I honestly had no clue what was happening. I know that I've stayed too long at my babysitter, Mary's,house. She said my brother, micheal, was coming home from tour. I'm confused, yet happy. I know that the tour is halfway through and he should be in Europe or the United States right now, and I miss my brother.  Mary had tears in her eyes but I didn't say anything.

She decided to put on an old Barbie movie (like the 12 dancing princesses. Those were the good old days😂).

"Hey sweetheart, it's time to go see your brother!" Mary said, trying to sound enthusiastic, and failing.
I nodded and got up. Mary helped me put my black converse and tie them, since I dont know how to.

We walked out to her car and opened the door. She buckled me in first, and then handed me Daniel, my stuffed lion that micheal had gotten me before he left. It hasent left my side since.

After the long car ride, we've finally made it. We went inside and looked around, hoping to spot my colorful headed brother.

I finally saw him. I ran as fast of my little legs could. I crashed my body into his, hugging him tightly. He was doing the same to me, cradling my small head in his big hands.

"I missed you" I mumbled.
"I missed you too, baby. More than you could ever know" he mumbled back, hugging me tighter. He kissed my cheek and sat me back on the ground.

We walked back to Mary, and Mikey thanked her. She hugged me, said goodbye, and left.

Michael rented us a small car, since it's just the two of us at the moment. He said the boys will be back in a couple of days, they still had to do a few interviews and meetings and stuff.

We drove back to our house to find it empty.
"Wheres mommy and daddy, micheal?" I asked. He sighed and picket me up, placing me on the kitchen counter.

"Do you know what heaven is?" He asked. I nodded, "were the Angels live!"

He nodded, "well that's where (I'm not Australian or British so sorry if i forget to spell it that way) mummy and daddy are." He sniffled.

"Are they coming back?" I asked. He shook his head.

"It's just you and me, babe." I started crying, finally taking in the situation.

He hugged me tight as we both cried.
He walked us to his room. He took out one of his old t-shirts and changed me into it. He went to the bathroom and changed also. We just cuddled on his bed, finding Nemo played in the background. He was laying half up sitting up, half laying down with me laying on his chest, cradled in his arms. One arm was around me whiled the other brushed through my hair gently. I had my whole body on his chest, Daniel clutched in one hand.

I love Mikey cuddles, I thought as I slowly fall asleep.

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I whined as I felt someone pick me up.
"Hush princess, go back to sleep. You're okay, I'm here" I heard Mikey say.

"I can't now I've already been woken up" I told him, opening my eyes.

"Where are we going?" I ask, seeing him picking out clothes from my closet. "We're going shopping for something special, okay?" I nodded. He helped me change into my clothes.

He then put his own shoes on and led me to the bathroom. He helped me brush my teeth and hair before deciding i was ready to go. He led me to the car and strapped me into my car seat, setting Daniel in my arms.

I just played with Daniel, talked to micheal, and listened to the radio on the way to the mall. When we finally for there, I could see alot if people in a large crowd holding cameras.

Instantly, my phobia kicked it. My breath started to hitch and become uneven. Small beads of sweat appeared on my face. Tears of terror ran down my pale cheeks.

I saw Mikey look in his mirror before parking in an empty slot and him rushing to the back seat.

"Hey hey, your okay baby. Mikey's got you, you're okay. No one will ever hurt you princess, I promise" he said as he caressed my face, wiping off the tears and sweat.

"How about I carry you through the crowd until we reach inside and you can get anything you want, okay?" He bargained. I shook my head quickly.

"Hey it's okay, I won't let anything happen to you. Do you trust me?" I nodded.
"Okay, now come here, princess"

I cautiously scoot towards my brothers outstretched arms. He takes off his army jacket (you know what one😉) and takes out his phone, plugging in headphones., and turns on some music. He puts the head phones on my ears, and picks me up. He places me In the crook of his neck, and puts the jacket over my small body.

I felt people brush past me and we sped walked through the crowd. I had  a few tears escape my eyes, but besides being scared, I was fine.

When we've finally gotten Inside the mall, Mikey placed me back on my feet, taking off the head phones and jacket.

"You did so good baby girl. I'm so proud of you" he cooed, wiping off my few tears. He gave me one last hug before standing up and holding my hand.

We walked to a couple stores, micheal finding nothing. We eventually walked into this one store. It had all black and grey clothing for boys and girls. Mikey said it was a special store ( idk if this exist or not but what their at is a funeral (?)clothes store).

We walked to the kids section and started looking at the dresses. They all looked sad. I don't like being sad. Micheal finally found something and he made me go to a dressing room to try it on. It was pretty much just a black dress with long sleeves. In the end it fit, so micheal bought it. He also picked me out some black flats to go with it.

We went to a couple more stores, me getting a couple of toys and stuff like that. We eventually went back to the car to go home.

"Hey Amelia, guess what!"  My brother said excitedly.

"What?"

"The boys are flying in tomorrow!" I gasp. I haven't seen the boys in forever and I really miss them.
"We have to pick them up early tomorrow, so when we get home, we need to get you ready for bed. What do you want to dinner?" I thought for a moment.

"Can we get McDonald's? Thats what I want!" I asked, hopeful. He chuckled.

" Fine, but tomorrow we'll have a good, healthy dinner...that the other boys will be making" he laughed and I giggled.

We pulled through the drive through and Mikey turned around.

"What do you want,babe?" I thought for a minute.

"I want the largest set of chicken nuggets, lemonade, and fries please, oh and a cookie!" I say cutely. I heard him mutter
' definitely my sister. ' I giggled again.

We soon got our food and drove home, maybe stealing a few fries on the way ;).

When we got home, micheal took the food and other bags inside while I carried me and Mikey's drinks. He set the food on the kitchen table and took the drinks from my hand and putting them there too(im a very small child).
He then picked me up, putting me in my seat since I couldn't on my own.

He set my food and drink down in front of my seat, me immediately digging in.

Once we both finished, micheal insisted I needed a bath. He ran the water and tested it before undressing me(don't be dirty minded. She's four) and helping me in the tub. He washed my hair and body before picking me up and placing me in a soft, fluffy towel.

He  me back to my room to get me in my pajamas.

"Okay bubba, which pajamas?" He asked me, rummaging through my drawer.

"My stitch onesie please" I said, rubbing my eyes with my fists. He smiled and grabbed it out, quickly dressing me in my underwear and the onesie.

" You look so adorable bug" He cooekd at me, and taking pictures on his phone. He then grabbed the towel and dried it a little. He then took my brush and started brushing through my hair and blow drying it.

By the time he was done, I was about to fall asleep on the spot. He picked me up and gently laying me down and tucking me in, making sure I had Daniel. He then kissed my forehead and whispered
"I love you, goodnight love".
"Love you too mikey" I said, falling asleep.