You ever get jealous of a girl you really loved more than anything in this universe?? And she constantly says your at her top and she loves u the most...that no one comes before you? But you just can't shake that feeling that she's talking to other guys more than u? Cus it happens to me all the time...Geekred is my sister...and I love her to death...but for some reason, I just can't stop getting jealous of her...I feel like when someone comes who can protect her better than I ever could....she will ditch me and run straight to him...what will I do then??? I already have no family that like me...do I really wanna loose another? I will kill myself and end my suffering...if I find out she's hanging with another boy behind my back....shit gun go down...