do you ever ask yourself if it's worth it?

to drain yourself of everything for one little thing?

it doesn't make sense

the desire a human has, a passion humans don't ignore

so is it worth it?

is it worth the pain and sacrifice you're offering now? is this really the choice you want?

is this even your choice?

or is it someone else's that has just been pushed upon you?

can you feel the suffocation?

because i can,
and i'm not you.

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it's that moment when you're in the corner, crying, breaking down.

every muscle in your body aching but you have to ignore it.

it's in that moment that everything flows out from your unfinished promises to your bottled emotions and stress.

"why bother?" keeps repeating in your head but so does "i need to get over it."

it's beautiful how every tear has a reason, one that always seems worth releasing in someone's perspective.