If one were to look out of the space between the atoms, the entirety of the human race would fit within a small cube of sugar. It served as a reminder of how humans are merely insignificant specks compared to the vastness of the universe; the universe that houses many versions of the same world.

Each human has their own world they're forced to create and live in, and sometimes, they end up destroying it. They don't even realize they tore it apart until the ground shakes underneath their feet, staggering the equilibrium they thought they'd established. But when they do realize it, it's usually too late.

As she lay on her bed, her body tossing and turning due to the lack of sleep, only one sentence rang in her mind: you have to kill yourself.

She was scared of ending her life. She wasn't scared of death, but what came before it. She'd always wanted to die peacefully, maybe in her sleep so she wouldn't have to bear any physical pain.

The choice seemed easy. To let nature take it's course and not take matters in her own hands would force her to live a life she was tired of living; but killing herself would mean giving up. Something she'd told herself she'll never do, because she wasn't weak.

Guilt rooted itself deep in her chest. Suicide isn't weak, she chided herself. She'd seen countless ghosts who'd killed themselves and although most of them ended up regretting it, she saw that they were finally at peace. It wasn't an easy task to end your own life, it took an everlasting amount of pain and deep rooted determination to take that drastic step.

A part of her wanted to plunge into the hole of darkness. Let the nature be damned, because she knew she would never be happy as long as she continued to breathe.

Hazel. Hazel. Hazel.

She couldn't stop picturing those eyes.

You have to kill yourself.

She grabbed her head, the sentence engraining itself deep into her mind.

You have to kill yourself.

Kill yourself.

Kill. Yourself.

The ringing in her ears was getting louder, a voice screaming in her head to make it stop.

Make it stop.

Please.

Kill yourself.

She screamed out in agony, instant tears cascading down her cheeks as she gripped her hair and tugged so tight that her roots hurt. Pain, hot searing pain spread throughout her body.

End this before it ends you.

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