabbed my hand angrly and pulled me out as I tried to explain.

When he saw his mother he said as polietly as he could, 

"We are going to be leaving now." 

Not letting go of my hand he kissed his mother and I waved goodbye.

He angrly led me to the car and opened the door and pushed me in. He came in and moaned a long moan. The driver started the limo.

"Were you going to cheat on me?" He asked me.

"No." I said.

"Is it because of me? Am I not a good sex partner? I know I don't have experience. But you didn't even let me try." He said.

" I told you Michael. Jackie wanted me. I didn't want him." I say.

"I know. But you were blushing." He said.

"Well who wouldn't if a person pushed you up against a wall asking to have sex?!" I shout.

"I wouldn't!" He shouted back.

"Has this ever even happened to you?! Have you ever been a victim of harassment?!" I shout back.

"Yes. YES I HAVE!" He says.

I rememeber the stupid fans and start feeling stupid.

"Plus all of a sudden when I walk in you want to resist him?!" He yells.

"I was trying to before." I say quietly.

"Sure." He says sarcastily.

"What would have happened if I didn't come in at the time? Would you have sex with him?" He askes me.

"No I wouldn't." I say rubbing my temple.

"I see." He says.

For the rest of the trip we stay quiet.

We stop at my apartment first and I open the car door for myself. I walk out without saying goodbye to him. 

LATER THAT DAY (NIGHT)

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I lay in bed looking at all his photos plastered on my walls. He is always sending me autographed signed photos or pictures of him. I was wondering if I should call him to say im sorry.  But calling would be stupid. I should finish our arugument face to face. I just want to be able to hug him once more. I can't imagine living without him anymore.

I get up and I decide I should go over to his house. I put on my Jacket not caring if I was in my pajamas. Maybe he would let me sleep over. I take the bus to his street.

There are fans everywhere yelling for Michael. His bodyguards know who I am so it should be easy enterance for me. But for some reason I can't find them anywhere. Looks like I have to go the express way. His fans pick me up traveling me to his house. I finally land in the arms of his bodyguards. I giggle nervously and he puts me down. He opens the door for me and I come in. 

I look all over his living room no where to find him. 

"Michael?" I call.

I hear a yell from his room and I run up the stairs with the speed of a cheetah.

The door is locked. I panic and I kick the door down with the power of super man.

My Mikey is in trouble. I would do anything.

I see one of his needles on the floor and I see him on his knees crying. 

I run to him and I grab him. 

"It's okay baby. Sh." I say.

"I'm sorry." He croaks.

Then his eyes close and he falls on my lap.

"Michael?" I ask scared.

He wont budge. 

I put my ears next to his nose.

He. Isn't. Breathing.