Octavian x Reader [Edited]

Octavian's POV

I get so caught up in me

That I don't realize what I'm missing

All of my priorities 

Never put you in my plans

Every time we got closer, I pushed you away

Pulled you right back just to give you the pain

If I was your sinner then you were my saint

Guilty of breaking your heart

I was slaying teddy bears, like usual, when my girlfriend, (Y/N), walked in. I don't want to be mean, but she's kinda annoying and clingy. She won't stop complaining about how she wants to go on dates and spend time with me and shit like that, It's getting annoying

I lie here awake, thinking of all the games I played

I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I

I never made, I fell forever in a daze

Till you walked away, 'cause of the words I didn't say

There is no me without you

And you don't realize what you're missin'

This time I'm on something different

Let me show you why, for real

(Y/N)'s POV

Ugh, Octavian won't spend any time with me! All he does is rip up stupid teddy bears. He even ripped up the one year anniversary one I gave him. I mean, who the hell does that? Oh wait, Octavian does that. I feel like this is a one sided relationship.

Every time we get close, I won't push you away

Pull you right back just to give you the pain

I won't be a sinner, but you'll be my saint

Guilty of giving my all

I lie here awake, thinking of all the games I played

I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I

I never made, I fell forever in a daze

Till you walked away, 'cause of the words I didn't...

I broke up with him. He'd always yell at me for "disturbing him". I didn't do anything wrong!  I just wanted to spend time with him. But nooo, he's too busy to spend time with his GIRLFRIEND!

Every time we get close, I won't push you away

Pull you right back just to give you the pain

If I was a sinner, then you were my saint

Guilty of breaking your heart

I-I lie here awake, thinking of all the games I played

I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I

I never made, I fell forever in a daze

Till you walked away, 'cause of the words I didn't...

Octavian's POV

I fucked up. She broke up with me because of the mistakes I made. I didn't treat her the way I should've. I ignored her and left her behind. It's my fault she broke up with me. It took me until it was too late for me to realize my mistakes.

See, I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it

A world without you is a world without living

I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it

A world without you is a world without living

I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it

A world without you is a world without living

I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it

A world without you..