Warnings:mentions of sh,suicide attempt in giyuu and Urogi's(urogi is in pt.2),depression,blood,cutting,starvation,Eating disorders,suicide in rengoku's.

Tanjiro-Tanjiro honestly had no idea what to do, he was in pure shock. Seeing you curled up in the bathroom with cuts all over your arms and legs,crying and apologizing to him. He sat with you,holding you close to him,letting you cry into his chest. "You have no need to apologize my love,things get rough and it's okay. We will get through this together,you hear me? I am not mad at you,but please try to stay strong okay?",from that day forward tanjiro helped you from the wanting to relapse to the days where life didn't seem to have a point for you anymore. He was always there, he even took a break from slaying so he would be right there with you. He loves you and he would never let something bad happen to you ever,even if it was by your own hands.

Giyuu-When giyuu arrived home,not receiving your usual happy hugs and kisses he grew worried. when he walked to the room he didn't expect to see you laying unconscious,blood covered wrists and legs,he instantly panicked tears welling in his eyes. He immeadietley rushed you to the butterfly estate praying you would be okay and blaming himself for this. he sat by your bed for the week you were unconscious, when you woke up to giyuu by your side and hooked to Iv's,you began to cry. Giyuu did his best to comfort you he really did, he was just glad you weren't dead, when you explained to him why you tried to unalive yourself, he completely broke down. This was the first time any of the hashira saw him like this, his head in your lap sobbing and asking you to stay with him, promising he would help you get better. You cried along with him, you made him promise he wouldn't either since shinobu let you in on the secret that he said he would go to if you did,he promised and you promised, and so it begun your road to recovery. 

Rengoku- Rengoku had already noticed your depression before it had got to the point of self-harm, he noticed it at the point of your purging disorder. When he brought it up, you honestly felt relieved that he knew, he vowed to help you get back to your usual self by slowly increasing your food portions back to normal. Starting with soft foods up to hard food and then full on meals. Within 4 months he had managed to get you back to a healthy weight and food portion, unfortunately things went down hill for you after he passed during the mugen train mission in which resulted in you unaliving yourself for good,the hashiras and Tanjiro,Inosuke,Zenitsu,and Nezuko mourned both of your deaths. You were buried next to each other,Senjuro often visited your graves with flowers and tokens, talking about how Shinjuro had worsened since Kyojuro's death. 

Shinobu- Shinobu unfortunately didn't catch on in time, it took her a few weeks to finally notice your weight decreasing rapidly,your bad sleeping habits,your lack of self care and eating. But once she did notice she immediately went to you, out of panic and anguish she begged/demanded to know why you would do such things, that's when you broke down completely. Confessing that your terrible childhood was the cause and you just couldn't get out of the past. She softened up after you told her everything, and she promised to help you get better. You relapsed twice over the next 8 months of her helping you get back to health, she never once got mad at you for it. She was patient with you, she even had the master completely take you off missions until you were better. It wasn't until month 9 did you finally get back to normal health, and she voiced how proud she was of you for it, shinobu loves you and she'd be damned if she lost another family member.

Mitsuri-Mitsuri could already tell something was off. You weren't the usual bubbly person she loved so much with all of her being. SO when she noticed, she went straight to you, and in a soft tone she asked "Your not going to kill yourself...are you?", it was like she had read your mind. You explained to her that you were so drained,defeated,tired even and didn't want to continue on with life anymore. You'd never seen mitsuri look so panicked ever, She even told obanai who also then voiced his concern for you. Together they both got you back to your usual self, they were so patient with you on those days you'd relapse back to the suicidal thoughts and self harm, but they never once were mad. They were understanding.