No one sees the lies i hide behind this smile

People say I'm not good at ACTING but u'd be surprised how much someone can hide with a fake smile and long sleeves

I try every day to make people see me but....

They never do..

All they see is the person i wish i could be..

But i know I'll never get to be that person i want to be because I'm to week to try

So i sit here with the red liquid running from my arms i sit and wait for sleep to take me knowing I'll just wake up the same