Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could have anything in the world, it would to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you're alone, no one will constantly ask you what's wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' as an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will soon pass and that you will be able to be yourself again, but deep down, you know that will never happen.