You fould them and you can't help but feel proud of yourself. You put on that smile and it worked like a charm but deep inside you want someone to know.
You might of fould them but you haven't fould yourself.

Nobody knows why you cut your arms,Nobody knows why you starve yourself, Nobody knows why you through up everything you ate. Nobody knows why you smoke the night away or why you drink until you black out or why you take the bottle of pills.

Nobody actually ever asked how you are feeling its like nobody really cares and if they did nobody could possibly understand. You don't feel like it's that bad because others have it worse but it is bad your getting bad again just when you thought you where getting better. The worse part is that your doing the self distructable thing while your parents are in the next room sound asleep.
Nobody hears you cry, nobody sees your struggling it's like it's your falt for not telling someone,you feel like you deserve all this pain that's happened to you.

Well Im here now to tell you that you do not deserve it. Nobody deserves to but i blade to there wrist Nobody deserves to throw up everything they ate just to fit in.

Nobody needs pills to mess them up.

Your struggling and it's ok to admit that I see your not fine and i notice your struggling to make it through another day.

Please just please keep going Beacause what if just what if it does get better <3