Day 4-
It's only been four days? Oh god it feels like an eternity. It's finally hit me, the realization that you're not here anymore, and that you'll never return.
I didn't want to but I've started cutting again and I've stopped eating in general. Jenna and I are looking for another apartment, she's moving out and this apartment is now stained with the memory of you. These walls scream your name and echo our memories. My arms and slowly becoming a canvas I constantly paint in scars and red.
Jenna and I haven't talked much.
I've been ignoring Brendon.
I still haven't checked my social media.
I don't care about anything except for you.
I miss you like hell