you'd look good in my bed
too bad that's not where you wanna be
or maybe you do

but only after dirty dirty will i return to loneliness until the next time one of us want that thrill again

all the messy thoughts in my head as i think of what we could be doing

just let me sin is what i tell myself as my mind reminds me of self respect and morals

what do i know about all of that?

all i want is the adrenaline pumping as our clothes fall to the floor and my lips are on yours

all i want is that dirty dirty that i can't stop thinking about when i'm with you

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more about the dirtiness i can't block out when i see you

it's like i want to drop everything i do and run into your arms

it's not love it's lust

but people might mistake it for something more than friends with benefits

if only you knew how my heart beats when i see you and not the falling in love beating i have when i see my crush

it's the beating when we get physical

they say i'll go to hell but i just wanna live a life worth dying for

starting with fulfilling my desires i keep deep down in my heart