For Etsuko-chan99

'Making me look like a psycho craving for you'
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THIS STORY MIGHT BE UNCOMFORTABLE FOR SOME READERS IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YANDERES!!

INCLUDES: VIOLENCE, ABUSE, RAPE, KIDNAPPING!!!

Muzan's pov

ALMOST 'SANE'

There she is, a divine beauty, the most perfect being I've ever laid my eyes on. A goddess. Her perfect face, delicate features yet so alluring and those eyes...god those eyes that gleam with such content and the way her lips move when talking like music to my ears. I love her, I love her too much. But what can I do when she is the one captivating me? I can't just stop staring at her, I don't know why a pitiful human being makes me so vulnerable. I can't stop this addiction, I love her. She makes me want to take her like a hungry wolf and a fearful deer, I need her...right now. But how? How can I make her love me back? Soon enough she'll realise I'm a monster so how can I make her love me?

Should I force her? No no no, that wouldn't be the best way to handle this...should I just ask her to be mine? After all, she will come to me eventually. I will make sure of that. Is this what true love is? What a pleasant yet disgusting feeling, the things it makes you do. Ha! This love is making me a madman, a madman chasing after his love who doesn't even know him, how pitiful.

THE VOID

Oh...what is she doing? Why is that lowly human male touching her like that? His disgusting hands is tainting a work of art. I. Won't. Accept. Such. Vile. Behaviour. I'll cut off his hands myself right now. Don't worry dear...I'll make sure to not let any dirtied hands hurt you.

BLACK SPACE

I killed him last night, yes that lowly male who was touching my angel, how nice it was to hear his blood curdling screams and his desperate pleas...it was...quite...amusing. Especially knowing that he was the one causing harm to something that belongs to me!

Hmm, tomorrow night shall be when I meet her. A little surprise visit to her house, that would be perfect. She likes bellflowers, the colour red, hair pins and daifaku. I shall get them tomorrow evening on the way to her house.

EMOTIONS

I came to visit her today, she was quite welcoming when I introduced myself. However, as I gave her the gifts she became...strange? Like she didn't want me, but why? Was the gifts not enough for her? Did she not like me? So I told her that I was attracted to her, she didn't take it easily and called me "insane" and a "stalker". Those words did hurt me but she'll learn to love me. I couldn't stand it anymore and took her with me back to my place, she was making quite a fuss and I got angry so I made her unconscious. I truly wished I didn't have to do that but she wasn't behaving properly.

Anyways, she is here now. With me. Only me. And will be with me forever.

LOVELY MARRIAGE

She isn't talking to me and is just crying...I tried to make her smile by buying her many things and feeding her the most luxurious dishes across the world. I even tried to talk to her to make her feel better but she is sobbing and complaining saying "I want to go back" and "I don't like it here".

I reassured her that everything was fine and that she is now my wife from now on. She went hysterical.
It was annoying however I'm now her husband so I silenced her by...well, giving her a special treatment. It worked, she wasn't sobbing or shouting she was just sitting on the bed looking at the wall with blank eyes.
I kissed her on the forehead and told her I love her. She didn't reply.

OBEDIENCE

I had to punish her again today, I hate punishing her but she has to learn that she has to follow the rules. I went too far and she had deep wounds and scratches. She almost died but I managed to heal her by feeding her my blood, now she won't die and we can be together forever. I love her and she loves me.

DANGER

One of my useless underlings was with her, they were both smiling and having a good time. I was enraged. A filthy lowly underlying like him dare to speak, even look at a goddess like her?! I'll kill him, I'll kill him!!

My emotions took the best of me and I decapitated him in front of my love. She screamed at said I was a monster, only if she could understand that I'm only doing this for the better of her and me.

POSSESSIVE

This was the night for our honeymoon, I made everything perfect and included everything she likes. I'm sure she will enjoy this and we can at last become one for a night. I have been waiting for this day for too long. I can't wait to see her taking care of our child just the thought of it makes me fill up with joy and excitement. I want her to know how much I truly love her. And if that means shunning everyone from her, well then so be it.

TEARING

She seemed to try to open up to me during our honeymoon which made me feel relieved, she was finally becoming used to my company! She opened up a bit but I could tell that she was still uncomfortable and shy. I didn't get mad as I understood being just married is such a big moment for her.
It all seemed to go to plan and smoothly until the part where we were supposed to 'become one'.
She was rejecting me and pleading to let her go, I felt quite upset and angry. I spent soo much time and money to make everything about this honeymoon, our honeymoon perfect and thought about her needs in every aspect of it, and this is what I get?
So I forced her, yes it wasn't the most idealistic way I wanted it to be but at least we'll become a family now.

BROKEN

Ever since the birth of our son c/n she has been acting quite normal, she genuinely enjoys being with me and our family. I know that she is secretly hiding under a mask though, she hates it, she wants to escape but she won't. Why? Because she only has me and our son, she knows that our son will get the best out of life if she stays with me. She won't do anything.

I've completely made her love me.

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Another update! The way I wrote this is different from how I usually write my stories but I hope yall like this.