I start heading over to Tyler's apartment. In my hands I'm holding my notebook, camera, and laptop.

Once I get to Tyler's he opens his door immediately. "Let me help you with that." He grabs everything and starts to place it by the piano.

"Okay, so you can use my bass, piano, keyboard, ukulele, tambourine, and microphone." I nod and take a seat at the piano.

"Would you like me to leave?" I whisper 'yes please' and he leaves without a word.

I press record and start talking into the microphone. "Uhm, hey guys, t- this is for Josh." I say his name quietly. I take a deep breath and then start playing.

"I promise that one day"

"I'll be around"

"I'll keep you save"

"I'll keep you sound"

My vision gets blurry but I don't stop playing.

"I know it's pretty crazy crazy"

"And I don't know how to stop or slow it down"

"Hey"

"I know there's something's we need to talk about"

"And I can't stay"

"So let me hold you or a little longer now"

A few tears slip by and land on the keys.

"Take a piece of my heart"

"And make it all your own"

"So when we are apart"

"You'll never be alone"

"You'll never be alone"

I take my hands of the keys and look back at the camera, clearing my throat.

"Josh, if you're watching this, there was a miss understanding of what happened at that party. I- I'm leaving tomorrow and I don't want to go if things are unresolved."

I close my eyes. "I love you Joshua Dun."

***
After a few hours, I decided to stick around Tyler's place for awhile.

The front door starts to open, I look around to find Tyler, but instead it was a shorter boy; Josh.

"Josh?" I mumble, loud enough for him to hear me. "I watched your video." He says softly. "It was beautiful."

"Josh, I'm sorry I didn't mean for that guy to kiss me, he forced it on me." I begin to cry out. Josh leans forward and I nuzzle my face into his neck. "I'm sorry I didn't listen." I smile into his shirt.

"Why didn't you tell me you were leaving?" Josh's eyes shines with crystals. "I wanted to but I didn't want you to worry, I just want to stay with you." Josh starts to comb through my hair. "We can make this work." I look into his mocha eyes, they look hopeful but sad.

"I'll come back and visit you at the end of every month." I smile. "I love you, Ruby." A light blush spreads across my face. "I love you too, Joshie."

A/n: Sorry this chapter is short and it's going up so late, I was working on something. I don't even like sm but I'm still using his song.