(this is unedited. please excuse improper punctuation, spelling, all that jazz, lol!)

as the title entails,
wow,
okay,
hello.

i hope you've all been doing well. i'm not one to really dwell into my own life, but a pressing question everyone has is usually: "where have you been?"

well... where have i been? it's been at least two years since i actually updated this book and that must mean i was doing something, right?

nope.

...

kinda.

school has kicked. my. ass. whilst balancing my depression, school did not like to let up. i already know there are tons of you who relate, and for that, i am thankful. it's a struggle and i'm glad there are people who know what it feels like to be so buried in your own stress, anxiety, depression, school work, responsibilities, etc, etc.

another thing i have on my plate is colorguard! for those who don't know what colorguard is, (to grossly simplify) the flags, rifles, and sabres that spin with the band during half time shows. some schools have them, some don't, but either way, that's the activity i'm in!

as a captain of the varsity, i have no time for myself, it feels like. i'm taking care of everyone else before myself, which isn't anything new, but, again, it takes up about 100% of my time.

moving on from my personal life... i miss this! i really do! i miss talking to y'all. just seeing people's comments about my story or comments about random things just made my day.

so... let's talk! about anything! comment stuff, y'all!

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okay, okay, story info now.

do i want to finish this book? yes. i feel awful for leaving the book as it is right now. will i be able to finish this book? that i don't know. i need to get back into the groove of writing.

there was so much i envisioned for this story. i wanted to make it different than other stories i would read about bill. the effect i wanted was for the reader to realize no matter what, bill is a villain.

bill is not a nice guy. seeing him given a second chance to be the "nice guy" in fanfic made me realize i wanted to add some spice of my own.

i really do miss writing this. problem is, i don't think people still care for bill fanfic/read mine anymore...

ignoring that, to repeat myself once again, let's chat in the comments!

see you sometime soon, my loves,

-jaydin