There is always that girl that sits in the front of the class.

She smiles all the time.

Never cries.

She knows the answer to all the questions.

Always smiling, even when things aren't funny.

She seems like the best friend you could have,

Telling jokes to lift her friends up on a bad day.

We all want to be her, because she's perfect,

Right?

Well, she's wearing a mask.

She stays up all night, trying to hold in the tears,

Trying not to kill herself.

Because if she did, her friends would follow.

The jokes help her cope with her world.

And you probably didn't even know that she

Tried to kill herself last night.

I know it's shitty, but i'm going through something, and I needed to make something...