Josh's p.o.v
I was out with Brendon we were laughing and talking about recent shit, Tyler and I had announced that we are a couple and I've been trying to not spend as much time with him so that the media wouldn't bother us. I felt extremely bad about it, but I knew I wouldn't want him to get to much anxiety over it. Jenna, Tyler and I had been sharing an apparent for some time now, so it was normal for her to call me usually because Tyler said something really funny or was acting extremely adorable, so when I saw my phone suddenly turn on with Jenna's name written on its screen I smiled and told Brendon to "Shut the fuck up, Tyler probably did something cute." He laughed and mouthed fine.
I answered the phone,
"Hey Jenna! What's up?"
"J-Josh..." I heard her whisper in between sobs. I was so confused her voice was almost heart shattering.
"Jenna, are you okay? Did something happen?" I told her in the most sympathetic voice I had.
"W-Wednesd-day J-January 18th o-of 2017 at 11:27 pm T-Tyl-ler Jo-" She burt into tears, "Tyl-ler Joseph t-took hi-is li-ife u-using half a b-bottle of P-Prozac!" She yelled quickly.
My heart shattered.
My soul broke.
I felt a sudden emptiness.
I dropped my phone.
Before I knew it tears streamed down my face.
"Josh, are you okay?" Brendon asked me, his hand on my shoulder.
"I have to go." I said I picked up my phone quickly and ran towards my car.
This can't be real
It's just a nightmare,
maybe a cruel prank.
"Please... please just be a prank..."
I whispered to myself,
I was speeding faster than anything I've ever drove before. I tried to turn on the radio to calm myself but I was shaking too much to turn it on.
I have to face reality,
please be fake.
I heard sirens, I saw the flashing lights,
This isn't real... this isn't real... this can't be real.
I quickly parked my car and ran, I ran like hell to my Appartement.
Then I saw it. I saw his body covered in a tarp.
THIS CANT BE REAL.
"TYLER, T-T-TYLER!" a paramedic held me back.
"Sir, please calm down!" He yelled at me.
"FUCK OFF. TYLER!" My tears were suffocating me. I fell and curled up into a ball.
"Tyler...." I whispered.
Jenna came up to me and hugged me.
We sobbed together.
From that moment, the moment I lost everything. I knew nothing would be the same.....
There was only one thing I needed,
And now he's gone,
Tyler.
A/N: I'm sorry