December 25, 1994

          To myself,

Time flies. Hopes break. Don't lose hope. Listsn, do you hear me?! Stop! Don't! No one wants a crybaby! Suck it up, and move on. Another day will come and pass. Another life will gain and lose. It is not the time to mourn. Leave that in the past. Keep to your strengths. Lose no hope. Gain no loss. By the Entity's blade, win. Never stop fighting. Do whatever it takes. Nothing is fake. Nothing is real. Only the soul will survive.

Keep yourself strong. Keep yourself powerful... even if it makes you a monster inside. Don't give up! Don't stop! Keep it all together. Become the light that doesn't exist in this reality. Make yourself the hero... Make sure what happened to you, never happens again. Don't lose. Don't quit. Exist. Rearrange. Rebuild. Fix. Live.

...Make him suffer. Make him pay. Yes, you know who did this. You knew all along and you will never forget. Get out of this place and hunt him down... He has to be alive somehow. If you survived, then so did he. Make him realize just what he has done, and what he should truly fear. Win.