"You're stupid, you're worthless. You only break hearts. Run away so they can't find you. Don't let them see you cry cause they won't care. You're a mess and it's you're fault for everything. No one cares. You don't belong. Push everyone away because you'll hurt them if you do. Don't get emotional or show emotion. You're nothing. Love is fake, never trust it. Love is secretly pain, not happiness or joy but pain, fear and hate. Go die. No one will care or notice. You're a waste of space in this world. You're just wasting air that someone better could probably have and use." These thoughts run through my mind as depression takes over. I let it, cause I know it's true, all of it. The thought of cutting and dying make me feel better. I know if I did it, it will feel better. I wouldn't have to hurt anyone anymore. I wouldn't have to be stupid or feel pain. Just like I heard, "Life isn't for everyone." Which life isn't for me at all. I just wanna end it all.

This was random. Yes I'm depressed but it's ok really. You all are amazing and this isn't telling that you guys aren't amazing or whatever. I just felt like writing.